As someone who has been on antidepressants for three years now for schizotypal personality disorder, which is the mental disorder that I got, because I messed up my hearing using headphones on max volume and got hidden hearing loss which makes me disabled and doesn't let me function properly. I highly recommend not using antidepressants. It didn't cure my disease. It just made me numb and emotionless enough not to kill myself at best. I still have mood changes and sadness all the time. I still experience insane anxiety every day that eats me up inside. I still don't want to live. I live only for my mother and family. So antidepressants changed nothing, but emptied my wallet, made me gain a lot of weight and got me dependent on them like some psychotropic drugs.
Honestly after losing my father, losing my dog, losing my sister's husband to suicide who I loved like a brother and knew since childhood, losing my perfect hearing, losing the house in the capital of my country, the city that I loved and having to relocate into an older house in a small city where I can't even find a job, getting tinnitus, developing schizotypal personality disorder, insomnia, depending on disability payments to survive. What do antidepressants change honestly? Nothing. They can't fix any of my problems. I just drug myself and make these poison manufacturers richer. Also now that I visited multiple doctors I also learned another important truth in life. Nobody really cares about you. Doctors don't even bother to listen to my complaints and change the dosages of my medication.
If someone is interested in what antidepressants I take, I used to take Risperidone one tablet once a day and Mirtazapine once in the evening in the first year, but then the doctor changed my antidepressants to Risperidone one tablet twice a day, Paroxetine once in the morning and Somnol once in the evening for sleep. And Cyclodol for muscle twitches that I experience.