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  • It's been getting louder these days. One thing I found helpful is raining & fire crackling ASMR, but how do I build that in my head..
    I think I got a spike.. I'm scared I hope it doesn't last for long, it's giving me heaps of anxiety I might start panicking lol
    room for months again. It's a scary process. A scary thing to experience; like the world is ending and you're missing out on your youth. 2/2
    I'm lacking so much strength & my will to mentally heal & be social is dropping down so bad. I'm scared. I don't wanna lock myself in my 1/2
    I don't know what to say, or how to express my devastation & sadness. I CANNOT believe I have to suffer with this, for the rest of my life.
    S
    Hopefully in the near future there should be a treatment that will relieve us of this nightmare that can't be seen heard or felt by anyone else but us :) You have to power through the bad days even if it feels so hard, you'll get there.
    lanterns&coffee
    It's really really scary ..,, I hope that there'll be a cure in the future, but it just feels like they aren't taking it seriously at all. It feels like we're in the dust.
    S
    Unfortunately the medical community have been tremendously slow in getting help to those of us that need it.
    I feel so lonely. This ringing won't shut up, can my life get any worse ,, ? I feel like I'm gonna cry myself to sleep any second now
    I'd probably spend thousands of dollars if I ever planned to buy all one piece volumes .. how many box sets does this series have
    lanterns&coffee
    @TheCapybara $500 ……. that's a lot but considering there's a ton of volumes it's only ever understandable. I'd still like to collect other manga sets before one piece though, it'd probably take me years to collect all that bc I'm not very keen on spending a lot of money
    Jsm_Joestar
    I would say its worth it if you enjoy alot of japanese content and if you want to visit one day. Some things are lost in translation so knowing japanese is a better way of consuming contend most of the time
    Jsm_Joestar
    And its fun to learn it through manga or anime withouth subtitles. Just gotta watch out because those things contain alot of informal language
    Hey Lantern how are you doing? Nice perona pfp btw
    lanterns&coffee
    hi! Sorry I saw this late haha
    I'm doing alright thanks for asking, yourself?
    And yea ty!!! I love op lol
    Jsm_Joestar
    np, not being on this site can be a good thing(not thinking about T). Good to hear you are doing alright im doing pretty good myself. Fun fact i reread one piece while homebound and im up to date with the manga rn
    lanterns&coffee
    Yeah, I left for a while but I always remember the site when I get a spike, it's like a little permanent reminder ya know? Glad you're alright yourself
    And that's awesome what !! There's a lot of stuff on my Watchlist and continue-list that sometimes I just don't read manga lol
    my friend claims that I research too much. I have raging tinnitus, that has nothing to do with my google symptoms searching. I'm suffering.
    lanterns&coffee
    lanterns&coffee
    To me it's normal to search my symptoms up for most things because I suffer from hypochondria / health anxiety, and it becomes hard when you have OCD where you just ruminate and ruminate until it tears your brain to absolute pieces.
    lanterns&coffee
    But in the end I might accept it, eventually everything comes to an end and something that I've picked up as a coping mechanism is realising we're all gonna die anyways, I don't know if that's even normal but I don't care because it helps me cope lol. But yeah thank you everyone =)
    Will be gone. Everything I dreamed of will be gone. Nothing in this life will be enjoyable. I'll just rot away in my bedroom and cry.
    I always seem to encounter a new medical problem. Always. I have so much potential with a lot of things I admit! Everything I wanted (2/3)
    And I'm terrified I'll never enjoy life like all those people around me are. I will NEVER have what I wished for in life because (1/3)
    I have this horrible fear of my T getting worse, this horrifying image of anxiety attacks 1 after the other, this non-existing will to live.
    17 and forced to face doom. I hate tinnitus.
    just1morething
    Sorry you got tinnitus at such a young age. I don't know how you got it but hope you can get better.
    lanterns&coffee
    @Lurius it's something I have to force myself to live with for the rest of my life, and no amount of crying or talking abt it would do justice, but this is life and it wasn't ever promised that I was going to be easy. Maybe time will heal :)
    lanterns&coffee
    @just1morething its either covid or sound induced, or a mixture of both. Maybe covid made it so so so much worse, and it was mild before that I didn't even know it existed
    Randomly got a spike, FULLY convinced it's because my youngest brother (3 y/o) screams so hard it feels like my eardrums would explode.
    Someone explain why I got such a terribly loud spike out of the blue .. it's so much noticeable right now and I was so sure I habituated ..
    Lurius
    Probably a coincidence, but it's the chaotic nature of tinnitus. Your brain probably tuned in to it in a much greater degree, it happens to me all the time. I have it just like that today, for example. Try to focus elsehwere, it will lessen in 24-72 hours probably.
    lanterns&coffee
    @Lurius glad someone relates, not the best thing to relate to but thank ya man !
    Be pulsatile tinnitus ,,, 3/3
    lanterns&coffee
    I don't think so, none of the above sound like it's happening at the moment. I know for sure that I keep getting spikes on my left ear though (my t is worse on the left). I found out it's only there during nighttime, so no matter how hard I try to hear it in the daytime it's not there.
    lanterns&coffee
    Might be that, I didn't get it last night though. It's strange
    When I was laying down and I got the onset. I thought it was a change of tone and cursed the devil for that— but I'm terrified it might 2/3
    yoohoo it's me again; yeah, new symptom. What's this whooshing sound that sounds like a pulse in my right ear ? It started last night 1/3
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