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I hope moderate vibration is not dangerous to ears... uncomfortable as hell but not dangerous

My new apartment has a huge HVAC unit right above my bedroom. The whole room is vibrating 24/7... But I love my bedroom :c

Update. I'm surprisingly fine. Can't believe Clonazepam and 20mg or prednisone saved my butt (once again). Still in shock tho

Literally my life depends rn on 1 mg of clonazepam and 20 mg of prednisone. I know you have to take 50 for acoustic trauma but I'm scared..

I was always getting spikes in my T but it was never the loudest of the sounds. September 9 is the day when I ruined my life once again lmao

I can't believe. No way those scary stories about headphones are the truth. You can't use them even if volume is below 10%...I am shaking

I can't believe I worsened my T by 50% less than 2 months before my one year anniversary of this hell

I am getting flashbacks about November 24th... autumn is just not my time of the year is it?

It happened. Severe spike while listening to music on a 5% volume out of 100. I am out of words...I took 10mg prednisone immediately. Idk...

My smartwatch registered 107 decibels while I was sleeping and they were blowing leaves. I was in earplugs but...oh well. I hate it there :(

I was deep in my sleep when they started blowing leaves right by my window. Now my ears ringing 40% louder. I had no time to react! Fuck.

This day is so fucked up man. That apartment is so fucking bad. I don't want to move there. But I already paid fucking money...

And it's legal for landlords to not clean black mold in my state. But I don't want to get asthma...

Was seeing my new apt today. Every vent is in black mold. I know they won't clean it. I don't know what to do. I already paid for apt...

I love living in a small town of 300K people instead of NYC or Chicago. So cool when none of 70 doctors in your city heard of your problems

My ENT confirmed that no neurologists prescribe nerve pain medications for Nox/TTTS in my state... Why the fuck this happened to me.

Getting fake diagnosis to get the most basic meds is not new for me but neuropathy sounds complicated. Plus, they might force me to do MRI..

Is getting fake neuropathy diagnosis hard? I've called 9 neurologists in my state. They refuse to treat Nox nerve pain/TTTS. Time for plan B

Noooo. I got hissing T and diplacusis again in my left ear. It went away 3 times so I pray this time it will do the same thing. God please.

My hyperacusis is 0.5/10 thanks to COVID and fever. So weird, I can touch plastic bags now without ear protection!

Due to fever caused by COVID my clicking sounds in ears changed! For the first time in 9 months. Now it's only left ear instead of both. Wow

Emergency room doc prescribed me azithromycin for COVID. It's worse than placebo... pharmacist is laughing so hard. I can't stand doctors...

I'm shocked I don't have T/H worsenings from severe COVID. I'm almost died this night. Yet nothing changed. I'm so glad y'all have no idea

In emergency room rn. Sever COVID diagnosis. Heart rate 250. They can't prescribe anything scheduled so DXM cough syrup and promethazine

Tomorrow going to urgent care to check for COVID/influenza. I'm interested what is going on with me

Day 3 of severe fever. No change in T/H/TTTs/Nox

Took off one earplug while talking to my mom and she suddenly started coughing. So painful. I can't believe I have to keep them all time

By the way. Dextromethorphan (DXM) is not ototoxic fever reliever. In fact, it protects cochlea and auditory nerves according to studies

Day 3 of fever. I feel much better. And for some reason my T/H are much better than before. I can't believe something good happened to me :)

Today I learned: Clonazepam doesn't help with sleep if you have high temperature