May I ask, how long did it take before you reached this state?
I started to get meaningful improvement with my tinnitus at 14 months. Hyperacusis started to fade after about 9 months.
From there it has gone up and down over the course of the 3 years that followed. But each time it goes down, it seems to get lower, and the spikes - while still loud and annoying - aren't nearly as intense as they used to be.
Loud sounds are not what causes my spikes. It's almost always sinus inflammation. Sometimes it's just random.
My personal theory on hyperacusis - and I am NOT A DOCTOR - is that it is caused by the muscles of the ear being in constant tension to protect itself. Essentially the tensor tympani is stuck on "protect" mode. Unfortunately, we really can't control this muscle. Hold a fist. Feels ok for a minute, right? But squeeze it hard for a day, a week, a month, a year? That fucker is gonna hurt. even touching those muscles will be agony. In my opinion - that's your hearing. It's so diligently protecting your hearing that it causes pain when you hear something.
This is likely why people have success with noise therapy for hyperacusis. The muscle starts to calm down over time. I didn't do the TRT generators. But I did gradually return to music while I still had remnants of hyperacusis. I started first with my electric guitar not plugged in. then my acoustic with earplugs, then lighter plugs, then no plugs, so on and so forth. Personally I think starting to move past this mentally allowed my fight or flight to chill and my hyperacusis to fade.
This is a focus group of 1. But my experience tells me this is true. As is the experience of the many people I know with tinnitus.
I'll repeat the success stories I've posted elsewhere.
-My physical therapist had it for a year really bad, now gets it once a month (punk concert).
-A childhood friend had it for 2 years, now gets it like once or twice a month (shotgun).
-My drum teacher told me his faded dramatically (and he plays drums 6 hours a day for a living).
-Mine faded.
-I have two friends from this forum that had theirs go down a lot -
@dpdx being one - and if you read his posts he was SURE it wouldn't. Another doesn't post here anymore and we just check in on each other via Facebook. She's totally fine.
-A DJ I know from the NY rave scene of the aughts had it for nearly a decade. When he had a kid and stopped going to shows his faded to almost nothing. He never wore earplugs even when he had it.
-2 guys in my band have this, one doesn't wear earplugs when he sees his fav bands, but does in most loud environments. The other wears plugs at practice, but not when he goes to concerts or when he performs. Neither of them have gotten worse at all.
-Buddy from work's father had it real bad from being a UK Chopper pilot. Faded after 2 years.
Almost everyone I know with tinnitus outside of this site got a LOT better. The people I've met who didn't get better also didn't get worse and still do music.
Stay hopeful, people.
If anyone wants to talk to me about my journey, or just needs some encouragement - PM me. I'm running out of energy dealing with some of the more negative people here.