PennyCat Aug 28, 2023 Does anyone have a tone that's not steady, but kinda fluctuates? My latest one is like beeeedooooobeeeedoooo and it's quite annoying :/
Does anyone have a tone that's not steady, but kinda fluctuates? My latest one is like beeeedooooobeeeedoooo and it's quite annoying :/
PennyCat Aug 27, 2023 (2/2) PT. However, I'd have to be on blood thinners and Aspirin for quite some time, and I'm scared how that would affect my normal T
(2/2) PT. However, I'd have to be on blood thinners and Aspirin for quite some time, and I'm scared how that would affect my normal T
PennyCat Aug 27, 2023 (1/2) So I'm having a cerebral angiogram on Sept 5 for my pulsatile T. Depending what is found I may get a stent placed which would fix the
(1/2) So I'm having a cerebral angiogram on Sept 5 for my pulsatile T. Depending what is found I may get a stent placed which would fix the
PennyCat Aug 27, 2023 Had a slightly better day but now I'm really anxious again I just want to get through this
PennyCat Aug 25, 2023 My brain likes to convince me that I will be unable to habituate, even though I know it's more likely than not that I can and will.
My brain likes to convince me that I will be unable to habituate, even though I know it's more likely than not that I can and will.
PennyCat Aug 25, 2023 I can't stop crying. I can't stop this endless anxiety attack. I don't know what to do anymore
4Grace Aug 23, 2023 @PennyCat I woke up thinking of you today. How are you doing, I hope you're feeling a little better.
PennyCat Aug 22, 2023 Someone please tell me that it won't keep getting worse indefinitely and that it will stabilize… I can't keep going like this
Someone please tell me that it won't keep getting worse indefinitely and that it will stabilize… I can't keep going like this
PennyCat Aug 22, 2023 I also really wish I knew if this was a spike or my new normal. How long do spikes usually last?
PennyCat Aug 22, 2023 I wish someone could tell me with certainty that I will be okay. But nobody knows. So I just cry and cry
I wish someone could tell me with certainty that I will be okay. But nobody knows. So I just cry and cry
PennyCat Aug 21, 2023 Can't sleep. There are so many sounds and distortions. It keeps getting worse. Who would've thought my life would be destroyed at 22?
Can't sleep. There are so many sounds and distortions. It keeps getting worse. Who would've thought my life would be destroyed at 22?
PennyCat Aug 20, 2023 Really frequent episodes of fleeting T lately as well, I hope that's not an indicator of worsening to come :/
Really frequent episodes of fleeting T lately as well, I hope that's not an indicator of worsening to come :/
PennyCat Aug 19, 2023 Would greatly appreciate any words of encouragement. Anxiety back at extreme levels + suicidal ideation
Would greatly appreciate any words of encouragement. Anxiety back at extreme levels + suicidal ideation
PennyCat Aug 18, 2023 I swear every time I get back on my feet and think I'll be okay it knocks me down again. It'll never be okay, maybe I need to learn that
I swear every time I get back on my feet and think I'll be okay it knocks me down again. It'll never be okay, maybe I need to learn that
PennyCat Aug 17, 2023 My main sound seems to be a high pitched hissing sizzle in the middle of my head. Can't tell if this is a good or bad sign.
My main sound seems to be a high pitched hissing sizzle in the middle of my head. Can't tell if this is a good or bad sign.
PennyCat Aug 17, 2023 Do you think it'll keep getting worse for me? Will it eventually stay steady? I'm a little over 8 months in. I just want to habituate
Do you think it'll keep getting worse for me? Will it eventually stay steady? I'm a little over 8 months in. I just want to habituate
PennyCat Aug 17, 2023 Anxiety. Maybe new tone but I can't tell yet, it comes & goes. Maybe just a spike. Either way I'm scared, I don't want to go thru this again
Anxiety. Maybe new tone but I can't tell yet, it comes & goes. Maybe just a spike. Either way I'm scared, I don't want to go thru this again
PennyCat Aug 16, 2023 Hey everyone. Haven't been here for a bit, trying to not think about T as much (not very successful). Lots of stress in my life right now
Hey everyone. Haven't been here for a bit, trying to not think about T as much (not very successful). Lots of stress in my life right now
PennyCat Jul 16, 2023 Venogram scheduled for September 5th, 3 days after my 23rd birthday. That will be fun
PennyCat Jul 11, 2023 Another update: INR saw narrowing in one of my veins that could be causing PT symptoms. Wants to do catheter venogram. More in comments soon
Another update: INR saw narrowing in one of my veins that could be causing PT symptoms. Wants to do catheter venogram. More in comments soon
PennyCat Jul 10, 2023 One of those days where I'm more aware of my T and it stresses me out. But I haven't slept well the past 2 nights so I'm sure that's why.
One of those days where I'm more aware of my T and it stresses me out. But I haven't slept well the past 2 nights so I'm sure that's why.
PennyCat Jul 9, 2023 Just got a CTV (and I think CTA) done of my head to evaluate my pulsatile T. Kinda hope they find something that they can fix …
Just got a CTV (and I think CTA) done of my head to evaluate my pulsatile T. Kinda hope they find something that they can fix …