BrOKeN_1

BrOKeN_1 · Friday at 12:24 AM

*knock on wood* having alot of good days lately. Pain and noise tolerance is up. Anxiety and depression are at a low ebb. T is still loud and all encompassing but doesn't seem to be in the driver's seat for now. Wishing everyone here better days.

BrOKeN_1 · Jan 2, 2025

2025 fingers crossed

4Grace · Dec 26, 2024

Hey buddy. Just saying hello. Hope you are well. This condition is hell.

BrOKeN_1 · Dec 18, 2024

BrOKeN_1 · Dec 16, 2024

T is in the driver's seat tonight. Destination to be determined.

BrOKeN_1 · Nov 24, 2024

Wedding receptions are not chill! Not even a little. Wow... I think I'll wait in the car.

BrOKeN_1 · Nov 11, 2024

Feeling Raw today. Failure to distract or mask on all levels. Just a spike... just a spike. Hope all my friends here are coping well enough. Much Love!

BrOKeN_1 · Nov 4, 2024

Seems cliche af. But Mondays are always hell on my tinnitus. It's definitely my work schedule adjusting back to graveyard shift after the weekend I assume. But dammit it's like slowely acclimating all week just to go back to square one. *sigh*

BrOKeN_1 · Oct 28, 2024

4 years and counting... silence is but a distant memory. Found a Lenire resource. Tempted.

BrOKeN_1 · Oct 21, 2024

Deciding whether I even want to post a 4 year tinniversary update. Never really thought this would be permanent and ever increasing. Alas

BrOKeN_1 · Oct 14, 2024

Note to self. 'Get comfortable this is now your life.'

BrOKeN_1 · Oct 5, 2024

... Its Saturday ...

BrOKeN_1 · Oct 2, 2024

Finally... Dark Mode

BrOKeN_1 · Sep 9, 2024

@Kain Sorry to hear you been struggling with your mental health lately. I know it can be rough at times. Hope you can find your footing soon

BrOKeN_1 · Sep 2, 2024

Tinnitus doesn't stop for you. Why should you stop for tinnitus?

BrOKeN_1 · Aug 21, 2024

Very, very poor sleep last two days. Not letting its get to to me quite yet. Also not sustainable for good mental health. *breathe*

BrOKeN_1 · Aug 14, 2024

Sitting on the porch listening to the rain and thunder. This ambience used to mask the T. I guess those days are over...

BrOKeN_1 · Aug 12, 2024

Same as yesterday... yet somehow heavier. Maybe it's the weather??

BrOKeN_1 · Aug 2, 2024

My Job. My Home. My Wife. My Kids. My General Environment. None of this is conducive to making T better. Just gradually worse over time.

BrOKeN_1 · Jul 27, 2024

I'm gonna need a vacation from my vacation... good heaven's the world is a loud messy accident waiting to happen. Lord help us!

BrOKeN_1 · Jul 10, 2024

Hey friends. Hope everyone is coping. I'm trying real hard not to log into this forum more then once a week. I want to check in not obsess.

BrOKeN_1 · Jul 1, 2024

...good morning... time to vomit. Wish it actually helped. T sucks and I'm a broken record. Hope some of you are having improvements. Peace.

BrOKeN_1 · Jun 29, 2024

Please T just go away. I've never wanted anything more. I'm so F'n tired of listening to you. Just GO!

BrOKeN_1 · May 17, 2024

Staying outside and busy is the only way for me to have moderate masking/distraction. Slow down or go in the devil begins his awful whisper!

BrOKeN_1 · Apr 29, 2024

Starting to effect my mental health again. Periods of tolerance are short lived and barely noticeable. Whatever Habituation I had is fading.

BrOKeN_1 · Apr 24, 2024

I swear my wife must be hard of hearing. Her cell volume is always maxed out. The moment she clicks on a video anywhere near I shit myself

BrOKeN_1 · Apr 22, 2024

I wish I could nap without awareness spiking. So dumb.

BrOKeN_1 · Apr 11, 2024

I never thought I would miss my original T volume. Not being able to mask has become almost unbearable. And distraction doesn't come as oft.

BrOKeN_1 · Apr 10, 2024

Welp. I guess I'm not sleeping today. Gonna be a long night.

BrOKeN_1 · Mar 24, 2024

Not Loving Living Life Filtered.