lanterns&coffee Mar 23, 2023 I wish I can use cute headphones & decorate them like all the other kids my age now. I wish I can do that. I wish my life wasn't torn away.
I wish I can use cute headphones & decorate them like all the other kids my age now. I wish I can do that. I wish my life wasn't torn away.
lanterns&coffee Mar 23, 2023 I'm also really sleepy and really tired .. so that makes it much more louder.
lanterns&coffee Mar 23, 2023 It's been getting louder these days. One thing I found helpful is raining & fire crackling ASMR, but how do I build that in my head..
It's been getting louder these days. One thing I found helpful is raining & fire crackling ASMR, but how do I build that in my head..
lanterns&coffee Mar 10, 2023 I think I got a spike.. I'm scared I hope it doesn't last for long, it's giving me heaps of anxiety I might start panicking lol
I think I got a spike.. I'm scared I hope it doesn't last for long, it's giving me heaps of anxiety I might start panicking lol
lanterns&coffee Mar 3, 2023 room for months again. It's a scary process. A scary thing to experience; like the world is ending and you're missing out on your youth. 2/2
room for months again. It's a scary process. A scary thing to experience; like the world is ending and you're missing out on your youth. 2/2
lanterns&coffee Mar 3, 2023 I'm lacking so much strength & my will to mentally heal & be social is dropping down so bad. I'm scared. I don't wanna lock myself in my 1/2
I'm lacking so much strength & my will to mentally heal & be social is dropping down so bad. I'm scared. I don't wanna lock myself in my 1/2
lanterns&coffee Mar 3, 2023 I don't know what to say, or how to express my devastation & sadness. I CANNOT believe I have to suffer with this, for the rest of my life.
I don't know what to say, or how to express my devastation & sadness. I CANNOT believe I have to suffer with this, for the rest of my life.
lanterns&coffee Mar 3, 2023 I feel so lonely. This ringing won't shut up, can my life get any worse ,, ? I feel like I'm gonna cry myself to sleep any second now
I feel so lonely. This ringing won't shut up, can my life get any worse ,, ? I feel like I'm gonna cry myself to sleep any second now
lanterns&coffee Feb 12, 2023 I'd probably spend thousands of dollars if I ever planned to buy all one piece volumes .. how many box sets does this series have
I'd probably spend thousands of dollars if I ever planned to buy all one piece volumes .. how many box sets does this series have
lanterns&coffee Feb 12, 2023 I graduate this year November and honestly I'm both scared and excited; I don't want to be an adult just yet
I graduate this year November and honestly I'm both scared and excited; I don't want to be an adult just yet
lanterns&coffee Jan 12, 2023 my friend claims that I research too much. I have raging tinnitus, that has nothing to do with my google symptoms searching. I'm suffering.
my friend claims that I research too much. I have raging tinnitus, that has nothing to do with my google symptoms searching. I'm suffering.
lanterns&coffee Jan 10, 2023 My friend tells me that we shouldn't hate life but that can only be said when you don't have tinnitus and don't suffer 24/7.
My friend tells me that we shouldn't hate life but that can only be said when you don't have tinnitus and don't suffer 24/7.
lanterns&coffee Jan 10, 2023 Will be gone. Everything I dreamed of will be gone. Nothing in this life will be enjoyable. I'll just rot away in my bedroom and cry.
Will be gone. Everything I dreamed of will be gone. Nothing in this life will be enjoyable. I'll just rot away in my bedroom and cry.
lanterns&coffee Jan 10, 2023 I always seem to encounter a new medical problem. Always. I have so much potential with a lot of things I admit! Everything I wanted (2/3)
I always seem to encounter a new medical problem. Always. I have so much potential with a lot of things I admit! Everything I wanted (2/3)
lanterns&coffee Jan 10, 2023 And I'm terrified I'll never enjoy life like all those people around me are. I will NEVER have what I wished for in life because (1/3)
And I'm terrified I'll never enjoy life like all those people around me are. I will NEVER have what I wished for in life because (1/3)
lanterns&coffee Jan 10, 2023 As if it couldn't get any worse than this, depression, OCD, anxiety, IEM + a thousand more things
lanterns&coffee Jan 10, 2023 I have this horrible fear of my T getting worse, this horrifying image of anxiety attacks 1 after the other, this non-existing will to live.
I have this horrible fear of my T getting worse, this horrifying image of anxiety attacks 1 after the other, this non-existing will to live.
lanterns&coffee Dec 24, 2022 It's like an inconsistent fire alarm in my right ear right now .. and it only gets louder & louder yikes
It's like an inconsistent fire alarm in my right ear right now .. and it only gets louder & louder yikes
lanterns&coffee Dec 24, 2022 Randomly got a spike, FULLY convinced it's because my youngest brother (3 y/o) screams so hard it feels like my eardrums would explode.
Randomly got a spike, FULLY convinced it's because my youngest brother (3 y/o) screams so hard it feels like my eardrums would explode.
lanterns&coffee Dec 19, 2022 Okay maybe I shouldn't have used headphones, seriously, this is the last time. Just got a deep vibrating hum for a second. On my birthday.
Okay maybe I shouldn't have used headphones, seriously, this is the last time. Just got a deep vibrating hum for a second. On my birthday.
lanterns&coffee Dec 19, 2022 I relapsed and used headphones today for the first time since like a year
lanterns&coffee Nov 29, 2022 Someone explain why I got such a terribly loud spike out of the blue .. it's so much noticeable right now and I was so sure I habituated ..
Someone explain why I got such a terribly loud spike out of the blue .. it's so much noticeable right now and I was so sure I habituated ..
lanterns&coffee Nov 19, 2022 Honestly letting go of earphones this year has been hard but I'd rather suffer less thank u very much
Honestly letting go of earphones this year has been hard but I'd rather suffer less thank u very much
lanterns&coffee Nov 18, 2022 When I was laying down and I got the onset. I thought it was a change of tone and cursed the devil for that— but I'm terrified it might 2/3
When I was laying down and I got the onset. I thought it was a change of tone and cursed the devil for that— but I'm terrified it might 2/3
lanterns&coffee Nov 18, 2022 yoohoo it's me again; yeah, new symptom. What's this whooshing sound that sounds like a pulse in my right ear ? It started last night 1/3
yoohoo it's me again; yeah, new symptom. What's this whooshing sound that sounds like a pulse in my right ear ? It started last night 1/3