- Jul 16, 2019
- 17
- 19
- Tinnitus Since
- 10/8/2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Overmasturbation????
Right so here's the deal bros, I know you guys are gonna say masturbation doesn't have to do with tinnitus etc, but hear me out alright. And this is hella awkward for me due to the nature of the subject, which is the reason why I'm going anonymous, also, I'm not going for grammar right now as I'm just trying to tell my story.
So it all started out on September 26, 2018, when I nutted for the first time. Here is the sequence of the number of times I nutted over the next days:
27: 1
28: 1
29: 2
30: 2
1: 2
2: 3
3: 3
4: 3
5: 4
6: 5
7: 0
8: 1 (of course it's Columbus day)
After that one time on October 8, after nutting, there was this ringing in my left ear. I started panicking but then found a site where it said anxiety could induce tinnitus so I shrugged it off, went to the gym to ball for a bit, then came home and watched the redskins play.
On October 9, I woke up and it was virtually gone, but it was too much to hope for, and it came back full strength within a minute. I went to school, and it was loud enough to hear it clearly in a ~50 decibel room. Just before last period, I kind of panicked, and asked to go the nurse. I went to Urgent Care and they chalked it up to impacted ear wax, but despite the use of irrigation to remove the ear wax (yes, I know how bad irrigation is now), even with all the ear wax removed, the tinnitus was still present. I proceeded to ejaculate 3 times, not helping the situation. We called an ENT, and we somehow managed to get an appointment the next day in the morning (yes, I'm a legend. We went to the ENT, he said according to the hearing tests, my hearing was normal, but this was a good ENT and he mentioned how I could have hidden hearing loss. I went back to school the next day with the advice of the ENT that I would eventually get used to the noise and to use a white noise machine in the night. I went to sleep, but as I continued to masturbate, it appeared in the right ear. However, I kept sticking with it, and on Friday, the tinnitus dropped albeit me not helping the situation by continuing to masturbate as I didn't connect the dots at the time. It was now at the level where I could only notice it a room of ~30 decibels. That was also the day where I connected the dots and have been trying to abstain from PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm - I will be using this a lot now). Shoutout to r/nofap.
Right so anyways here I am now. I keep trying to abstain. Oh and before you say it could be due to something else, let me state the facts. Tell me it isn't a coincidence EVERY SINGLE TIME I go on a LONG STREAK the TINNITUS LEVEL DROPS, and vice versa for masturbating and an increase in noise level, which occurs the day after. From what I assume is due to masturbation, I also got a whole another host of nasty symptoms, which would take way too long to mention but to name a few (tinnitus, eustachian tube dysfunction, hyperacusis, insomnia, anxiety, depression, lethargy, lack of motivation, etc.).
Before you say anything, but wait there's more, when I go for long streaks, all of these symptoms diminish or outright disappear, but everytime I relapse, they come back full force and with respect to the tinnitus / hyperacusis / eustachian tube dysfunction, it comes back even harder. The only way to improve is to constantly get long streaks and minimize the relapses. I'm doing fine 7 days then 7 days then 14 days then 8 days, but every time I relapse I relapsed 5 times. I keep messing up. I can't do this anymore. I can't deal with my symptoms. It's too hard. And for these symptoms and stuff, look at anecdotal stories and scientific evidence blah blah blah blah.
Ya so I'm kinda superstitious so I won't say anything, no guarantees, but I just wanted to let you guys don't masturbate, or at least no excessively, or you could be struggling like me. Trust me, PMO is insanely hard to break free from when you're deep enough into it.
I don't want to live anymore, any advice on how to get the long streaks to hopefully lower the tinnitus levels, and for the record, I'm 13 years old.
So it all started out on September 26, 2018, when I nutted for the first time. Here is the sequence of the number of times I nutted over the next days:
27: 1
28: 1
29: 2
30: 2
1: 2
2: 3
3: 3
4: 3
5: 4
6: 5
7: 0
8: 1 (of course it's Columbus day)
After that one time on October 8, after nutting, there was this ringing in my left ear. I started panicking but then found a site where it said anxiety could induce tinnitus so I shrugged it off, went to the gym to ball for a bit, then came home and watched the redskins play.
On October 9, I woke up and it was virtually gone, but it was too much to hope for, and it came back full strength within a minute. I went to school, and it was loud enough to hear it clearly in a ~50 decibel room. Just before last period, I kind of panicked, and asked to go the nurse. I went to Urgent Care and they chalked it up to impacted ear wax, but despite the use of irrigation to remove the ear wax (yes, I know how bad irrigation is now), even with all the ear wax removed, the tinnitus was still present. I proceeded to ejaculate 3 times, not helping the situation. We called an ENT, and we somehow managed to get an appointment the next day in the morning (yes, I'm a legend. We went to the ENT, he said according to the hearing tests, my hearing was normal, but this was a good ENT and he mentioned how I could have hidden hearing loss. I went back to school the next day with the advice of the ENT that I would eventually get used to the noise and to use a white noise machine in the night. I went to sleep, but as I continued to masturbate, it appeared in the right ear. However, I kept sticking with it, and on Friday, the tinnitus dropped albeit me not helping the situation by continuing to masturbate as I didn't connect the dots at the time. It was now at the level where I could only notice it a room of ~30 decibels. That was also the day where I connected the dots and have been trying to abstain from PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm - I will be using this a lot now). Shoutout to r/nofap.
Right so anyways here I am now. I keep trying to abstain. Oh and before you say it could be due to something else, let me state the facts. Tell me it isn't a coincidence EVERY SINGLE TIME I go on a LONG STREAK the TINNITUS LEVEL DROPS, and vice versa for masturbating and an increase in noise level, which occurs the day after. From what I assume is due to masturbation, I also got a whole another host of nasty symptoms, which would take way too long to mention but to name a few (tinnitus, eustachian tube dysfunction, hyperacusis, insomnia, anxiety, depression, lethargy, lack of motivation, etc.).
Before you say anything, but wait there's more, when I go for long streaks, all of these symptoms diminish or outright disappear, but everytime I relapse, they come back full force and with respect to the tinnitus / hyperacusis / eustachian tube dysfunction, it comes back even harder. The only way to improve is to constantly get long streaks and minimize the relapses. I'm doing fine 7 days then 7 days then 14 days then 8 days, but every time I relapse I relapsed 5 times. I keep messing up. I can't do this anymore. I can't deal with my symptoms. It's too hard. And for these symptoms and stuff, look at anecdotal stories and scientific evidence blah blah blah blah.
Ya so I'm kinda superstitious so I won't say anything, no guarantees, but I just wanted to let you guys don't masturbate, or at least no excessively, or you could be struggling like me. Trust me, PMO is insanely hard to break free from when you're deep enough into it.
I don't want to live anymore, any advice on how to get the long streaks to hopefully lower the tinnitus levels, and for the record, I'm 13 years old.
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