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  • BB23
    You are dealing with brain damage. Once you accept that, you'll start seeing things easier. Brain damage can't be cured.
    BB23
    Another night of total insomnia. Wish I knew beforehand Drs are total frauds and no different than illegal drug pushers.
    BB23
    I'm sorry for all the horrible things I did. Please forgive me.
    gameover
    I said that, too. Does not seem to work.
    BB23
    @gameover self deletion would work though for sure..
    Juliane
    I am sure they are not that horrible. And people who really did horrible things do not suffer from these illnesses. They enjoy life carefree despite their sins
    V
    Hello dear friend, have you heard of this:
    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10665825/
    Kampo medicines are traditional herbal formulas prescribed in Japan. Recently, Kampo medicines, such as Kamishoyosan (KSS) and Kamikihito (KKT), were found to improve the stress-induced reduction of KCC2 via GSK3β signaling.

    This herbs are avaiolable online, maybe it makes sense to try them.
    BB23
    I think we need something more potent but you are welcome to try just do a search on potential side effects before
    BB23
    I require a TTTS surgery without any anesthesia if possible since I got brain damaged thanks to mirtazapine.
    BB23
    I hate what my life has become. I don't want to be on these forums anymore... I just want to lay down in silence without any pain ..
    gameover
    100%. I wish I visited this forum before getting T to learn. But no, I did not give a fuck to research things like that.
    Utdmad89
    Same
    BB23
    pointless. they give meds and treat you like u r crazy. i am crazy dont get me wrong but they dont have a clue what tinnitus/vss is
    BB23
    I'll get myself admitted or something today if i can. goodbye for now
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    weehiru
    Take care of yourself mate. I hope they can help you out. Sending you strength
    4Grace
    ❤️❤️ you are not alone. With God anything is possible.❤️❤️ These are not empty words.
    Utdmad89
    Hope you're alright mate. Keep up the fight
    BB23
    There's a few things left that i want to do. But I'm ready to check out to be honest. And I hope I don't come back.
    BB23
    I don't do good after zero hour nights
    RunningMan
    Yeah, I've had those.... even back to back at one point. I feel like I can function reasonably well on 4 hours and am able to get 5+ a lot of the time with the assistance of multiple meds.
    Pinhead
    How are you @BB23? My doctor prescribed mirtazapine today and I thought of you. I'm scared to take it.
    RunningMan
    What dosage did he prescribe?
    BB23
    @Pinhead why are you prescribed mirt? If it's for sleep, try other means, this isn't a sleeping aid. Also you will hit tolerance and it will take your sleep away after some time. it has a black box warning for suicidal ideations. It gave me vss/hppd and fried my histamine/dopamine receptors. Turned my life into hell. Do you want to risk it?
    BB23
    @Pinhead many people on surviving antidepressants committed suicide after this poison. Go read the stories of muddles, tramond to name a few. There's kata who's also dead on the neurotoxicity Facebook page among many others. Also Robin Williams was on it when he died.. the guy who crashed the plane In Europe a few years back on purpose, also got vss on it.
    BB23
    Fuck it. We are born to suffer and die. Die horribly get sick get murdered. I'm gonna do it I can't take it anymore. Lost everything to meds
    BB23
    Less than 1.5 hours last night. You know my stance on drugs but I'm actually considering lamotrigine and or klonopin now.
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    Varda
    @RunningMan I guess everyone's brain is different. I find Hydroxyzine hits me like a tranquilizer dart. More reliable than a Benzo for inducing drowsiness. Only take occasionally and haven't built any tolerance. For me sometimes Benzos have the chance of producing a paradoxical reaction....a feeling like getting buzzed on alcohol: my skin gets kind of tingly and I get light headed but I'm fully amped up and awake.
    BB23
    @Varda, anecdotal stories are on reddit. I got spiked but it was so loud i couldnt hear my mom talk over it, cant risk it being permanent again.
    Higo
    Try make yourself tired and sleeping should be easier, I'd recommend to do some cardio before sleeping might help.
    BB23
    nothing will fix this
    Higo
    Only time will tell, I believe there will be something at least treatment, but the question is how long?
    BlueMoon86
    I believe something will. The question is can we hang on in there on faith? I'm not sure I can....
    BB23
    If kV7 doesnt alleviate at all I'm ending it. Fuck this life. I was an alien to it anyways due to my high functioning autism.
    BB23
    Why does inserting foam earplugs help with TTTS? Less crackling when I swallow less fluttering when I touch my face less tension overall?
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    Kiyomi
    But yea, with hearing pro inside my ears, the crackling is much quieter. It also depends on my posture and other things. I think those tubes equalize pressure?
    BB23
    @Kiyomi I feel some strange physical sensations when I swallow. Assume the Tensor tympani muscle is tugging on other stuff in weird ways inside the ear..
    RunningMan
    When I have incidents of TTTS fluttering in my left ear while listening to speaking, putting an earplug only in my right ear will stop it. I'm not sure earplugs help with the occasional TTTS thumps.
    BB23
    @Hazel is an interview with Arnaud Norena possible in the future?
    Juliane
    Who is that?
    Hazel
    Yes, we can do that! Just met him again at the TRI conference and he's very approachable. I really like his work...
    BB23
    God I was a loser before this already had nothing to show for in life. Was playing games all day. Why did this have to happen to me...
    MindOverMatter
    All the why's and what ifs doesn't serve any purpose @BB23 other than being counterintuitive for any chance of acceptance and habituation. We could all ask ourself that question, and I've been through it many times myself. Ive stopped asking those questions to myself long time ago as it will only make one miserable.
    BB23
    I always hated people and had a life where I kept things to myself, now I can't even have that. Just waiting for my expiration date now.
    gameover
    I was selective about people. For the most part I could ignore them. Now I can't because they invade me with their loud ways. Hate people 100x more now. This is extremely sad.
    BB23
    @gameover i dont want to interact with doctors or anyone, i hate interacting with people and now i am dependant on others to help me out...
    BB23
    Realized B4 the industrial revolution people died bcs of wars(nuked/gassed), famine, floods, diseases. humans were never meant to live happy
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    Juliane
    Agree. I often wonder if this planet is indeed hell.
    4Grace
    For the most part the world is a beautiful place. People are beautiful. Most people, even the poorest are happy. The poorest countries in the world experience the least anxiety and depression. Did you ever see kids playing in war torn countries. I don't know. Outside of my soul everything looks like a dream.
    Pinhead
    Just a fact check: No one was getting 'nuked' before the industrial revolution.
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