Search results for query: suicide

I'm down. Better to try this before suicide.

...who, instead of investing all his fortune (I believe it was $600 million USD) in tinnitus research, decided to take his own life. That's the despair tinnitus, and other hearing problems can cause a person. → Texas Roadhouse CEO Kent Taylor dies by suicide after suffering severe tinnitus from...

It is always the same dilemma. Is it useful or harmful to post this kind of publication? I personally think it is useful to keep awareness of our torment, even if it has already been said, but it is up to the moderators. Systematic review and meta-analysis of the correlation between tinnitus...

...be ethical, though, and resign from my job and tell them I'm going on an extended vacation. But of course, I live in a third-world country, and tinnitus does not qualify for assisted suicide, so hopefully, I get some form of deadly cancer, and it kills me as soon as possible—best ending, I...

It's not just that it is with you forever. It gets worse. Gaby's tinnitus drastically worsened over time. Many of us here and elsewhere have adapted to stable tinnitus. Ever-worsening auditory torture, like what she and a few others experience, myself included, is a different story.

"The Suicide Squad" (2021) with Margot Robbie, Idris Elba and John Cena. With 90% approval rating on Rotten Tomatoes, it stands heads and shoulders above its failed 2016 predecessor "Suicide Squad" with Will Smith and Jared Leto. This 2021 film is an unapologetically ultra-violent slapstick...

...happened with my ears and all I want to do is kill myself. Every time my ears ring it drives me into a deep depression and I'm planning my suicide every day. I just want to meet people who know what I'm going through, I'm worried I may never be in a stable relationship again as I have to...

I'm very close to that. A highway a few miles from a nearby state park causes my ears to screech and shriek. It's unbearable.

Hello. My name is damon g. I have had tinnitus for about 3 weeks and it's so loud it's driving me fkn crazy. I am on ativan and nortriptylene to help with it and some antibiotics for an ear infection. Over the years I've had hundreds of ear infections especially when I was a kid. I have an...

Please seek immediate emergency psychological care. Even though it doesn't feel like there is a chemical problem going on, and it just feels like the situation is what is causing causing your sadness, there is allot that boosting chemicals in the body can do to change your outlook; during this...

I get so angry at (physically healthy by their own admission) people moaning and talking suicide because of looming layoffs in my corp. WTF is wrong with people. They know shit about hardship in life.

This won't happen. I believe suicide will just transfer your pain and suffering onto your friends and family. This is what I discovered when I tried to end my life twice.

...yourself to reconsider your stance on medications as a last resort measure in the future, perhaps? I feel like if someone is contemplating suicide and is at the stage of devising plans, I think they should be exploring all available medications before doing anything rash, to see if it can...

You know you're in deep when you start reading pro-suicide material. Even scarier when you don't learn much you didn't already know.

...positive. Well, I couldn't convince myself of that, it was so bad, I was crying uncontrollably and telling my husband that I want to commit suicide or slit my wrists, that's how bad it was this weekend. Of course, my husband said "I don't care what the costs are, go to whatever doctor that...

I wish I could be dead. I’m not okay with the idea of living like this forever. I’m 24 and my whole world got flipped upside down. I want to commit suicide. I can’t handle being hard of hearing. I messed up so bad.

As I edge ever closer to the end of the road I've come to the conclusion that I will not be committing suicide. This just is not the truth of of what's happening here. I loved my life. I had so much to live for. But tinnitus has systematically taken away my enjoyment of all the things I loved...

The Dutch woman, Gaby Olthuis, suffered for 12 years and died by assisted suicide. If you have damage in the cochlea, tinnitus will be with you forever.

...to otosclerosis related to my osteoporosis. I have no idea how to find out. I’m praying it’s hair cell damage instead, possibly caused by a suicide attempt with Aspirin in my teens, along with years of taking antidepressants and experiencing weight gain. Of course, it could be both. Another...

I'm at the point where I've started writing a note on my laptop with the idea of turning it into a letter in case I actually commit suicide. Hell doesn't exist after death; I'm living it right now. This suffering is indescribable. I can't take it anymore; it's getting worse every day. I'm only...

...Gaby's hyperacusis did her in. A car 1 mile away would hurt her. Regardless, inner ear nerve damage and brain damage are a brutal cocktail. Suicide is a reasonable response to such relentless torture. It takes luck, patience, grit, hope, acceptance, and mental exercises to combat this...

With respect, most of us at Tinnitus Talk know that. I am presently helping to counsel someone with suicidal thoughts because her tinnitus and hyperacusis are so severe. She reached out to me through sheer desperation. I have encouraged her also to seek help from the health professionals...

...keep it that way and protect your hearing. No loud events, no headphones, use earplugs in cars (risk of airbag explosions), no ultrasonic dental cleaning, avoid dentists in general (seek laser dentistry), avoid MRIs, etc. You don't want to become a severe case, or a suicide statistic. Good...

I’ll need proof that my tinnitus will transfer to others. There are many interventions available for every other kind of pain it would possibly bring to them. My girlfriend of many years has already told me she wouldn’t stop me. I’m already very much gone.

Tinnitus sufferer on the verge of suicide finds his OWN cure by emailing expert 3,000 miles away in America Ian Turner's tinnitus was so unbearable that he was contemplating suicide Doctors in the UK diagnosed him but said it was 'too dangerous' to operate He emailed Dr Maxim Shapiro in New...

Did you ever try Clomipramine, @Blix M. Paraglot?

The future of AI: Google autocompleted "girl enc" into "girl encourages boyfriend to kill himself" after I browsed the Suicide thread here.

This is very sad news. He was talking about suicide up until this. It did seem like he would pull through it. Maybe it wasn't actually suicide but I guess we'll never really know. He was so young and had small children too. He spoke about having a suicide plan on the 4th of September. I even...

Although many people think suicide is a cowardly act, I think it takes enormous courage to end your own life.

I feel like this hyperacusis is literally forcing me to take my own life. Leaving me with no other option other than to watch myself degrade to the point where I won't even be capable of carrying through with suicide.

I must say, I’m usually a pretty positive person. But two nights ago, in the middle of the night, I seriously thought about suicide for the first time in my life. I’m scared—scared that I’ll lose this battle, that I won’t improve. I’m just scared. Since my setback or worsening a little over...

I had neuralgia in my face for more than two years, so I understand what you’re going through. I experienced constant facial pain, 24/7. When I was outdoors in the wind or strong sunlight, I had to cover my face because it felt like it was burning. Despite all the suffering, I had no choice but...

How are you doing? How did you upregulate your GABA receptors?

...afterward, as did my ear sensitivity. I feel like I have a Reaper from Mass Effect blaring right next to my cochlea 24/7. It fills my whole head. I have not slept in a week. I'm not eating. I talk about nothing but tinnitus and suicide. I want to crawl out of my own body. I am scaring my family.

I get that families will be upset, but I don’t understand why their happiness is more important than your own sanity and well-being. Everybody dies. Write a note: I love you all, but I can’t handle the constant squeal and exhaustion from lack of sleep. See you on the other side. Simple. People...

Talked to Prof Gerhard Goebel — he said loud noises won t increase T — and suicide due to T has always to do with depression — wondering

Yeah I'm scared shitless of suicide and I don't want to die. If it was just the noise, maybe that would be okay. But I can't fucking go anywhere, watch TV, do anything. I need to give it some time. I just got off of the poison.

...will help or if I've made a mistake, and worst of all, I'm terrified it's already "too late" for me. I've started having serious thoughts of suicide because I can't see a way forward. Has anyone been hospitalized or been to the ER because of tinnitus? I don't know how much more I can take...

Long story - MRI cancelled. Meanwhile, took ONE 375mg naproxen (I know, but pain…) and tinnitus is at suicide level. Please make this stop!

Hi there. Just found this forum. First of all; ARE YOU OK? You mentioned suicide and thats first amd foremost.

It took a couple years for people to figure out that the cause of my tinnitus is a small acoustic neuroma. Prescribed steroids first, then Xanax which has been the only thing getting me through. I have seen a neurosurgeon, neurotologist and radiation oncologist. They all told me different...

Perhaps you're right, we're supposed to be docile and suffer indefinitely, take verbal abuse from acquaintances, and think about suicide. No one with tinnitus would prefer a cochlear implant to suicide?

I found out today one of my long time best friends has taken their life last week. I hadn't been in touch with her for a while, our paths separated a little when we moved to a different city. Her husband knew we were close and wanted to let me know. She had left a note for her family &...

I have sometimes looked at this suicide discussion thread, but I never felt comfortable posting anything in it because I'd feel hypocritical if I did. Here's why: - When I see that someone is contemplating suicide, my first instinct is to talk them out of it. - I am also contemplating...

...a room, hide, protect what I had left, and work on cofactors. Why does no one say the life-saving information of rest, quiet, and time for a damaged auditory system? I am now on a forced suicide leave because I got gaslighted so much. I am too dumb to listen to anyone other than my body.

In her obituary it said she had an accident and died, but someone else (third hand) here said it was a brain aneurysm. It apparently wasn't suicide in any case. RIP Merlin.

...I've had it screeching at me all day and night. It's left me feeling weak, like I'm hours away from breaking here. I've already prepped a suicide note in the past year and is easily reused. And of course even when it's lower (like the past few weeks) I still can't enjoy my usual hobbies to...

Hello, my tinnitus is currently at suicide levels. 10/10. It hasn't been this bad since 2013. I genuinely had a period over the summer in 2018 where it was unnoticeable without any background noise too. Now instead of lurking on this forum, I'm actually posting. I either got it in 2012/13 or it...

You're still pretty early on. I would even try a daily regimen of supplements that benefit hearing. I've been taking Lipoflavonoid daily as well as Taurine, Omega 3, and Lion's Mane mushroom. They may not help, but they surely won't hurt.

Point is: if option is either stem cells for $25k or suicide, you should take a loan (if you can't otherwise afford) and try the stem cells before suiciding. If they work, you can get your life back and repay the loan, or if they don't and you then commit suicide, the loan won't follow you to...

I have met many people getting very emotional over smaller things like missing an Amazon delivery. I wish the biggest discomfort of my life was just that. I wonder what keeps some people here going, because the long road ahead feels lonely at times.