Thanks
@ZFire; it sounds crazy, but it's little posts like yours that have kept me going, there's no support anywhere in the UK, and no one understands things like reactive tinnitus or dysacusis - even the so called leading experts I've seen, we really are on our own.
Yeah, it sucks that there's so little support out there. I'm glad to hear that you're able to persevere and that my posts have been helpful to you in some way.
You're in the thick of it, but remember, you're still early in dealing with this. Reactive tinnitus is a tough road, but the reactivity could settle down with time. It has to some extent for me. I've noticed that timelines for stabilization vary for everyone, especially when it comes to distortions and reactivity (age might play a role), so keep your chin up, things can get better
By the way, my distortions have dramatically improved since they first reared its ugly head back in 2021. I actually made a recent update about my distortions in another thread,
here. 2024 has been good as well. I haven't experienced or noticed distortions much at all.
however, you'd habituated to it, which just feels remarkable to where I'm currently sat, I can't ever imagine just getting used to it
I think it's because I was hit with so many unusual ear conditions all at once — hyperacusis, reactivity, distortions, and palinacousis. I was overwhelmed and felt like I was at the point of no return. I was desperately hoping that at least some of the ear problems would die down by that point. Hyperacusis was my main concern. I started not to care about tinnitus despite it being really severe.
Thankfully, my distortions, hyperacusis, and palinacousis did diminish to great degrees. You can't win every battle, but I'm grateful for the victories I did achieve (especially hyperacusis in particular). I made it my mission to try to learn, adapt and accept whatever conditions remain which in my case is very loud tinnitus with reactivity.
It would be nice to check in from time to time and keep each other updated on the reactive tinnitus/dysacusis progress
Definitely. If the reactive component of my tinnitus ever completely subsides, this site will be the first to hear about it.
Isn't that the truth. I can only assume most of us have tried to explain our situation to our ENT; mine was absolutely clueless haha.
Yes, it was futile for me too. Even worse, when I mentioned my hearing distortions (along with reactive tinnitus and palinacousis) to the ENT, he actually thought I was crazy. He proceeded to ask me if I was hearing voices. It was in that moment I realized I was alone.
At least with tinnitus and perhaps hyperacusis, ENTs will recognize these conditions, but bring up dysacusis, palinacousis, or the reactive component of one's tinnitus, they will have no idea what you're talking about.
It's why you see me frequently discuss these hardly talked about conditions a lot here. As more people like us emerge in the future, they'll likely be confused, scared, and looking for answers. I hope they stumble upon my posts and others alike... I want to reassure them that they're not alone with these rarely mentioned conditions.