Jazz - are you just "annoyed" or are you suffering? big difference I think
Stan:
Has your noise been reduced? Or do you just notice it less? Does it vary in sound and/or intensity?
Regarding your comment, I am primarily annoyed. I no longer suffer much, though I did for several months. I went through several stages: panic and fear, suffering and annoyance, and now primarily annoyance. I attribute my annoyance--rather than suffering--to two factors: First, my tinnitus always resets in the morning so I wake up with a non-offensive whisper. It takes five or six hours to build--if it's going to be a bad day. Sometimes, the T stays low all day. Second, I understand the disease--as well as anyone does. Ignorance breeds fear; but knowledge, alas, does not lead to happiness! Not knowledge about tinnitus, that is.
If my tinnitus were to rage day after day, I would regress, undoubtedly. My annoyance would turn to fear, etc. You see this regression frequently on the board. People say, for example, "I habituated for ten years, then X happened. Now, my head is exploding, and I'm going crazy."
That's why I believe volume does matter for most people. I believe it correlates with intrusiveness, but I know many studies indicate otherwise. To those researchers, I'd like to see their methodology: What are they measuring? How do they define annoyance? How do they define loud noise? Do they look at masking issues, etc. Tinnitus is such an understudied disease. I'm always amazed, for example, why researchers don't look at the correlation between tinnitus severity and tinnitus types--since tinnitus is a symptom, rather than a disease, rooted in audiological dysfunction.
clik:
I agree that habituation enables you to function somewhat normally, even when the T is loud. And you're right that this functioning is rooted in reduced anxiety. But there are limits as you know! Annoyance does become suffering when loud, intrusive noise just won't remit, and your head feels like fuzzy. There's a study I need to find that looks at how intellectual performance is affected by tinnitus. Now, one wants to think about this, of course, for we all need our brains. The idea that neural noise--which is one way to define tinnitus--affects our ability to concentrate on complex problems is disconcerting but nonetheless a fact for many people. It is truly a fact for me, though I function quite well intellectually when my T is low.
erik:
You're correct! I've heard about habituation occurring whether or not you can hear your noise. It seems counterintuitive, but I know it happens. Still, it must be easier to habituate when the noise is low to nearly silent.