And this is proof Trump lost, if anyone really needed it. He thought he could win by pissing everyone off, including and especially those in his own party, because he figured he had enough votes and he could say and do and insult whoever he wanted.Perhaps this will refresh your memory about the current state of the GOP. And nope, this is not some progressive propaganda commercial. It's from old school conservatives who have lost faith in a party that one believed in democracy & the rule of law.
But there weren't enough votes for him to win with that strategy. Not every Republican is willing to give up their hypocritical values. Many are, but there are enough that won't vote for him, and he lost.
You are not imagining things. A lot of Republicans had had enough, including many at the top of the party, and while they said they voted for Trump, maybe they didn't.