Juliane Sep 19, 2023 1/2 So tired of this BS and the impact it has on all areas of my life. Feels so pointless, stupid and unfair. I will never forgive those
1/2 So tired of this BS and the impact it has on all areas of my life. Feels so pointless, stupid and unfair. I will never forgive those
Juliane Sep 14, 2023 Mad spike after exercise. Wasn't even that intense :-( Went to the infrared sauna afterwards. Could that be it?
Mad spike after exercise. Wasn't even that intense :-( Went to the infrared sauna afterwards. Could that be it?
Juliane Sep 12, 2023 Reminiscing myself and some friends years ago dancing and singing loudly all night. Pure joy! The best things in life truly are free!
Reminiscing myself and some friends years ago dancing and singing loudly all night. Pure joy! The best things in life truly are free!
Juliane Sep 12, 2023 To me, T now seems to be the worst condition you can get. Is it really so, or do we always feel what we suffer from is the worst of all?
To me, T now seems to be the worst condition you can get. Is it really so, or do we always feel what we suffer from is the worst of all?
Juliane Sep 12, 2023 Find myself comparing my suffering to other people I know suffering from health issues to see who has got it worse. Not constructive, I know
Find myself comparing my suffering to other people I know suffering from health issues to see who has got it worse. Not constructive, I know
Juliane Sep 12, 2023 The indifference of the pitch black and empty universe is hitting me hard today....
Juliane Sep 12, 2023 Scared of the future, job security etc. How does T impact on your job situation?
Juliane Sep 9, 2023 Friends meeting up spontaneously and asked if I wanted to join. Of course I do but can't due to stupid damaged ears. Now at home crying
Friends meeting up spontaneously and asked if I wanted to join. Of course I do but can't due to stupid damaged ears. Now at home crying
Juliane Sep 7, 2023 Went swimming in the ocean today. Almost felt like a normal person for 20-25 minutes
Juliane Sep 7, 2023 Feel I should isolate for the sake of T but isolation makes me depressed. Catch 22
Juliane Sep 7, 2023 I am not going to accept any more BS from doctors saying T is not a disease. It sure is! And one of the worst you can get imo
I am not going to accept any more BS from doctors saying T is not a disease. It sure is! And one of the worst you can get imo
Juliane Sep 7, 2023 I have a really bad feeling... this is not going away. Can't believe this is my life
Juliane Sep 6, 2023 Broke down in tears again today. Crying seems to be the only thing that makes sense
Juliane Sep 4, 2023 I don't believe in coincidences, so I know there must be a reason why we're in this together.
Juliane Sep 4, 2023 I feel like it's a mistake we are all here suffering. I really do. Joy is the natural state of being, not this. Where did it all go wrong?
I feel like it's a mistake we are all here suffering. I really do. Joy is the natural state of being, not this. Where did it all go wrong?
gameover Sep 4, 2023 No H at all for you? Then I would say try everything to calm down and wait it out. Not saying bad T is nothing, but believe me, without H there is way more hope.
No H at all for you? Then I would say try everything to calm down and wait it out. Not saying bad T is nothing, but believe me, without H there is way more hope.
Juliane Sep 3, 2023 Back to despair. This is not getting better. I just can't live like this. It's a fucking joke
Juliane Sep 3, 2023 If I had been born with this noise in my head would it bother me less? Or is that just something we like to imagine?
If I had been born with this noise in my head would it bother me less? Or is that just something we like to imagine?
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 I might just take her advice. One beer every night does not make an alcoholic, I think
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 Called the doctor to ask about zopiclone and tinnitus, and she suggested I'd instead drink a beer with a paracetamol before bedtime!
Called the doctor to ask about zopiclone and tinnitus, and she suggested I'd instead drink a beer with a paracetamol before bedtime!
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 2/2 taking one zopiclone is? Could one pill after two months absence do any harm to my brain chemistry and tinnitus? Thanks a lot!
2/2 taking one zopiclone is? Could one pill after two months absence do any harm to my brain chemistry and tinnitus? Thanks a lot!
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 1/ 2 Dear TT peeps. I would appreciate your support! I am a nervous wreck due to not having slept well for days. How risky would you say
1/ 2 Dear TT peeps. I would appreciate your support! I am a nervous wreck due to not having slept well for days. How risky would you say
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 Today needs to be endured and done with. When night time and torture comes around again I might take a sleeping pill. What else can I do?
Today needs to be endured and done with. When night time and torture comes around again I might take a sleeping pill. What else can I do?
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 Another night of absolutely no sleep. Tinnitus crazy loud. I don't want to live anymore
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 I don't know who to talk to anymore. In real life. I feel so alone with this nightmare and torture. I want to live but not like this. No.
I don't know who to talk to anymore. In real life. I feel so alone with this nightmare and torture. I want to live but not like this. No.