I am so sorry. I know the feeling......Bloody earsI had an audio-related career that includes wearing monitoring headphones for most of the workday. I have hyperacusis combined with my tinnitus and I can't handle having headphones on anymore. Most of my hobbies were also either loud or audio-related. I get by and try to occupy myself with whatever I can but focusing on things is extremely hard so quiet/passive activities are difficult to enjoy. I manage because I can't kill myself (hopefully I'll get there, for now I'm afraid of messing it up and making the situation even worse) but there's no joy in it. I don't really wallow anymore, but it is what it is. *shrug*