My beautiful dog, who I picked out at the shelter when I was 13, died on Dec 9th. It was sudden and I had to make the worst decision of my life. She had a tumor rupture in her abdomen and was bleeding out internally. They said this cancer is undetectable until it's too late. I couldn't save her. The grief is making my anxiety about my tinnitus horrific. I guess that's normal? I don't know. I miss my angel. I had her for 12 years and 2 days.