@UKBloke, I am sorry someone in your family was injured by a vaccine; I don't dispute this happens, it's something I've spent a lot of time researching. As far as I can tell, the diseases we routinely vaccinate against, caused vastly more pain and suffering and mortality, than the relatively uncommon serious side effects to vaccines which do occur. So, it is complicated, because it's essentially taking a very small personal risk, to both prevent a larger personal risk (in the case where a disease is running rampant), or continue to help society overall maintain safety (in the case where a disease has been basically eradicated by vaccination). There's also tremendous technological and QA differences between the Simian Virus laced polio vaccines, MMR vaccines from the 1980s, and mRNA vaccines that encode for a single protein. The latter is not really comparable to the former in any way, it is comparing a space shuttle to a horse-driven wagon; the technologies are completely different, so the safety profiles and concerns take completely different forms. You're not going to get a monkey virus from a mRNA jab.
I'll continue to follow the science, because I think it's interesting. As far as "on the ground", I will continue to believe what I am reading weekly in the latest peer-reviewed whitepapers with a lot less incredulousness, than anything I read in the MSM or on forums... and I continue to see basic parity between what is being reported from primary sources on the ground, and the general direction of the MSM narrative. However, the MSM is universally terrible at reporting on science; always go back and read whatever paper the journalist read before accepting their analysis.
Beyond that -- you seem very interested in COVID-19 and
policy, and this has forced me to realize, that I am not, at least not to nearly the same degree. I'm in the woods, it's easy for me to isolate, this situation has our childcare situation and our other income streams screwed up, but we can basically keep rolling with the punches in the current situation unless it consumes my job. If that happens, then I either have to find another one within a few months, or we rent this place out to some COVID-19-dodging NYCer and live with my parents until the dust settles. I realize this means I'm in a better situation than a lot of people are, but the realities of my day to day life are still being made incredibly difficult and stressful by COVID-19. That's "fine", though; we're in a pandemic. I can't effect policy changes, so, other than generally being in favor of mask mandates, and
personally having no interest in patronizing indoor businesses or having friends inside my house until this is all over... I don't care very much. I don't believe that most western lockdowns have been highly effective; I also don't believe they have, overall, been more destructive than the virus itself, and even if I'm wrong about that I don't actually care very much, because being right or wrong about that doesn't impact my life very much.
You asked about intellectual laziness, and I believe we have just found a perimeter of mine. There are aspects of this, especially the social and policy oriented bits, that you just seem to have a lot more invested in than I do. I do not, by a long shot, agree with much what you wrote (your point #3 would be the place I would start to protest, were I interested in continuing this as an argument), but I feel that I'm never going to agree with you, nor am I likely to change your views, so we've probably hit the point where we should just wish each other the best with our tinnitus and situations.
Good luck with your tinnitus, and I hope that both of our governments find better science-based paths towards addressing COVID-19.