Hello All,
I'm 29. About two weeks ago I went skeet shooting with a friend to get ready for dove season. We were shooting 12 guauge shotguns. We were wearing hearing protection. When I was shooting my right ear plug fell out as I fired one shot. I didnt think much of it at the time. I put my ear plug back in and proceeded to shoot. That evening I barbecued, drank beer and my hearing was normal.
The next day (Monday) I woke up for work and had ringing in my right ear. It didn't really faze me and I thought it would go away. That Wednesday I went to the dentist and had some fillings done. Did this make it worse? My ears were still ringing but it seemed like it was going away. Then the two following days the ringing became much louder, especially at night. On Friday I remember going to lunch with some co-workers and both ears feeling full. After I left the restraaunt the fullness went away. By that night I started to panic and search the web. I read the good, the bad and, the ugly. This only increases my anxiety and stress.
Fast forward to the following Monday. I visited my GP who refered me to an ENT. The ENT told me my ears looked fine and believed I suffered trauma to my inner ear. He prescribed me some anti-inflammatory steroids and told me to come back in two-three weeks if the ringing didn't go away. Also, I took a hearing test. My hearing was normal in both ears which was comforting. However I know the hearing range is higher than what they tested so I'm not sure what to make of it.
Over that weekend I worked myself into a panic stressing about how my life will never be the same and I was only to blame. I'm young. I'm supposes to be furthering my career and staring a family. Not dealing with this crap. I feel like I have become a burden to those around me. I called in sick the rest of the week in an attempt to get control of myself. All I could do was listen to this high pitch ring in my right ear and research tinnitus stories non-stop driving myself further into depression. I went to a cranialsacral therapy session to see if this could take the edge off. It helped me to relax, but the anxiety and stress cameback the next day. I don't know what I'm am going to do if this does not go away. It has now been exactly two weeks since the ringing started. To top it off I think I have hyperacusis since everyday sounds are louder than they used to be. However I think this is improving as sounds are not bothering me as much as they use to.
Today I finally found the strength to go to work even though I only had about 3-4 hours of sleep. Overall my day went well. I even thought my T was was improving. It went from a high pitched whistle noise in my right ear to lower pitched whistle noise in my left then finally centered in my head and sounded like static from a TV. The noise even lowered to where it was not noticeable. For a second I thought it was gone. Feeling somewhat relieved I decided to meet my parents for dinner. After I got home the T spiked up out of no where. This is driving me crazy. I want my life back.
I know these questions have been asked before but here are my questions.
1. Is there any hope my T will go away? I know I'm in the acute stage.
2. If it does not go away does it get better? Can I learn to relax and enjoy my life again?
3. Do you know of anyone who had noises induced hearing loss from a shotgun that recovered? It's not like a shotgun was shot directly over my shoulder and I was wearing ear protection.
4. I'm thinking about contacting an audiologist in regards to TRT. Has anyone found this helpful and a relief?
5. Were y'all able to maintain your full time jobs and support your family? If I lose my job I lose my healthcare. This is no bueno.
6. How do manage to fall asleep with T? I really don't want to take anti-depressants or sleeping pills. But I'm struggling with sleep.
7. What do y'all do to help yourself relax?
8. Where do you find the strength to be kind and affectionate to your loved ones? I love my family, but I don't want them to see my like this. Note. I have talked to them and they no what I'm going and through and provide support.
Sorry for the long introduction and for any typos. I'm a mess. Any words of advice and encouragement would be greatly appreciated. I hope we are all cured of this DISEASE in the near future!
I'm 29. About two weeks ago I went skeet shooting with a friend to get ready for dove season. We were shooting 12 guauge shotguns. We were wearing hearing protection. When I was shooting my right ear plug fell out as I fired one shot. I didnt think much of it at the time. I put my ear plug back in and proceeded to shoot. That evening I barbecued, drank beer and my hearing was normal.
The next day (Monday) I woke up for work and had ringing in my right ear. It didn't really faze me and I thought it would go away. That Wednesday I went to the dentist and had some fillings done. Did this make it worse? My ears were still ringing but it seemed like it was going away. Then the two following days the ringing became much louder, especially at night. On Friday I remember going to lunch with some co-workers and both ears feeling full. After I left the restraaunt the fullness went away. By that night I started to panic and search the web. I read the good, the bad and, the ugly. This only increases my anxiety and stress.
Fast forward to the following Monday. I visited my GP who refered me to an ENT. The ENT told me my ears looked fine and believed I suffered trauma to my inner ear. He prescribed me some anti-inflammatory steroids and told me to come back in two-three weeks if the ringing didn't go away. Also, I took a hearing test. My hearing was normal in both ears which was comforting. However I know the hearing range is higher than what they tested so I'm not sure what to make of it.
Over that weekend I worked myself into a panic stressing about how my life will never be the same and I was only to blame. I'm young. I'm supposes to be furthering my career and staring a family. Not dealing with this crap. I feel like I have become a burden to those around me. I called in sick the rest of the week in an attempt to get control of myself. All I could do was listen to this high pitch ring in my right ear and research tinnitus stories non-stop driving myself further into depression. I went to a cranialsacral therapy session to see if this could take the edge off. It helped me to relax, but the anxiety and stress cameback the next day. I don't know what I'm am going to do if this does not go away. It has now been exactly two weeks since the ringing started. To top it off I think I have hyperacusis since everyday sounds are louder than they used to be. However I think this is improving as sounds are not bothering me as much as they use to.
Today I finally found the strength to go to work even though I only had about 3-4 hours of sleep. Overall my day went well. I even thought my T was was improving. It went from a high pitched whistle noise in my right ear to lower pitched whistle noise in my left then finally centered in my head and sounded like static from a TV. The noise even lowered to where it was not noticeable. For a second I thought it was gone. Feeling somewhat relieved I decided to meet my parents for dinner. After I got home the T spiked up out of no where. This is driving me crazy. I want my life back.
I know these questions have been asked before but here are my questions.
1. Is there any hope my T will go away? I know I'm in the acute stage.
2. If it does not go away does it get better? Can I learn to relax and enjoy my life again?
3. Do you know of anyone who had noises induced hearing loss from a shotgun that recovered? It's not like a shotgun was shot directly over my shoulder and I was wearing ear protection.
4. I'm thinking about contacting an audiologist in regards to TRT. Has anyone found this helpful and a relief?
5. Were y'all able to maintain your full time jobs and support your family? If I lose my job I lose my healthcare. This is no bueno.
6. How do manage to fall asleep with T? I really don't want to take anti-depressants or sleeping pills. But I'm struggling with sleep.
7. What do y'all do to help yourself relax?
8. Where do you find the strength to be kind and affectionate to your loved ones? I love my family, but I don't want them to see my like this. Note. I have talked to them and they no what I'm going and through and provide support.
Sorry for the long introduction and for any typos. I'm a mess. Any words of advice and encouragement would be greatly appreciated. I hope we are all cured of this DISEASE in the near future!