1 year and 3 months with t now. I thought i was habituated. It went all wel. It didn't bordered me that mutch anymore. But than it became louder and my focus whas on my T all day long. I've been crying again en complained a lot.
My sound is a hissing soun. One day louder and the next day very soft. It is never constant. Don't know why this happends. At the moment i am getting nervous about it. Still do the things i did before but always checking if it's still there, no matter how loud or soft. Friday it whas loud so i had to do something. Went to the shop and after that i when to visit some friends. Dit nog pay attention to it and i did not hear it. the sound of my t whent down. Yesterday it whas again on my mind. I whatch a movie and did not pay attation to it so i did not hear it.
There are times that i can hear it over the tv and times when tv can cover it up. Dont hear it in the shower and most of the time i dont hear it in the car or outside. Sould i feel lucky to have it this way?
So my quastion is will it always be like this. Wil i ever be at the point that it doesn't make me nervous anymore and i don't care about it anymore?
I hate this setback.
Sorry for my bad english. I hope you all understand me.
My sound is a hissing soun. One day louder and the next day very soft. It is never constant. Don't know why this happends. At the moment i am getting nervous about it. Still do the things i did before but always checking if it's still there, no matter how loud or soft. Friday it whas loud so i had to do something. Went to the shop and after that i when to visit some friends. Dit nog pay attention to it and i did not hear it. the sound of my t whent down. Yesterday it whas again on my mind. I whatch a movie and did not pay attation to it so i did not hear it.
There are times that i can hear it over the tv and times when tv can cover it up. Dont hear it in the shower and most of the time i dont hear it in the car or outside. Sould i feel lucky to have it this way?
So my quastion is will it always be like this. Wil i ever be at the point that it doesn't make me nervous anymore and i don't care about it anymore?
I hate this setback.
Sorry for my bad english. I hope you all understand me.