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I hope moderate vibration is not dangerous to ears... uncomfortable as hell but not dangerous Sep 15, 2024 at 4:17 AM

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    1. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I really think my T loudness and H pain are slowly decreasing, but that doesn't matter. I have 13 cavities. I need 13 drillings...Yeah. Yeah
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      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        seriously?
        Feb 26, 2024
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    2. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Today is my T 3 month anniversary and to my surprise my T is very quiet or at least not disturbing. It was almost 1/10 in the morning!
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      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        That's Good. Enjoy those spicy tacos!
        Feb 25, 2024
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      4. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        Must of been the pizza and tacos :p
        Feb 25, 2024
      5. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Hi @Kiyomi, I have 3 tones in each ear. I had the 4th one in my left ear for 3 days but it's gone now. All 3 are very high-pitched ones
        Feb 25, 2024
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    3. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tomorrow is 3rd month anniversary of my T and H. Gonna make pizza and maybe some spicy tacos to celebrate this disgusting turn of events lol
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    4. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      The time machine could have fixed it all...
      1. streifzug
        streifzug
        I wish I could just load an old savegame of my life and try again and again until I am happy.
        Feb 24, 2024
      2. Kittywus
        Kittywus
        Seriously
        Mar 13, 2024
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    5. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      XEN1101 and Auricle are the reason why I'm trying my best to continue living. A very small and phantom hope that is probably useless lol
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    6. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My 3rd month anniversary this Sunday. I'm still in denial phase to be honest. I can't believe I had everything in my life 3 months ago...
      1. streifzug, Kiyomi, Karolina and 2 others like this.
      2. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        Yep and now it's gone or atleast severly altered. Everytime I had bad things happen or was down, I had my hobbies and ways to cope. But now I have nothing. Basically reinventing myself is the only thing I can do now. :(
        Feb 22, 2024
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    7. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Why do they put HVAC units right under the windows in so many apartments in my city? It's so loud inside of the bedroom...78-85 db...
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        Because fucking Murica. Land of cheap shit and loud noise.
        Feb 21, 2024
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    8. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      It's over. Doctors said not to come back bcz they did all they could. This is a new permanent reality. Severe H and T for the rest of life
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        My last hope is an anti-anxiety meds. If they would be able to reduce my T and H even if only for a couple of hours it's going to be a win. I hope my new psychiatrist will not be as conservative as my old one ._.
        Feb 19, 2024
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      3. BellaMia
        BellaMia
        I had bad hyperacusis in the beginning. Tylenol helps with pain and inflammation. Make homemade ginger and tumeric tea and add pepper to active it. This helps with pain and inflammation. Magnesium helps with anxiety, sleep and inflammation. Hope this helps.
        Feb 19, 2024
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      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        imo their response should be that they are going to go to the ends of the earth to find a solution for you and won’t be able to sleep at night until they do.
        Feb 20, 2024
    9. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I woke up at 2 am and my tinnitus is raging. I have no energy left to cry or fantasize about me waking up without tinnitus one day. Awful.
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      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        At the very least I hope that strong anti-anxiety meds will help me for at least a few hours. I will not use them every day or even every week but god I just need one, ONE, silent day. I'm not religious but I pray it will help. At least 20% noise reduction IS a win to me!
        Feb 17, 2024
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      4. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I felt the same way. Sometimes I wonder how this is even real.
        Feb 17, 2024
      5. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        20% reduction would be terrible, maybe not even noticeable, particularly with variable tinnitus. 50% reduction is 6 dB, which is noticeable but not that high, either. So hopefully Auricle will provide more than that over time for those it helps.
        Feb 19, 2024
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    10. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My temporary hissing sound in my left ear is gone.I had it for like 3 days. Now my tinnitus is again just super loud high-pitched ringing
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    11. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      3 months anniversary is very very close. I feel worse than in the beginning of this journey... It's so loud...man, I'm so defeated
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        :(
        Feb 16, 2024
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      3. Marshall
        Marshall
        mine got worse before it got better 6-8 months
        Feb 20, 2024
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    12. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Physical therapist made my T and H worse while doing massage to make my T and H better... Unbelievable. I was shocked so I didn't left room
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I am literally praying rn before going to bed that everything is going to be okay and I won't woke up with a spike in H and T. I'm so scared. I am also only trying to get meds for panic attacks. I won't survive a flare up :c
        Feb 15, 2024
    13. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My physical therapist is so good at fixing my jaw. Literally 10/10 BUT she made my Hyperacusis much worse due to loud talking :c
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        My allergies test was alright. I'm allergic only to mold and dust. No plants or food. But I'm worried about my hyperacusis so much. I think I'll refuse to see my physical therapist until my hyperacusis is totally gone. Or perhaps I'll use earplugs all session long. Can't stand loud speaking next to my ears
        Feb 14, 2024
    14. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tomorrow I have an allergy test on my skin. I'll find out what I'm allergic to. ENT thinks it may cause tinnitus. It's 100% not but I agreed
      1. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Also, I was able to get a referral to a psychiatrist who prescribes anything you ask him for. Well, at least judging by his prescription records from 2019. I am so close to get real meds for my panic attacks... finally no "take hydroxyzine or amitriptyline" BS!
        Feb 14, 2024
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I was able to obtain not ototoxic migraine medication for my daily headaches, now I'm finally about to get not ototoxic panic attack meds. I'm finally ditching ibuprofen and antidepressants. Life is slightly getting better, even if only by 0.01%.
        Feb 14, 2024
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      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I will not miss antidepressants, but ibuprofen is so so good in managing even above average moderate pain. It's such a shame I can't use it anymore safely. It helps with headaches and toothache 100% of the time. It was such a life-savior. Same with paracetamol and NightQuill syrups. That's unfair that all of them are extremely ototoxic! :c
        Feb 14, 2024
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    15. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tinnitus is deafening today + crazy headache. I did use THC but not sure if it's all related. I feel so bad, so so bad. Almost in agony lol
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      2. Jammer
        Jammer
        THC doesn't agree with my T.
        Feb 14, 2024
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    16. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Okay. I don't like the new hissing tone in my left ear, but at the very least now all my ears are bad. I think this is fair :c No good ears.
      1. Jammer
        Jammer
        I'd say most tinnitus progresses to a dual ear problem over time.
        Feb 11, 2024
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    17. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      1 am. February 11th. I got a new tinnitus tone in my left (good) ear. I have no words. But I know it's forever with me. Just like the others
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        8 am. It still there. Well, I guess I did something wrong or this is just my fate to suffer. I was protecting my ears like crazy. Grocery store is only with earbuds. Walking near the road only with earbuds. Listening to music only without headphones (until 2 days ago) and even when I started using headphones again the volume was set to 6 out of 100. They couldn't cause this, I just don't believe it...
        Feb 11, 2024
      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I think I'll start over-protect my left ear today...I honestly don't know what to do. A new sound after 2.5 months of tinnitus is crazy how scary. I just had a great day yesterday and here we are, back to square one. I love my life lmao
        Feb 11, 2024
    18. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tomorrow is first appointment with physical therapist to discuss my TMJ. Zero expectations I just hope won't be any worsening of my symptoms
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Well, I do have severe TMJD. My PT is a nice woman and she said my TMJ absolutely can cause tinnitus and my ENT is wrong about everything. Typical stuff for us, all doctors say different things. Next week I have Allergies test, and an hour later TMJ massage. We will see how it goes...
        Forgot to add: TMJ massage is uncomfortable and very painful. I hope it worth it ._.
        Feb 9, 2024
    19. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Loud popping/clicking sounds in my ears are gone if I swallow a food but if it's just an air they are immediately back ._. The mystery...
    20. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Got prescribed meds for my tinnitus induced daily headaches. 10 pills cost 1177 dollars. I miss days when I could just take ibuprofen man
      1. 4Grace
        4Grace
        What pills are those?
        Feb 16, 2024
      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        @4Grace, they are called Ubrelvy. My PCP said these are the only meds in the USA that don't cause tinnitus or problems with jaw (I have TMJ as well)
        Feb 16, 2024
    21. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Getting tinnitus changed my views on problems. I never had any before November 24th 2023. Just minor inconveniences at max. I was an idiot..
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        Preach, brother.
        Feb 6, 2024
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      3. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I feel this.
        Feb 6, 2024
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      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        100 percent. I feel like my family and friends are reaping the rewards. They feel so much better about the problems they believed they had. Now they say … well at least they are not like me.
        Feb 16, 2024
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    22. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Crying every day when my mom isn't at home. It's so lonely and silent. No one to talk to. My tinnitus is so high-pitched... It's painful...
      1. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I feel this to. My T is pretty high its like a laser beam going through my head. Sorry we have to experience this.
        Feb 6, 2024
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    23. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Listening to masking videos is painful. They help for the duration of the video but then when it ends the pain hits your head with all force
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Your T and H sounds like mine. So sorry.
        Feb 16, 2024
    24. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Currently having a panic attack with no meds for this. I am not able to accept...I am not. I just can't. I'm only 21. This is the end
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    25. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Yesterday I did something with my jaw and my popping in the ears stopped for 5 mins. It felt so good. I really may have TMJD after all
    26. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      68 days since tinnitus and ~55(?) days since hyperacusis. I finally starting to get used to the ringing and my Hyperacusis also seems better
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      2. Heal82
        Heal82
        Hi shoto, may I how severe was your Hyperacusis and what did you do make it better ? I got my Hyperacusis when ear irrigation was used to remove ear wax.
        Jan 31, 2024
      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Hi @Heal82, my hyperacusis also possibly started after ear irrigation. My Family doc did it 1 week after my tinnitus started because he thought earwax may be the problem. The first 2 days many sounds were distorted, especially the plastic bag and paper, but all that went away after a week. However, my hyperacusis still remains. It was, 5/10, now 3/10. I still can't tolerate normal speech, but slowly it gets better
        Feb 1, 2024
    27. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Awaiting the miracle. I still hope for the full recovery even though it seems extremely unlikely. Am I too pessimistic? We will find out! :D
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    Tinnitus Since:
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    Cause of Tinnitus:
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