dude, we
believe you, but you seem to be unwilling or incapable of actually following literally any of the advice anyone has given you.
I think that if you address your TMJ issues, your ear pain and fullness will, to some extent, get better. Also, since much of TMJ self-management boils down to "anxiety and distress management", I think that if you followed the protocols outlined in that book I linked for about 3-4 weeks, you will
feel better to some extent.
So, you can keep doing what you're doing and going around in circles, but I've outlined a pretty clear path (as have others) towards
some relief, and instead of taking any of this advice you just make the same "I am in pain, I want to die" posts over and over.
We
believe you're in pain. We
believe you feel like you want to die. Since you're still here, your "not die" instinct, so far, is stronger.
Please follow literally
any of the advice people have given you here for managing your distress and TMJ. If you really did the protocols in that book for even just 3-4 weeks, which will take you like 60 mins reading and then ~10 mins a day, I would be
shocked if you didn't see improvement in your ear pain and and fullness.
All that said, I am a broken record
@PeteJ -- this is in your hands now. If you start trying to work a TMJ program and have problems or questions about it, I'll be very happy to discuss my own experience.
If, after all this, you continue to just basically do nothing to help yourself and just make the same feedback loop posts -- I am sorry, I cannot provide any more comfort or help, I believe strongly that TMJ is contributing to your problems and I have "led the horse to water", so to speak.