I wish I can use cute headphones & decorate them like all the other kids my age now. I wish I can do that. I wish my life wasn't torn away.
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I'm also really sleepy and really tired .. so that makes it much more louder.
It's been getting louder these days. One thing I found helpful is raining & fire crackling ASMR, but how do I build that in my head..
I think I got a spike.. I'm scared I hope it doesn't last for long, it's giving me heaps of anxiety I might start panicking lol
room for months again. It's a scary process. A scary thing to experience; like the world is ending and you're missing out on your youth. 2/2
I'm lacking so much strength & my will to mentally heal & be social is dropping down so bad. I'm scared. I don't wanna lock myself in my 1/2
I don't know what to say, or how to express my devastation & sadness. I CANNOT believe I have to suffer with this, for the rest of my life.
I feel so lonely. This ringing won't shut up, can my life get any worse ,, ? I feel like I'm gonna cry myself to sleep any second now
I'd probably spend thousands of dollars if I ever planned to buy all one piece volumes .. how many box sets does this series have
I graduate this year November and honestly I'm both scared and excited; I don't want to be an adult just yet
Damn I just got a loud spike
Hey Lantern how are you doing? Nice perona pfp btw
my friend claims that I research too much. I have raging tinnitus, that has nothing to do with my google symptoms searching. I'm suffering.
My friend tells me that we shouldn't hate life but that can only be said when you don't have tinnitus and don't suffer 24/7.
Will be gone. Everything I dreamed of will be gone. Nothing in this life will be enjoyable. I'll just rot away in my bedroom and cry.
I always seem to encounter a new medical problem. Always. I have so much potential with a lot of things I admit! Everything I wanted (2/3)
And I'm terrified I'll never enjoy life like all those people around me are. I will NEVER have what I wished for in life because (1/3)
As if it couldn't get any worse than this, depression, OCD, anxiety, IEM + a thousand more things
I have this horrible fear of my T getting worse, this horrifying image of anxiety attacks 1 after the other, this non-existing will to live.
17 and forced to face doom. I hate tinnitus.
It's like an inconsistent fire alarm in my right ear right now .. and it only gets louder & louder yikes
Randomly got a spike, FULLY convinced it's because my youngest brother (3 y/o) screams so hard it feels like my eardrums would explode.
Okay maybe I shouldn't have used headphones, seriously, this is the last time. Just got a deep vibrating hum for a second. On my birthday.
And it's my 17th birthday too woo
I relapsed and used headphones today for the first time since like a year
Someone explain why I got such a terribly loud spike out of the blue .. it's so much noticeable right now and I was so sure I habituated ..
Honestly letting go of earphones this year has been hard but I'd rather suffer less thank u very much
Be pulsatile tinnitus ,,, 3/3
When I was laying down and I got the onset. I thought it was a change of tone and cursed the devil for that— but I'm terrified it might 2/3
yoohoo it's me again; yeah, new symptom. What's this whooshing sound that sounds like a pulse in my right ear ? It started last night 1/3 -
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