Hi Tina,
welcome to the forum
I tapered off a high amount of benzos myself and do understand just how difficult it can be. Keep up the good work and continue with your taper. The side effects/withdrawals I had from the benzos was pure hell. I still remember them like it was yesterday. It was so worth it for me to get off the benzos and it was the toughest challenge for me.
This is a great community and people want to help others