BrOKeN_1

BrOKeN_1

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    Spiking like Crazy Today! Finding it hard to focus on my normal distractions. Going to take a long hot shower and try not to overthink it.
    BrOKeN_1
    "Life is a difficult thing. No matter how you play it" biomutant narrator
    ZFire
    Nice line.

    Have been meaning to play this game. I've been kind of burnt out on Ubisoft games lately, but biomutant did always interest me.
    BrOKeN_1
    @ZFire Its actually alot better the expected. Kinda silly but I need a lighter entertainment these days. And it's something new.
    BrOKeN_1
    I miss going prone and sniping some kids on pubg. Dipping my feet into different gaming genre's that don't require headphones has been fun.
    BrOKeN_1
    Me: Good Morning! T: Eeee! Me: No. NOT you. Everyone but you! T: Eeeeee! Me: Calm down. Don't get upset! You too. T: Ee!
    NYCGuy
    Lol
    Nadia231
    Haha, I thought I was the only crazy person that had long chats with me T. Sometimes when I'm in a good mood I'm nice to it, but mostly I'm telling it to behave
    BrOKeN_1
    @Ngo13 your profile pic makes me miss my cockatiels. If I can find it I'll post a pic in the pictures thread
    Damocles
    If you like this, then take a look at @Leila's profile pic.

    They're not cockatiels, they're Christmas-tiels!
    Ngo13
    @BrOKeN_1 would love to see it! I love them and miss mine too. Although he was loud, he whistled a few tunes. I hope to be able to have them again someday.
    BrOKeN_1
    Moderate noise trauma yesterday. Compressed air line blew apart inches from face. Small spike.. seems manageable so far. ＼(^-^)／
    BrOKeN_1
    Oh goodie.. a second anniversary trophy. Not sure that's something to be proud or happy about. Thanks TT.
    BrOKeN_1
    Ever present and all consuming... still got some fight in me tho. Keeping hyperacusis at bay is my top priority for current T management.
    BrOKeN_1
    Sometimes you just have to stand in front of a running faucet for five minutes to get your head right and move forward.
    UKBloke
    Agreed
    BrOKeN_1
    @Joe Cuber possibly.. I clench my teeth alot if I don't have something to chew on. (Gum) Stems from decades of smoking and chewing tobacco I think. Even tho I haven't partaken in almost ten years.
    BrOKeN_1
    @SmallRonnie I would also recommend Vicks Pure Zzzs. Melatonin+ chamomile and lavender. Also has valerian root. Working great for me.
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    SmallRonnie
    Sometimes, I drink Chamomile tea. Valerian root causes withdrawals if taken for too long so I avoid it but use rarely.
    SmallRonnie
    The 2mg melatonin in vicks pure z is a high dose. I take 0.3mg which is meant to work better apparently.
    BrOKeN_1
    I'm down from 5mg to 2mg on the melatonin so... one step at a time for this guy.
    BrOKeN_1
    Whelp. Its officially been 2 years. No signs of stopping. This is my life now. At least I'm getting some sleep and baseline seems stable. :》
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    You've survived 2 years. See it as this. A lot of people having no clue about this and don't even want to talk about it. You did it with six kids and a loud job. Warrior. Keep on and soon you will find relief. As i said, after 3 years T was not a problem anymore, at least for me. Believe in this as hard as you can. Why? Because we simply having no other choice right now.
    BrOKeN_1
    @makeyourownluck no ill effects so far since crash. T is a bit more intrusive lately but that's a common affair at this point. Up and Down. With me it all about getting distracted asap upon waking. Keeping my mind busy = sanity.
    makeyourownluck
    Glad your ok @BrOKeN_1. Crazy how T was your first though though! I've been in a crash where the airbags have deployed, hopefully I never will be.
    Forever hopeful
    Son inducted into the National Honor Society. Couldn't wait for the ceremony to end. Ringing years. Tinnitus sucks
    BrOKeN_1
    Congrats to your son! Thats no small achievement these days. I have a gaggle of kids so there's no end to the excitement. Just do your best.
    Forever hopeful
    @BrOKeN_1 I have only 2. How many do you have of you don't mind me asking?

    I hope you feeling better after your accident.
    BrOKeN_1
    BrOKeN_1
    Tried kratom a few days ago. Felt great. T was loud af! Didn't care. Next day felt sick to stomach & T was annoying af agian. So maybe no 2k
    BrOKeN_1
    Feeling exhausted... staying distracted is a full time job. Not to mention the full time job. Time to meditate.
    MindOverMatter
    It sure takes a strong person to balance this out @BrOKeN_1 Hope you are doing okay - circumstances given.
    BrOKeN_1
    Just discovered a cool meditation type game on the Oculus Quest called Tripp. Try it if you get the chance. Really Cool.
    BrOKeN_1
    @tracyNYC hey girl. Haven't seen ya for awhile. Hope your doing ok these days.
    tracyNYC
    Hi @BrOKeN_1 - Thank you for reaching out. I've been lurking lately :) My T is still a beast, and I try to stay positive. Not always easy, right?! Hope you are doing ok too.
    makeyourownluck
    @BrOKeN_1 big respect for managing to navigate through this with 6 kids.
    BrOKeN_1
    Thank You. They drive me crazy. But anchor me as well. Helps when fighting through the worst of times with this condition.
    makeyourownluck
    I found it tough with just one and I didn't have the additional pressure of working. Hope this is just a bump in the road for you.
    Wrfortiscue
    6 kids??? Damn I can barely handle one
    BrOKeN_1
    Lol. Did great last night. Then stayed awake too long and drank too much caffine. One bad decision after another. When will I learn?
    Steph1710
    The thing to learn is that in life we repeatedly make the same mistakes. :)
    BrOKeN_1
    One day at a time... One hour at a time.. One minute at a time.. One second. Time marches on. Hold the line friends. Sending good vibes.
    BrOKeN_1
    Standing in the driveway letting the noisy ass crickets drown out the T. Good idea? Maybe not. Don't care at the moment.
    BrOKeN_1
    Derailed last night. Left ear has a new hiss. Sleep is probably off the table. Maybe this is why Garfield didn't like Monday's.
    BrOKeN_1
    Whoever said to go dig in the dirt. Thanks.. this activity was distracting and oddly cathartic. Plus my yard looks a bit happier. Cheers!
    BrOKeN_1
    My son is turning 12 today and I can't seem to get my head out of my ass! I feel like fucking crying but that shit doesn't help. Arrrg! :(
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    ZFire
    I feel for any parent that has to deal with this…
    SamRosemary
    How was it? I took my boy to the fair last week too. Worse ear plugs the whole time and no one could hear me as I was so quiet, but was worth it.
    BrOKeN_1
    @SamRosemary It turned out ok. No spike as of yet. Maybe I shouldn't have passed on the funnelcake! :D
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