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My TTTS settled for a bit but it’s been back again for my birthday which sucks. Hopefully it dies back down Sep 4, 2024 at 2:44 AM

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    1. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      My TTTS settled for a bit but it’s been back again for my birthday which sucks. Hopefully it dies back down
    2. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Officially 24. Second birthday with tinnitus. I hope this year is better for me mentally and physically.
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Happy belated. I hope this year brings good fortune.
        Sep 3, 2024 at 3:39 PM
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        Sep 4, 2024 at 2:45 AM
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      4. TheCapybara
        TheCapybara
        Didnt check TT for a bit so I'm two days late but belated happy birthday Penny!
        Sep 4, 2024 at 5:06 PM
    3. Zigs
      Zigs
      Hey! I remember reading a lot of your posts last year and you were in a really bad way. I’m happy to see that you are doing a little better. I feel like you last year, like someone has a voodoo doll of me and won’t stop until I give up. I’m so scared of how bad things are and my anxiety. How did you manage to pull yourself through the very worst days?
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      2. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        Sorry to hear you’re feeling similar to how I felt last year ;( I think what helped me on my worst days was doing things that could offer distraction from my T even if it was only for a few moments at a time. Video games (low volume), reading outside, watching vids from my fav youtubers (on speaker). I also was doing an outpatient anxiety program which helped me build some tolerance but ik that’s not for everyone
        Sep 2, 2024 at 11:56 PM
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      3. Zigs
        Zigs
        Thank you. And happy birthday!
        Sep 3, 2024 at 10:23 PM
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      4. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @Zigs Of course, anytime! And thanks :)
        Sep 4, 2024 at 2:45 AM
    4. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      I turn 24 in a little over 2 weeks… oh boy
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      3. HearingHell
        HearingHell
        I know how it feels. My hearing issues started at 24. It sucks.
        Aug 18, 2024
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      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        You are a fighter. God bless you!! 24 years old. You are an information to me.
        Aug 22, 2024
      5. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Inspiration - not information -
        Aug 22, 2024
    5. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      I literally have evidence of TTTS going away because it’s gone away many times for me. But my OCD is like “nope, it’ll never go away again”
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      2. TheCapybara
        TheCapybara
        It's alright Penny, if it's gone away many times before, it will again, you gotta believe in that.
        Aug 17, 2024
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      3. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @TheCapybara Thank you :) How are you doing? I hope you’re doing alright.
        Aug 17, 2024
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      4. TheCapybara
        TheCapybara
        I'm alright, thanks for asking Penny :) I have distortions for two years now, I doubt it'll go away but it's become more normal/manageable over time.
        Aug 18, 2024
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    6. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Just used my gua sha on my cheek/jaw muscles for a solid 20 minutes. Didn’t realize how tense my jaw is. So many tender spots. Def recommend
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    7. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Day 4 or 5 of TTTS flare up. If I remember correctly, past flare ups were ~ 1 week. Hope it settles soon. My anxiety is def making it worse
    8. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Trying not to worry about my TTTS reappearing is harder than I thought. I just want to be okay, I don’t wanna go through this again
      1. GG_Ear
        GG_Ear
        Aug 14, 2024
      2. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @GG_Ear I do, I have TMJ issues and clench my jaw pretty bad at night. Recently started using a gua sha to massage my sore facial muscles and am going to incorporate some TMJ exercises as well to see if it helps anything. Not sure if my T or TTTS are related, but it seems reasonable.
        Aug 15, 2024
      3. Yellowblue44
        Yellowblue44
        Can you share a link for th tmj exercises. And are they helping?
        Sep 3, 2024 at 1:39 PM
    9. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      My TTTS has made a reappearance. It’s hardly happened at all this year. Trying not to stress… it’s settled before, it can/will again
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      2. SamRosemary
        SamRosemary
        For the last week I been waking up with TTTS going nuts. I don’t understand why it’s happening.
        Aug 12, 2024
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      3. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @SamRosemary Ugh I’m sorry, it’s the worst :( I’ve noticed when I wake up lately, my jaw is so sore from how tight I’ve been clenching it in my sleep. So I’m wondering if there’s a correlation for me
        Aug 12, 2024
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      4. SamRosemary
        SamRosemary
        @PennyCat Probably. That happens to me sometimes too. Seems it could for sure be related.
        Aug 15, 2024
    10. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Also update re: my pulsatile T surgery a few months back. Throat complications have gone. Follow up with laryngology to reassess in 2 weeks
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      3. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @eldudebro Unfortunately not gone entirely. But I think the 2nd surgery thankfully helped a decent amount, since the 1st surgery didn’t do much at all. Over all, I think I hear the pulsatile T less frequently than I did before my 2nd surgery.
        Aug 11, 2024
      4. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        Given the hell I’ve gone thru w my PT - the years of trying to get the right doctor, the many scans & painful diagnostic procedures, the hell of the 2 surgeries & ICU stays, the first surgery not working, the nightmare month following the 2nd surgery where it was thought I had a stroke, brain bleed, etc due to my rare complications… I’d be pissed as fuck if it didn’t work even a little!
        Aug 11, 2024
      5. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        Obviously, I was hoping for a full fix, but I’ve exhausted all options; had thorough scans of my arteries and veins, had them scoped with a camera and scanned some more, had a CT of my temporal bones. Nothing else has been found. But some relief is better than none.
        Aug 11, 2024
    11. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Thinking of you all. It’s 4am & my tinnitus is screaming a bit louder than usual. But I know it will settle soon & am not panicked. Progress
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    12. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      However if it were to worsen again I would be back at square 1. But for now I am adapting and habituating somewhat.
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    13. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      I’d say I currently go maybe 90% of my day without thinking about my T. It’s still there, multi-tonal and unchanging, but I am… adapting?
    14. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      If I think/focus too much on the orchestra of sounds in my ears, I get anxious. But I am doing better with it this year than the last.
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      2. sakrt
        sakrt
        Do you have reactive T/H? What was your pulsatile T. like? Have you improved from last surgery at all? @PennyCat
        Jun 13, 2024
      3. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @sakrt Not sure about reactive T but I do get distortions over certain sounds like fans. Sounds like sporadic, low pitched beeping. I still have my pulsatile T unfortunately, no change there. Not much improvement from my surgery :(
        Jun 13, 2024
    15. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Saw a specialist and due to my surgery I have an almost fully paralyzed right vocal cord and partial paresis on part of my palate.
      1. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        Symptoms: difficulty speaking and swallowing (which have improved maybe 85% since onset). Also nasal regurgitation - water goes up my nose when I drink and sometimes fully drips out my nostrils. This has not improved.
        Jun 2, 2024
      2. TheCapybara
        TheCapybara
        I'm late to this but I'm so sorry Penny. Surgeries are supposed to improve things, not worsen them. I really hope you can get the right help and recover from this.
        Jun 9, 2024
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      3. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @TheCapybara Thank you. It’s really scary and stressful :( I’ve been in a massive depression episode ever since my surgery, and even more now that I’ve learned there is something officially wrong with my throat.
        Jun 13, 2024
    16. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      My surgery for my PT was May 1st. I’ve since had a complication and it’s not looking good. Too long to post update as a status lol
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      2. tpj
        tpj
        So sorry @PennyCat. Is there still a chance you might improve?
        May 9, 2024
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    17. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      10 days until my surgery. Trying not to be pessimistic about it, but also don’t want to get my hopes up either. Hard to balance it!!
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      2. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        Good luck
        Apr 21, 2024
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    18. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Any good vibes would be appreciated. My PT bothers me more than my T. It would be a relief to finally get this cured after 2 surgeries
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      2. HearingHell
        HearingHell
        Good luck.
        Apr 7, 2024
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      3. tpj
        tpj
        You're a trooper @PennyCat. Best of luck to you.
        Apr 8, 2024
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    19. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Not super hopeful it’ll work as prior testing indicated it might not, but it’s my last option. After this, if it doesn’t work, that’s it :,(
    20. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Having another surgery for my PT on April 30th. Stent & coils being placed in my jugular bulb diverticulum. Another overnight ICU stay too
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    21. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      My boyfriend… or I guess ex-boyfriend helped me through some of the hardest times with my tinnitus. Now he’s gone. I miss him so much
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    22. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Another night up past 5am crying, throwing up from crying so hard, and listening to my ears scream all at the same time. Yayyy breakups!
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      2. Christiaan
        Christiaan
        I'm sorry you're going though so much pain. It's not easy to deal with a break-up, let alone with tinnitus. Stay strong
        Mar 20, 2024
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @PennyCat - such beautiful and strong people on here. Stay strong. You are not alone.
        Apr 18, 2024
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    23. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Going through a breakup while having tinnitus and BPD… I’m not sure if there is a worse combo. 5:30am and still no sleep. Wish me luck :,)
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      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        good luck pennycat!
        Mar 19, 2024
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      3. TheCapybara
        TheCapybara
        Take it easy Penny, breakups are rough especially with everything else you're dealing with. But you're going to be alright.
        Mar 19, 2024
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    24. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Maybe it’s not “worse”, but some tones that seemed to have lessened or gone away are back. Kinda stressing about it.
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    25. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      I had a bit too much to drink Friday night, woke up Saturday hungover, T was worse. But it still hasn’t gone back down. Did I fuck up?
      1. Viridiana
        Viridiana
        I don’t think so, just a temporal spike for me
        Mar 5, 2024
    26. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Does your tinnitus get worse when you’re hungover? And does it settle back down?
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      2. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @Marshall It hasn’t settled for me yet. How long does it usually take for you?
        Feb 26, 2024
      3. eldudebro
        eldudebro
        I think it’s fairly common for it to seem worse when hungover.
        Feb 26, 2024
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      4. Marshall
        Marshall
        The whole next day until I wake up again
        Feb 29, 2024
    27. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      Hey everyone, hope you’re all hanging in there. I’m trying my best. Nothing has changed for me symptom/sound wise, but I am coping better!
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      2. HearingHell
        HearingHell
        It's great to see you're coping with everything better! Just one question, has your TTTS calmed down at all?
        Feb 23, 2024
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      3. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @HearingHell Hey! I actually just left a comment about that on @BB23 page if you want to read that. But TL;DR, yes for the most part it has. I still get flare ups maybe once every month or two and it lasts for a few days to a week. But in comparison to how it was this time last year, that aspect is much better.
        Feb 23, 2024
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    28. BellaMia
      BellaMia
      Hello Penny Cat, did you have the procedure for pulsatile tinnitus?
      1. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        I did! I was stented because I had Venous Sinus Stenosis. Unfortunately it didn’t work for me in regards to getting rid of the sound. I had more testing done which lead to a dead end, and now I have scans scheduled for March 3 - getting scans of my temporal bones to test for dehiscence. Are you struggling with PT as well?
        Feb 23, 2024
      2. BellaMia
        BellaMia
        Mine comes and goes. Seems caffeine can irritate it. I'm sorry it didn't work for you! I'm not a candidate for the stent. Hopefully they can find another way to get that fixed.
        Feb 23, 2024
    29. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      (2/2) Balloon occlusion test in the diverticulum didn’t alleviate my PT so we are unsure if a coil would fix it :( I’m at a loss
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    30. PennyCat
      PennyCat
      (1/2) Cerebral angiogram today… SO painful. Diagnosed with jugular bulb diverticulum and a small aneurysm… :,)
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      3. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @tpj I’m okay, my groin is just super sore where they went in. And I’m pretty devastated that the balloon occlusion didn’t yield positive results, because if it did, that would indicate that a coil in the jugular bulb would fix my PT. But he is consulting a colleague to see whether I might have superior semicircular canal dehiscence, which can be caused by the turbulent blood flow of the stenosis and diverticulum.
        Jan 12, 2024
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      4. sakrt
        sakrt
        Any news from results from angiogram? (good I hope) @PennyCat I'm sorry you're going through this. Is this T different than what you had before the stent?
        Feb 10, 2024
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      5. PennyCat
        PennyCat
        @sakrt The angiogram showed a small aneurysm but nothing to be concerned about. I had a balloon occlusion test done in my jugular because I have a diverticulum (outpouching). But sadly the test didn’t indicate that fixing that diverticulum would solve my PT ;( so I’m having even more testing done on March 3rd. Thank you for asking! The T is still the same though sadly.
        Feb 23, 2024
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    Gender:
    Female
    Tinnitus Since:
    12/2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown
    22 years old. Intermittent right sided pulsatile tinnitus ~2 years, normal T since Dec 2022, TTTS onset about a month or so later. Hyperacusis added somewhere along the way, probably goes hand in hand with TTTS.