Reading your response is super helpful because my daily horror of symptoms and the robbery of quality of life sounds similar, and yet, I see how well you're functioning in auditory (and visual) Hell with its unavoidable loads of depression and anxiety. You're definitely coping better and rehabilitating the nervous system by doing meaningful value-adding activities with work, research, and of course being the brilliant go-to guru here for all of us sufferers. I'll incorporate the DARE methods (amidst my ongoing desperations in therapy) to tamper down the panic.I had vestibular disease many months before any hearing loss. The panic attacks were from having incapacitating full rotational vertigo attacks (the longest latest 48 hours and I had to be hospitalised for a few).
Ironically, they gave me high dose antibiotics to try to treat the vertigo assuming it was infectious because I was also febrile initially (turned out it was viral) and that's when I lost my hearing. I had already read the Dare book that I recommended earlier in this thread at that point though (and managed to learn to manage my anxiety better as a result) so by the time I did lose hearing I was more practiced (as well as incentivized by trying to save my marriage).
I would say my tinnitus and distortions give me some anxiety but more of a deep chronic, very frequently teary eyed depression (which sucks but as an anxiety sufferer, you know anxiety is worse). I had one severe brief tinnitus spike a few months ago but I just made my friend hug me a lot and cried a bunch and I fought the anxiety spiral with stuff I had practiced from the dare book. It doesn't get rid of anxiety (because bad tinnitus would give anyone anxiety) but stops it from reaching the peaks it otherwise would if that makes sense. I still definitely have some anxiety (and I'm sure it would be worse if my tinnitus was still severe instead of 6/10 like it is now) but it's nowhere as bad as it would be without trying to stay busy and trying to self calm.
My distortions really suck, music especially (any music) sounds like a toy with almost dead batteries. Talking to people on the phone is mentally exhausting and I need captions for TV (which is hard to get invested in anyway because the background music ruins everything). It's not like I have "habituated" or I'm cool with this hell. I think the most useful thing I do is stay busy (both working and researching things). I also have pretty bad visual snow. It just sucks all around but I am determined to put my neuroimmune profile in as favorable of a state as I can.
Given you're determined to put your neuroimmune profile in as favorable of a state as possible with supplements/self-calm for good things to come, I am highly curious which of the regenerative treatments/interventions you may be planning to try when they're available?
Contributing to the main topic while I'm at it:
Medication/Supplement Stack
Ginkgo Biloba
Turmeric
NAC
Taurine
Vitamin B12
Magnesium Glycinate
Fish Oil
Probiotics
Clonazepam 0.5mg PRN
Gabapentin 900mg (discontinuued)