MemberThey are not working on a cure for my disease, they are only focused on "increasing psychological flexibility". My quality of life is out the window. They were all dozing off in biology class but believed in B.F Skinner's promised utopia.
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Have you decided to live after all your numerous suicide threats here? I think your suicide has always been two weeks away for the last 8 months? I'm happy you turned a corner. Did you start seeing a therapist?
JulianBrumbelow
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- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
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- 03/14/2017
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- loud headphones audio work
yeah these are comforting beliefs about sub atomic particles and consciousness. But he keeps explaining to me why they are scientifically invalid arguments.
The universe is a dumb boring normie verse and not a chad organismic conscious panpsychist universe.
here's some embarrassing cringey crap art to lower the quality of the forum and question my level of maturity and sanity.
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Kain
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- Aug 25, 2018
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- March, 2018
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- excessive loud music through earbuds
Same. My work by remote is somehow more intensive than at the office. Or maybe or just self that way cause I concentrate better.
MPP is hitting page 500. Also it should be obvious there is going to have to be a new generation of MPP'ers.
They don't care about quality of life, the phrase "harden the fuck up" is being preached at the highest level of academia through all these therapies teaching psychological flexibility, resilience, and pain management.
The only thing left to do is make stupid preschooly art projects with Julian. This is a completely retarded thing that I would rather not be doing with my life, but it's better then being tortured and suffering like a slave.
I don't blame myself for why I am suffering, most normies here are blaming themselves and wondering why there God did this too them. It's so stupid all the self hatred on this parts of the internet. Even the behaviorist teach against self hatred when it comes to health problems. But many people here I have talked to blame themselves and are looking for abstract religious reasons why they got tinnitus and ear pain.
Once again tinnitus and ear problems is not my main health problem anymore, what I am suffering with is much much worse and much much more unforgiving, I am an innocent person disabled special needs (dozens of times over) and I would have been better if it wasn't for abusive shit for brain family. If it wasn't for an abusivie house i woul have been in college and with good health even if i was partially disabled anyway. Even if I did have shit health i would have been in a safer environment.
the more health problems one gets the more disabled they become, the state is anti disability for economic reasons. Everyone with mental disabilities knows this fact, but it doesn't seem to be common knowledge in the realm of physical disabilities. Infact it's literally a well documented cat and mouse game between autism communities and SSI back in forth discussing dialog on disability income. I never got SSI because of being rational about things. If you know you are disabled, you are aware of the fact that means you get denied. You have to be a complete retard like julian. I never wanted to be a pro disability person, i wanted to work and go to school but I had a shit for brain family and was forced into that lifestyle.
I am a disabled special needs person in a uneducated poor family that became aware I was a disabled person and my health only got worse, and the State continues to deny me 5x times in a row. The reason I get deneid disability is because I had a job for four years and I was starting classes, The state uses your own accomplishments against you and they argue explicitly that painful disturbing health problems and documented mental disability is irrelevant.
I am literally disabled and abused and realize i am disabled and abuse, my victim mindset is based on reason and my ability to figure out how I was severely maltreated by a uneducated zealous single parent that did nothing but scream, raise by blood pressure and act like a stupid territorial animal.
Society wants you to play by it's rules by giving the normies a system of reward and punishment via economics, but if you end up as a special needs diabled person you can exist outside of it's rules. The state is aware people like me cannot be punished by monetary means so bascially they just prevent me from getting disability income and hope that I die. overall the states model is proven to be very effective. They know I am permanently disabled and back when I was considerelly less disabled and was working I was treated like dogshit. I i was tr4eated nicer i may have not ended up with these health problems in the first place, because I am treated like dogshit I have no choice but o treat the external reality I exist in like it's irrelevant.
The state gets angry when people with developmental disabilities lose touch with reality and there is tons of litature on how to prevent people with autism, or any other mental disability from losing touch with reality. I would agreed with them that losing touch with reality is bad, I didn't want to loose touch with reality I wanted to go to school for enviormental science and make friends but instead I got tinnitus, burning ear pain and all fucked up distorted hearing issues before making a decent recover only to find new health problems that are MUCH FUCKING SCAREIER. all thsi fucking academic litature on pyschological resilence is missing the point, it's looking at it form a very biased perspective on how to leech me for income without giving me any quality of life, I have abusive family and poor health, and I realize it's not my families fault it's just poverty why the act angry and dumb in the first place.
The only reason I typed this sloppy childish word salad poem is because I am following Julian's self honesty routine of acting like a complete retard.
I don't blame myself for why I am suffering, most normies here are blaming themselves and wondering why there God did this too them. It's so stupid all the self hatred on this parts of the internet. Even the behaviorist teach against self hatred when it comes to health problems. But many people here I have talked to blame themselves and are looking for abstract religious reasons why they got tinnitus and ear pain.
Once again tinnitus and ear problems is not my main health problem anymore, what I am suffering with is much much worse and much much more unforgiving, I am an innocent person disabled special needs (dozens of times over) and I would have been better if it wasn't for abusive shit for brain family. If it wasn't for an abusivie house i woul have been in college and with good health even if i was partially disabled anyway. Even if I did have shit health i would have been in a safer environment.
the more health problems one gets the more disabled they become, the state is anti disability for economic reasons. Everyone with mental disabilities knows this fact, but it doesn't seem to be common knowledge in the realm of physical disabilities. Infact it's literally a well documented cat and mouse game between autism communities and SSI back in forth discussing dialog on disability income. I never got SSI because of being rational about things. If you know you are disabled, you are aware of the fact that means you get denied. You have to be a complete retard like julian. I never wanted to be a pro disability person, i wanted to work and go to school but I had a shit for brain family and was forced into that lifestyle.
I am a disabled special needs person in a uneducated poor family that became aware I was a disabled person and my health only got worse, and the State continues to deny me 5x times in a row. The reason I get deneid disability is because I had a job for four years and I was starting classes, The state uses your own accomplishments against you and they argue explicitly that painful disturbing health problems and documented mental disability is irrelevant.
I am literally disabled and abused and realize i am disabled and abuse, my victim mindset is based on reason and my ability to figure out how I was severely maltreated by a uneducated zealous single parent that did nothing but scream, raise by blood pressure and act like a stupid territorial animal.
Society wants you to play by it's rules by giving the normies a system of reward and punishment via economics, but if you end up as a special needs diabled person you can exist outside of it's rules. The state is aware people like me cannot be punished by monetary means so bascially they just prevent me from getting disability income and hope that I die. overall the states model is proven to be very effective. They know I am permanently disabled and back when I was considerelly less disabled and was working I was treated like dogshit. I i was tr4eated nicer i may have not ended up with these health problems in the first place, because I am treated like dogshit I have no choice but o treat the external reality I exist in like it's irrelevant.
The state gets angry when people with developmental disabilities lose touch with reality and there is tons of litature on how to prevent people with autism, or any other mental disability from losing touch with reality. I would agreed with them that losing touch with reality is bad, I didn't want to loose touch with reality I wanted to go to school for enviormental science and make friends but instead I got tinnitus, burning ear pain and all fucked up distorted hearing issues before making a decent recover only to find new health problems that are MUCH FUCKING SCAREIER. all thsi fucking academic litature on pyschological resilence is missing the point, it's looking at it form a very biased perspective on how to leech me for income without giving me any quality of life, I have abusive family and poor health, and I realize it's not my families fault it's just poverty why the act angry and dumb in the first place.
The only reason I typed this sloppy childish word salad poem is because I am following Julian's self honesty routine of acting like a complete retard.
you fucking normeis are on a cognitive behavioral farm, they are speed rushing to find the quickest way possible to rehabilitate you. All the academic litature on CBT, TRT and ACT is the same thing
"What is the quickest way possible to prevent or take these fuckers off disability?" That's literally their ultimate goal, the goal has nothing to do with reversing biological damage. They aren't even thinking about that. It's a cognitive behavioral farm and people with tinnitus and neuropathy find themselves in these farms.
People have told me "duh of course Government' are going to find ways to take people off disability and me being surprised is childish and stupid and I'm making a conspiracy theory out of normal economic policies. They are right, there is no conspiracy theory, it's just raw economics. The world economy will not sleep because we are in bad health.
"What is the quickest way possible to prevent or take these fuckers off disability?" That's literally their ultimate goal, the goal has nothing to do with reversing biological damage. They aren't even thinking about that. It's a cognitive behavioral farm and people with tinnitus and neuropathy find themselves in these farms.
People have told me "duh of course Government' are going to find ways to take people off disability and me being surprised is childish and stupid and I'm making a conspiracy theory out of normal economic policies. They are right, there is no conspiracy theory, it's just raw economics. The world economy will not sleep because we are in bad health.
I'm a good person and I don't deserve to suffer. Suffering is for evil fuckers like clowns who made the Sparkhealth Scam Empire.
The Corona Virus keeps validating my point, BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE IS ONLY TAKEN SERIOUS WHEN SOMETHING HARMS THE ECONOMY. TINNITUS AND MY NEW HEALTH PROBLEMS DO NOT DO ECONOMIC DAMAGE AND THE STATE HAS MECHANISMS TO PREVENT ECONOMIC DAMAGE.
No one takes biomedical science seriously unless crisis strikes.
No one takes biomedical science seriously unless crisis strikes.
Economics rule the world, that's why tinnitus and neuropathy research gets no where. It doesn't do enough economic damage to be taken seriously. the VA and NIH fund CBT goons to neutralize the problem. We are the problem they are trying to neutralize. They only fund biomedical research as a last resort.
Instead of the big pharma supressing the cure conspiracy, it's more like we are the economic nuisance and they are just trying to find the cheapest possible way to put up with our BS.
I am one of the stupid whiny leftist depicted in a Ben Garrison cartoons.
Instead of the big pharma supressing the cure conspiracy, it's more like we are the economic nuisance and they are just trying to find the cheapest possible way to put up with our BS.
I am one of the stupid whiny leftist depicted in a Ben Garrison cartoons.
I am a special needs disabled person with poor health and parental abuse, that became AWARE of that fact. and all i got was popularity on a tinnitus forum for pointing out controversial facts. It''s apparently common knowledge people with disturbing health problems are swept under the rug and left to suffer. I'm the problem for freaking out about it.
I am aware they want to discipline me back into my old job even though my physical health will not be modified in the slightest, they just want to teach me "psychological flexibility" and "behavioral modifcation" the biological problem remains unsolved, untreated and permanent.
I am aware they want to discipline me back into my old job even though my physical health will not be modified in the slightest, they just want to teach me "psychological flexibility" and "behavioral modifcation" the biological problem remains unsolved, untreated and permanent.
this forum is going to be like an Ayn Rand Novel. All the MPP'ers are going to die off and fail and all the hard working disciplined users are going to be the ones who actaully get a cure for being diligent. They'll be a cure but non of the MPP'ers will be able to afford it for being lazy and disabled.
I got denied disability 5x times in a row. Trump won. The tax payer was successfully defended. This is a powerful economic policy that conservatives should continue to support.
I got denied disability 5x times in a row. Trump won. The tax payer was successfully defended. This is a powerful economic policy that conservatives should continue to support.
The only people that are concerned with biomedical research on tinnitus and neuropathy are people with severe mental illnesses, biology is a scientific interest to people with disturbing mental illnesses and loss of touch with reality.
Normie adults prefer TRT, ACT and the Tonaki Tinnitus Protocol, those are recommended treatments and only people with mental illnesses whine about them.
Normie adults prefer TRT, ACT and the Tonaki Tinnitus Protocol, those are recommended treatments and only people with mental illnesses whine about them.
When people express their suicidal thoughts it's usually more of a plea for help. They're hoping someone will give enough of a damn to try to talk them off the cliff, so to speak. I agree that it does become frustrating when someone is stuck on the fence, resisting any and all attempts to help them. It starts to look more like a plea for attention rather than help, and let's face it, that's trollish behavior. Contrast knows this on some level, which is why he jokes about shitposting. Help is for people who want help. You can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink.
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
the only hope I have left is that consciousness really does play a fundamental part in reality.
The only mystery science hasn't solved and retarded people mystify it. I am now one of those retards.
The only mystery science hasn't solved and retarded people mystify it. I am now one of those retards.
Time to post some adult preschool memes to show my level of maturity, sanity and to over all degrade the quality of the forum with pathethic content. Remember this "treatment option" recommended by Julian is more effective then CBT, TRT and ACT combined.
This should seriously be recommended in academic litature as a pallative treatment for tinnitus and neuropathy.
This low quality crapart that is a public embarrassment is better then the behaviorist propaganda. This shit art is more valuable then all of B.F Skinners works.
This should seriously be recommended in academic litature as a pallative treatment for tinnitus and neuropathy.
This low quality crapart that is a public embarrassment is better then the behaviorist propaganda. This shit art is more valuable then all of B.F Skinners works.
- Feb 6, 2020
- 971
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noise
Accurate footage of hearing regeneration companies dangling cures in front of us
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