Hi there... I've been reading threads on this forum for some time but just finally joined. My husband developed tinnitus just over a year ago and it was been quite the hellish year for us (as I'm sure most of you can relate to). He's at the end of his rope and I'm desperate to try and find something else to help him but I feel as though we've tried everything that is available.
He has a SUPER high pitch of tinnitus. We've gone through the sounds with different doctors and it's always at the highest pitch they can create. And it's constant. He's a creative - a very successful photographer with an incredibly high obsessive drive for creativity. When he's creating he becomes obsessed with his projects and that's part of his genius. But in this case, it's also part of his downfall. His obsessiveness means that he can't NOT focus on it at any given time. He's incredibly positive in life and dealt with it pretty well at the beginning (which is normally opposite). But as time went on and he never, ever got a break from the ringing and all of the treatments we've pursued have failed, his demeanor has started to change. He breaks down sobbing every week or so and just cries that he can't take it anymore. He's contemplated suicide and that scares the crap out of me. Just yesterday he said he thinks that I'm the only reason he hasn't stepped in front of a bus. We've tried so many different things from different medications to hearing aids to amitriptyline to even other drugs that have had some limited success in trials - and nothing has changed the intensity of it. Our next thing is CBT but I know that's had super limited success with many of you but we're going to try it anyways. I'm not overly optimistic but we can't stop. I'm afraid if we stop, he won't have a reason to live.
I read a recent article on THC possibly helping but have read here how it has caused spikes in some of you and I can't take that risk. He's barely hanging on and I'm so desperate to help him.
I keep TVs and music on constantly and he's found that he can deal better with it if he's working at full pace just because he has something that he HAS to be doing. But he's now running himself ragged, because the moment he stops, he crashes. We just went away for a few days with our family and had a wonderful time. But the day after we came back, he had a bad crash and I was scared I was going to lose him.
I don't even know the point to all of this. Just hoping to find some relief for him soon. I don't care what it costs or where we have to go. I just don't know how much more he can take.
-M.
He has a SUPER high pitch of tinnitus. We've gone through the sounds with different doctors and it's always at the highest pitch they can create. And it's constant. He's a creative - a very successful photographer with an incredibly high obsessive drive for creativity. When he's creating he becomes obsessed with his projects and that's part of his genius. But in this case, it's also part of his downfall. His obsessiveness means that he can't NOT focus on it at any given time. He's incredibly positive in life and dealt with it pretty well at the beginning (which is normally opposite). But as time went on and he never, ever got a break from the ringing and all of the treatments we've pursued have failed, his demeanor has started to change. He breaks down sobbing every week or so and just cries that he can't take it anymore. He's contemplated suicide and that scares the crap out of me. Just yesterday he said he thinks that I'm the only reason he hasn't stepped in front of a bus. We've tried so many different things from different medications to hearing aids to amitriptyline to even other drugs that have had some limited success in trials - and nothing has changed the intensity of it. Our next thing is CBT but I know that's had super limited success with many of you but we're going to try it anyways. I'm not overly optimistic but we can't stop. I'm afraid if we stop, he won't have a reason to live.
I read a recent article on THC possibly helping but have read here how it has caused spikes in some of you and I can't take that risk. He's barely hanging on and I'm so desperate to help him.
I keep TVs and music on constantly and he's found that he can deal better with it if he's working at full pace just because he has something that he HAS to be doing. But he's now running himself ragged, because the moment he stops, he crashes. We just went away for a few days with our family and had a wonderful time. But the day after we came back, he had a bad crash and I was scared I was going to lose him.
I don't even know the point to all of this. Just hoping to find some relief for him soon. I don't care what it costs or where we have to go. I just don't know how much more he can take.
-M.