I had low to moderate tinnitus for 20 years, brought on by an accumulation of noise trauma from motorcycle riding, concerts, and various industrial noises. Through my employer, I was able to get state-of-the-art hearing aids and, in the beginning, found them beneficial. The built-in noise generators were useless because my tinnitus overpowered them. I have used sound therapy at the beginning and through most of my severe tinnitus periods. I successfully habituated to the tinnitus, and it was a nonissue for many years until the accumulated noise trauma finally caught up to me. My primary care physician prescribed Xanax and Ativan to manage panic attacks and also prescribed Temazepam as a sleeping aid. They also tried multiple anti-depressants, but all of them exacerbated my tinnitus.
I became a patient in the DBS Clinical study run through the VA in San Francisco. My care was supervised by their Chief Otolaryngologist and the Chief of Brain Surgery; both were the main investigators for the study. I also saw an audiologist and had many pre and post surgery hearing tests, along with MRIs and functional MRIs. I also periodically saw a Doctor of Psychiatry who, as part of the clinical study, had me perform various tests to determine my level of mental functionality. My hearing loss was confirmed starting at about 12 kHz and degraded significantly in both ears, and my tinnitus frequency was measured at 12.7 kHz to 13 kHz.
The DBS system was implanted in June 2016 and powered on one month later. I followed a protocol where I would set the DBS system at home to various predetermined settings every three days and record the results of my tinnitus level on a data sheet. During the following months, I took multiple trips to the VA in San Francisco to meet with the clinical team to discuss the results and potential setting changes.
Unfortunately, I had to exit the study in February 2017 as my tinnitus became more severe, and the DBS system appeared to exacerbate my tinnitus. The DBS ex-plant surgery was performed three months later. Shortly after February, I tried to end my life but was unsuccessful. I'm grateful that I failed and realized I would only transfer my suffering onto my family; I'm now determined to live life until I die of natural causes.
I had to go on medical leave from my job shortly after February as I could no longer concentrate and perform the work.
I finally retired in August 2017 from my 20-year career as a medical device engineer/senior manufacturing engineer. I was heartbroken as I really loved the work of helping people by creating De Novo medical devices at the multiple startups I worked at and finally working at the company that created the da Vinci surgical robot. Retiring early has been a rough road financially, but I believe I have enough to make it to the end.
I knew the risks of participating in the clinical study as I've been involved in running them for many years myself when I worked at various medical device start-up companies. The VA funded the DBS clinical study to help soldiers suffering from tinnitus from their active duty. I hoped that by volunteering for the study, I could do my part to help them, but alas, it was not to be.
I eventually stopped using the hearing aids as I found that they were exacerbating my tinnitus; the clinical study audiologist confirmed to me that this could happen with people who have severe or catastrophic levels of tinnitus.
Sound therapy is useless to me now as I'm completely deaf above 5-7 kHz. I haven't taken Xanax or Ativan for many years, but unfortunately, I am dependent on the nightly Temazepam for sleep. I have tried multiple times to titrate myself off of this benzo but have been unable to do so. I'm happy to get 5 to 6 hours of sleep a night.
I appreciate any advice you can give, @Michael Leigh. I've always appreciated your helpful nature towards others on Tinnitus Talk.
I became a patient in the DBS Clinical study run through the VA in San Francisco. My care was supervised by their Chief Otolaryngologist and the Chief of Brain Surgery; both were the main investigators for the study. I also saw an audiologist and had many pre and post surgery hearing tests, along with MRIs and functional MRIs. I also periodically saw a Doctor of Psychiatry who, as part of the clinical study, had me perform various tests to determine my level of mental functionality. My hearing loss was confirmed starting at about 12 kHz and degraded significantly in both ears, and my tinnitus frequency was measured at 12.7 kHz to 13 kHz.
The DBS system was implanted in June 2016 and powered on one month later. I followed a protocol where I would set the DBS system at home to various predetermined settings every three days and record the results of my tinnitus level on a data sheet. During the following months, I took multiple trips to the VA in San Francisco to meet with the clinical team to discuss the results and potential setting changes.
Unfortunately, I had to exit the study in February 2017 as my tinnitus became more severe, and the DBS system appeared to exacerbate my tinnitus. The DBS ex-plant surgery was performed three months later. Shortly after February, I tried to end my life but was unsuccessful. I'm grateful that I failed and realized I would only transfer my suffering onto my family; I'm now determined to live life until I die of natural causes.
I had to go on medical leave from my job shortly after February as I could no longer concentrate and perform the work.
I finally retired in August 2017 from my 20-year career as a medical device engineer/senior manufacturing engineer. I was heartbroken as I really loved the work of helping people by creating De Novo medical devices at the multiple startups I worked at and finally working at the company that created the da Vinci surgical robot. Retiring early has been a rough road financially, but I believe I have enough to make it to the end.
I knew the risks of participating in the clinical study as I've been involved in running them for many years myself when I worked at various medical device start-up companies. The VA funded the DBS clinical study to help soldiers suffering from tinnitus from their active duty. I hoped that by volunteering for the study, I could do my part to help them, but alas, it was not to be.
I eventually stopped using the hearing aids as I found that they were exacerbating my tinnitus; the clinical study audiologist confirmed to me that this could happen with people who have severe or catastrophic levels of tinnitus.
Sound therapy is useless to me now as I'm completely deaf above 5-7 kHz. I haven't taken Xanax or Ativan for many years, but unfortunately, I am dependent on the nightly Temazepam for sleep. I have tried multiple times to titrate myself off of this benzo but have been unable to do so. I'm happy to get 5 to 6 hours of sleep a night.
I appreciate any advice you can give, @Michael Leigh. I've always appreciated your helpful nature towards others on Tinnitus Talk.