I would like to tell a little of my story so that you do not feed on false hopes about a cure for tinnitus.
I was a person who loved peace and silence had become my life goal because for more than 20 years I had to deal with external noises to my home or work, which were produced by different activities of people, were noises that started from dawn to night, they only gave me rest to sleep and then they started again the next day.
After years of legal battle it was finally possible to achieve the suspension of the noise but after a few months or days a new source of noise emission started, produced by different people to who had caused the first noise and in a different place, then it was repeated History and after a new battle a little moment of peace was achieved, but also a few days later new people appeared with a new noise emission system that harmed the peace, and this was repeated for more than 20 years.
There were so many times that the story was repeated that this no appear a simply coincidence but rather something orchestrated by life itself, a kind of confirmation that pantheism is true, where a God (or devil) moves us all, because there were no signs that all these people agreed to make my life impossible.
Finally, after that God or life, he sent the infantry, the cavalry, the artillery, the air force for several years in the mentionated noise form, decided as a last resort to avoid the atomic bomb that would end my peace forever, which he achieved with a noise more near my house and more penetrating and inescapable through anti-noise windows, not because of the volume, but because it penetrated through the walls, and although it was not high its persistence was enough to produce a serious transient disorder that triggered a series of additional events They took me to the ear and tinnitus injury.
And before all that, life had taken away something important in my life, for years it gave me false hopes of recovering it, but after so much waiting in the end, the only thing it gave me was the worst of the diseases that exist on this planet, the tinnitus
So believe it, life before providing the cure, prefer and could give us a bad much worse than we already have.
That this also serves as a lesson to understand that habituation does not exist, I never get habituated to the mentioned noises, on the contrary, those caused me great despair even though I knew that they gave some rest periods and that they did not come from my body, but that Paradoxically, they were inevitable because my house or workplace was unmovable at that time, just as the body is immovable with a tinnitus.
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The world is not the work of a kindly god, but rather that of a demon, who calls creatures into existence to indulge in their pain.
Arthur Schopenhauer