Hello all, I have been lurking here for the last 3.5 months since my onset and I thought I would introduce myself.
This is the 3rd time I've had tinnitus in the last 10 years. The first 2 times were mild cases and I was able to habituate rather quickly within 6 months of each and I forgot I even had tinnitus because it never bothered me.
3.5 months ago I was using a Shop-Vac in a crawl space and my ears were too close to it. I got the high pitch ringing in my ears later that night. I am not so lucky this time around. The tinnitus is severe and I would rate it a 8/10 and sometimes a 9/10. I hear it all the time except in the shower.
I feel so stupid. I can't believe I did not think of wearing hearing protection. I had no idea that tinnitus could be this bad.
I have seen an audiologist and have normal hearing up until the higher frequencies of which I have hearing loss. I got a pair of hearing aids that I use to mask the tinnitus and I am having to mask it all hours of the day to keep my sanity. At night I take the hearing aids off and use white noise through my phone to fall asleep to.
I am already on anti-anxiety medication for GAD but with the tinnitus added on as a stressor, the medication only goes so far. I'm so stressed that my muscles are in knots and I'm struggling with sleep. I'm also struggling to keep my job because it is stressful going to work while fighting this battle 24/7. I am not suicidal but I also do not want to live with this condition. Every single hour of the day is a struggle to get through.
The only thing I look forward to is going to sleep because that's the only time I do not hear the tinnitus.
I struggle knowing that I will never feel joy or happiness again. I feel so hopeless...
This is the 3rd time I've had tinnitus in the last 10 years. The first 2 times were mild cases and I was able to habituate rather quickly within 6 months of each and I forgot I even had tinnitus because it never bothered me.
3.5 months ago I was using a Shop-Vac in a crawl space and my ears were too close to it. I got the high pitch ringing in my ears later that night. I am not so lucky this time around. The tinnitus is severe and I would rate it a 8/10 and sometimes a 9/10. I hear it all the time except in the shower.
I feel so stupid. I can't believe I did not think of wearing hearing protection. I had no idea that tinnitus could be this bad.
I have seen an audiologist and have normal hearing up until the higher frequencies of which I have hearing loss. I got a pair of hearing aids that I use to mask the tinnitus and I am having to mask it all hours of the day to keep my sanity. At night I take the hearing aids off and use white noise through my phone to fall asleep to.
I am already on anti-anxiety medication for GAD but with the tinnitus added on as a stressor, the medication only goes so far. I'm so stressed that my muscles are in knots and I'm struggling with sleep. I'm also struggling to keep my job because it is stressful going to work while fighting this battle 24/7. I am not suicidal but I also do not want to live with this condition. Every single hour of the day is a struggle to get through.
The only thing I look forward to is going to sleep because that's the only time I do not hear the tinnitus.
I struggle knowing that I will never feel joy or happiness again. I feel so hopeless...