Hiya @TibuJenkins - I very nearly missed your message because you did not alert me in the normal fashion of @Jazzer, that would have flagged me up of course.I saw your video and I just don't know how you manage. Whenever I have a spike and think I can't go on, I think about your line about how your shaver is the only match for your tinnitus and I quickly get my act together and get through it.
That's got your reprimand out of the way.
Having watched a load of YouTube videos by 'tinnitus sufferers who miraculously turned themselves into 'know it all Tinnitus Gurus' I decided that I would make a totally honest account about all of this 'SHIT!'
Yes - it gives a pretty brutal picture,
just like the reality of tinnitus.'
I told the truth.
That video is unique - if I do say so myself.
When I saw my first and pretty well my last tinnitus clinician she asked me how I managed to cope.
I said 'with stoical acceptance - because I know full well that that is all there is.'
Noticing my quivering chin and the tears in my eyes, she got up from her chair, came over to me, put her arm around my shoulder, and said,
"There is so much we can do for you - we would never leave you there."
I loved her for expressing her humanity and her empathy.
Unfortunately I was right and she was wrong.
I was assessed at Guildford County hospital with a view to having CBT.
The answers on my pre-treatment questionnaire assessment proved that I knew at least as much about Tinnitus as they did - almost certainly more.
I had it - and they clearly did not.
I had also read all of the literature.
They said I would not benefit from any further re-education.
I have survived by unearthing my own meditational methods that have largely helped me to acclimatise to the sounds.
I cured my own 20 year tendency to bruxism and TMJ for good, with the help of a therapist.
I have a truly wonderful wife Sylvie - and live within a wonderful loving family.
I have three incredible therapists, (Pussycats.)
As you can see - I soldier on as best I can.
With regard to gadgets / gizmos etc.....
my feeling is that the stereo cilia in our cochleae are already damaged.
Tampering with nerve cells might even create further damage - we can not know that for sure.
I have no faith whatever in 'god's law,'
but huge respect for 'sod's law.'
If any scenario can possibly go wrong - then it probably will.
I'll just give you one little peak into my pre-history which may explain quite a lot.
I was born to a desperately mentally ill mother, daughter of the local prostitute, who was so ill, so sad that she had no bonding or love to give me.
I grew up broken and schizoid, for years.
Eventually I managed to 'think' my way out of it.
I am no stranger to emotional turmoil and trauma.
Best wishes to everybody going for these treatments.
I will be watching with great interest.
(Sorry this is so long buddy - I don't really do 'short.')
Dave x
Jazzer