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So this is going to sound extremely kooky but I always wondered about this:

I met a random guy once soon after high school while I waiting in line somewhere. He was an average looking dude, dressed averagely and wouldn't have grabbed my attention per se but I exchanged a few words with him and I got the oddest but strongest feeling. I had literally just met him but I remember having an intense feeling like "oh my God, I missed you so much." I almost had to hold back tears. I remember thinking to myself "what the hell is going on?"

We were soon friends after, and then dated and got engaged 3 years later. He, very unfortunately, died soon after we were engaged (and many years later i married a sociopath instead :( ) but while we were together, even before I told him my odd experience meeting him, he *swore* that he had a reoccurring dream with a bunch of doors and the people behind them were always people he knew except for one girl who was a stranger to him. He said that girl was me and he knew the second he met me.

I want so much to believe that was a sign of something like a past life or a glimpse into eternity and that all this chaos and pain isn't meaningless. I will definitely look into the research you mentioned.
This person is who Kurt Vonnegut would call "part of your karass."

Confirmed pandemic at this point. I hope everyone is taking Coronavirus seriously.
I'll take an exit door at this point so not really.

Can I simp it? (Yes I can!)
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My ultimate fantasy apart from being cured from this shit is dying a hero in an active shooter situation. So corona wouldn't be ideal.
 
i literally found a online community for people with my new health problem, and it's runned by a PYCHOLOGIST, and the clinical trials section is literally gabatein and CBT.



one person was afraid of suicide because of their covenant with God. A I'm not even gonna bother joining the forum it's probably just as locked down as Chat-hyperacusis. fucking normies .
 
I am a disabled abused wounded special needs victim and most users on this forum had cake walk cookie cutter lives before tinnitus. neurotypicals have easy peasy cookie cutter calk walk lives and the only reason I like this forum is because I get to examine how they respond when they get thrown off their thrown of infinitey. It's fun to see fallen angels enter a lower domain of existence.
 
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I have no free will or conscious agency and my own art and creation are just biochemical reactions giving me an illusion of being in control.

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This honkler shit post was pre-determined and could have been replicated by a hypothetical 13.8 billion year old super computer knowing the coordinates of every particle in the Universe.

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I am a disabled abused wounded special needs victim and most users on this forum had cake walk cookie cutter lives before tinnitus. neurotypicals have easy peasy cookie cutter calk walk lives and the only reason I like this forum is because I get to examine how they respond when they get thrown off their thrown of infinitey. It's fun to see fallen angels enter a lower domain of existence.
this is extremely [redacted]. Maybe try getting a major league swag out instead
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I am a disabled abused wounded special needs victim and most users on this forum had cake walk cookie cutter lives before tinnitus. neurotypicals have easy peasy cookie cutter calk walk lives and the only reason I like this forum is because I get to examine how they respond when they get thrown off their thrown of infinitey. It's fun to see fallen angels enter a lower domain of existence.
Funny how you say this. I always felt like the victim, poor me. I did have struggles and I think life was a lot harder for me than those surrounding me - mostly lower middle class people from average American families. But in the grand scheme of things, I had it sooo good. You're absolutely right with this post, I'm glad my entrance into a lower domain of existence at least has some sort of purpose (your entertainment). We're all here for a reason after all.
 
I'm giving up. I lost my patience for suffering.

State funded psychologist and psychiatrist aren't going to tell me how to manage my suffering,

I don't care About the "neuropyschological model of pain management developed by PhD pyschologist Blah Blah Blah in the late 70's." It's all scripted propaganda. The NIH is far more likely to give grants to pyschologist them biomedical research.
 
CBT and Gabatein and Ibuprofen are the standard for an enormous amount of painful diseases. It's a catch all net in the chronic pain world, because it can target a ton of unrelated diseases in a very generic way.

ACT is the literal TRT equivalent but less popular.(Thank God) CBT therapist are usually kind and helpful but it won't change the biological reality of the patients suffering.
 
yo MPP should focus on working together, i only have a few weeks or so and I want to sepnd my time off mostly offline.
 

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