Juliane Aug 31, 2023 I hope and pray my boyfriend will find happiness without me. He deserves it. I love him so much. But I am not destined to stay around long
I hope and pray my boyfriend will find happiness without me. He deserves it. I love him so much. But I am not destined to stay around long
Juliane Aug 31, 2023 I am sure that if I had just waited it out, not panicking and taking sleeping pills, I would not have been in this suicidal state today.
I am sure that if I had just waited it out, not panicking and taking sleeping pills, I would not have been in this suicidal state today.
Juliane Aug 30, 2023 Only a miracle can make me sleep tonight. And why would anyone waste a miracle on me
Juliane Aug 30, 2023 I have lost all motivation to go on. There is no life left. Will tell my boyfriend to leave me and find happiness w someone else
I have lost all motivation to go on. There is no life left. Will tell my boyfriend to leave me and find happiness w someone else
Juliane Aug 30, 2023 And now all has been made worse. I don't want to trigger people feeling down already, but I have decided to find a way out if my T
And now all has been made worse. I don't want to trigger people feeling down already, but I have decided to find a way out if my T
Juliane Aug 30, 2023 I just feel maybe this worsening is a sign from the universe that my time here is up. Nothing more for me to contribute. I am going mad from
I just feel maybe this worsening is a sign from the universe that my time here is up. Nothing more for me to contribute. I am going mad from
Juliane Aug 30, 2023 I will quit my job. Don't know how I will survive but this isn't working. I need complete rest and quiet 24/7
I will quit my job. Don't know how I will survive but this isn't working. I need complete rest and quiet 24/7
Juliane Aug 30, 2023 I am trying every day but this has no expiration day. It is pointless. It only dissapears when I am gone.
I am trying every day but this has no expiration day. It is pointless. It only dissapears when I am gone.
Juliane Aug 30, 2023 Can't keep pretending this is a life. Let's be honest, it is not. I can't imagine living years with such a stupid noise in my head. I won't
Can't keep pretending this is a life. Let's be honest, it is not. I can't imagine living years with such a stupid noise in my head. I won't
Juliane Aug 29, 2023 I hope that in the very near future it will be just as normal to donate some (or all) of your will to tinnitus research as to other causes
I hope that in the very near future it will be just as normal to donate some (or all) of your will to tinnitus research as to other causes
Juliane Aug 29, 2023 What do you still enjoy doing? I enjoy swimming (in quiet surroundings), hugging my loved ones and when I am able to lose myself in work.
What do you still enjoy doing? I enjoy swimming (in quiet surroundings), hugging my loved ones and when I am able to lose myself in work.
Juliane Aug 29, 2023 Maybe I should just accept that my life will never really be joyful again but maybe it will be tolerable at best?
Maybe I should just accept that my life will never really be joyful again but maybe it will be tolerable at best?
Juliane Aug 29, 2023 Why are we going through this? I don't understand it. It seems pointless. Suffering does not make me a better person. Not at all.
Why are we going through this? I don't understand it. It seems pointless. Suffering does not make me a better person. Not at all.
Juliane Aug 29, 2023 2/3 I did it to myself would it be easier? No. I just don't think there is anyway to accept what T has reduced my life to. I just can't.
2/3 I did it to myself would it be easier? No. I just don't think there is anyway to accept what T has reduced my life to. I just can't.
Juliane Aug 29, 2023 1/3 That old annoying "acceptance". I don't think I can ever accept that my tinnitus worsened due to other people's thoughtlessness. If
1/3 That old annoying "acceptance". I don't think I can ever accept that my tinnitus worsened due to other people's thoughtlessness. If
4alien2 Aug 26, 2023 For 20 years I was surprised to see that you have had this, it really gives me strength to see people who have had this for years. That's a very long time and you are a very strong person and I admire you <3
For 20 years I was surprised to see that you have had this, it really gives me strength to see people who have had this for years. That's a very long time and you are a very strong person and I admire you <3
Juliane Aug 26, 2023 3/3 accepting. I am more a neurotic perfectionist. A wrong color or smell puts me off. This is the worst condition I could have gotten....
3/3 accepting. I am more a neurotic perfectionist. A wrong color or smell puts me off. This is the worst condition I could have gotten....
Juliane Aug 26, 2023 2/3 to fix it. BAD combo with tinnitus that cannot be fixed and requires patience and acceptance. I am highly impatient and not very
2/3 to fix it. BAD combo with tinnitus that cannot be fixed and requires patience and acceptance. I am highly impatient and not very
Juliane Aug 26, 2023 1/3 I feel that my own personality type might prevent my healing. I am a problem solver at heart, always looking for what's wrong and how
1/3 I feel that my own personality type might prevent my healing. I am a problem solver at heart, always looking for what's wrong and how