I'm Not Committing Suicide. I'm Being Murdered by Merciless Tinnitus.
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.......er......I should go careful on this one Bam,
she's probably got a couple of acres.....!!
- May 29, 2018
- 1,161
- Tinnitus Since
- 10/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Neck/stress
Eve you're a gem. Another kind soul who doesn't deserve this bollox. Where is the bloody cure people!?!? It's insane
there are 16 people that may have already been cured (in one ear at least) but because of FDA regulations, intellectual property, and other economic considerations we probably won't be told up or down for quite sometime.
because you know, FDA rules, money, business plans, whatever are more important than human lives.
we'll just sit around and wait for a few more of us to fuckin kill ourselves while they get their business together and the fda checks off boxes on reporting forms.
they need to drag the test subjects up before Congress like, tomorrow and ask them if their tinnitus went away.
Just as we take a tablet to reduce a headache,
if only there was a tablet to reduce, or better still eradicate internal head noise.
I suppose the physical destruction of stereocilia nerve cells is too complex a problem to counteract.
It doesn't seem too much to ask, does it....?
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- Jan 25, 2013
- 3,596
- Tinnitus Since
- 2008
- Cause of Tinnitus
- TMJ disorder, airplane barotrauma, noise exposure.
Arsenic in the tea and backyard burial ground?
hilarious . At least i could laugh. For once.
Arsenic in the tea and backyard burial ground?
Oh - I love a bit of 'gallows humour'
Hope you're right Men'
but if it turns out to be a load of old cobblers
I might have to turn nasty!!
- jest sayin'........
Is what the PPH recommends you buy expensive?
I do think euthanasia should be legalised but I hope you don't go down that route Bam because you did specify that your life was very good before this happened and therefore if after a few years it got much better you would be ecstatic. For some of us this is not the only physical health problem so for everything to improve would take a miracle. I appreciate that is how you must feel about your tinnitus improving right now but it does happen
Same goes for others in the thread considering this option. Although I completely understand about how bad suffering can get and why that option might be justified sometimes
Please don't say that, things might get better. If you want to message me please do
Obviously, I wish I wasn't saying that but it is so completely unbearable, it's the only way. What I'm suffering more recently is very complicated in its nature and I am an old hand at tinnitus. All the techniques I used to be able to employ to help don't anymore. So, I've run out of options....unless I want to keep lurching from one awful day to another.
Thanks for the offer to message you but I am sure there is nothing you can say that can relieve the suffering.
At risk of being overly persistent perhaps bimodal stimulation could help your type of T as well -@basshell. And I will say nothing more here but to offer a big hug, if you'd like one of course.
Maybe few hundred dollars the most.
Depends on what method you choose. Some are readily available some not.
Overall they discuss pretty much anything under the sun that had been used to commit suicide and the efficiency of each method, so from household detergents, pills, inorganic salts to stuff used for euthanasia.
- May 29, 2018
- 1,161
- Tinnitus Since
- 10/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Neck/stress
No plans at the moment. I need to give it time and hope that it gets easier. I want to live! But I don't want to spend countless years suffering from this nasty crap trying desperately to find contentment where there is none.
I really miss the things people take for granted. Peaceful walks, watching movies, reading in bed, sleeping soundly. All spoilt by screaming eeeeeeeeee......Life seems unjustifiably cruel in this state.
I also want to be prepared in case anything happens to my dog. This may sound insane to some of you without animals, but I don't want to be in this world, with fucking T without him. He's been my best friend and constant companion for 10 years.
- Feb 5, 2017
- 787
- Tinnitus Since
- 2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Fluconazole
- Oct 17, 2017
- 646
- Tinnitus Since
- 2005
- Cause of Tinnitus
- unknown - possibly hereditary
- May 29, 2018
- 1,161
- Tinnitus Since
- 10/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Neck/stress
It's such a fucked up tragedy that some of us have been pushed toward this when as @JohnAdams points out, there may in fact be a cure already discovered. If that's correct someone needs to break ranks, do what's right and leak it to the world.
A chink of light like that, even if it's two years away from fruition could save countless lives.
- May 29, 2018
- 1,161
- Tinnitus Since
- 10/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Neck/stress
@JohnAdams if what you're saying is correct and this Fx shit has been used on 16 people, surely one of them would have blabbed if it cured their T. I'm assuming at least one of them is aware of our existence on this forum?
My fear is that there are so many deaf people running around with no T. I meet them regularly. I literally find myself cosying up to every fucker with a hearing aid and after a bit of warm up chat dropping the bomb, 'do you get the ringing?' And every single one so far has said no. And I chat up a lot of them, like every day. I'm fucking obsessed, like stalking them. If I see a hearing aid I'm on it.
My fear is that there are so many deaf people running around with no T. I meet them regularly. I literally find myself cosying up to every fucker with a hearing aid and after a bit of warm up chat dropping the bomb, 'do you get the ringing?' And every single one so far has said no. And I chat up a lot of them, like every day. I'm fucking obsessed, like stalking them. If I see a hearing aid I'm on it.
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