BrOKeN_1

BrOKeN_1

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  • BrOKeN_1
    One day at a time... One hour at a time.. One minute at a time.. One second. Time marches on. Hold the line friends. Sending good vibes.
    BrOKeN_1
    Standing in the driveway letting the noisy ass crickets drown out the T. Good idea? Maybe not. Don't care at the moment.
    BrOKeN_1
    Derailed last night. Left ear has a new hiss. Sleep is probably off the table. Maybe this is why Garfield didn't like Monday's.
    BrOKeN_1
    Whoever said to go dig in the dirt. Thanks.. this activity was distracting and oddly cathartic. Plus my yard looks a bit happier. Cheers!
    BrOKeN_1
    My son is turning 12 today and I can't seem to get my head out of my ass! I feel like fucking crying but that shit doesn't help. Arrrg! :(
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    ZFire
    I feel for any parent that has to deal with this…
    SamRosemary
    How was it? I took my boy to the fair last week too. Worse ear plugs the whole time and no one could hear me as I was so quiet, but was worth it.
    BrOKeN_1
    @SamRosemary It turned out ok. No spike as of yet. Maybe I shouldn't have passed on the funnelcake! :D
    BrOKeN_1
    Has anyone developed Hyperacusis over time. Normal noises seems to be ramping up and becoming somewhat intolerable.
    BrOKeN_1
    Took my kids to a parade today. Couldn't find my plugs but my skull candy headphones that haven't been charged in 8mon worked in a pinch ;D
    BrOKeN_1
    Besides the bed time torture and the morning mourning. T has been manageable. What a sick game we play. Exhausting really...keep moving. :)
    BrOKeN_1
    Couldnt run fast enough last night. T stress had me bawled up like a scared armadillo. Clinging to the edge of the fight or flight succubus!
    SamRosemary
    Same. Been trying everything possible, but might end up on an SSRI… The anxiety is almost worse then the T for me at this point.
    BrOKeN_1
    Goodness. What I wouldn't give for one day of quite. Sick of waking up to this piercing crap. I should be grateful I'm even sleeping I guess
    LostinTX
    I feel ya! I had insomnia a year from this shit and can now at least sleep 7 hours (medicated of course lol) I dream of a day of silence or waking up. Bam! Miracle gone! lol
    BrOKeN_1
    I never dream. But if I did I'm sure I'd have T there as well! Lmao!
    Steph1710
    @BrOKeN_1 you never dream! Damn! My dreams are the most weird wacked out things ever.
    BrOKeN_1
    Been taking some risks lately.. I need my hobbies dammit!
    BrOKeN_1
    Finally pulled the Harley out of the garage after staring at it all summer. Wore earplugs of course.
    BrOKeN_1
    T is giving it hell today! I will not bend... I will not break!
    Leila
    Stay strong, there will be more bearable days in the future!
    BrOKeN_1
    Surprisingly upbeat this morning considering such meager amounts of sleep for days now. Attitude is everything sometimes.
    BrOKeN_1
    No Sleep equals anxious me.. anxious me equals no sleep. And so it goes... I need more days at the lake.
    Shelbylynn
    I just ranted for a few hours with a friend I feel a lot better, I feel like I had an exorcism. I hope I sleep better tonight.
    BrOKeN_1
    @Joe Cuber I haven't in nearly a year. May have to knock myself out with a benzo today. Hoping I'll just crash hard after 3 days.
    BrOKeN_1
    Just in case anyone's interested. A really intense sunburn is a great distraction! Haha. PSA Wear your sunscreen!
    BrOKeN_1
    On vacation. Been drinking alot this week.. seems to duel the senses.. May not be a good long term solution tho! Lmao!
    kingsfan
    I suspect my new tone troubles all started from drinking too often. Just be careful.
    Cory_
    Alcohol is ototoxic. I suspect it's what caused my troubles in the first place, since I was a binge drinker. Yes, certainly not.
    BrOKeN_1
    Yea. I don't planning making it a habit.. but vacation Y'all! Gotta live a little.. Definitely spent alot of time with earplugs in.
    BrOKeN_1
    Please stop using headphones.. even if you start feeling habituated.. I'm really hurting now. Read @Michael Leigh posts.
    Steph1710
    Yup. I would never touch headphones again. I know people have an issue with some of the stuff old ML says, but I have to say that I've always found his advice to be pretty damn good.
    BrOKeN_1
    I'm sure there are some other factors here as well. But good advice is only good when adhered to. Hoping I can dig myself out of this hole I dug.
    danielthor
    Yeah, Im never touching that shit again even if there was a cure. Humans have not evolved to have speakers inserted into their ears and be blasted all day long
    BrOKeN_1
    Decent sleep last night. Brain still feels like oatmeal today.. what the heck? Hope my TT frie ds are doing better then me today.
    Shelbylynn
    Maybe needs more sleep. Sometimes it takes me a few days to catch up
    BrOKeN_1
    The Mental Exercise to get your basic faculties back with T (spike) is all the Exercise any of us should need for the rest of our lives!
    BrOKeN_1
    Sleep is off the table today.. praying this isn't something I triggered. Gonna get busy and distract.
    BrOKeN_1
    Pharmacist just accidentally gave me Moderna for my second shot instead of Pfizer. WTH! Wish me luck I guess :_(
    BrOKeN_1
    T is officially unmaskable. Nothing seems to work at this point besides maybe the shower. Can't stay in there forever.. now what?
    martinberryhorse
    It's one of those things where you either keep going or you don't. Personally I try to stay busy, do things that take up all of my concentration, and hope that maybe one day it gets better.
    Marshall
    I second ^^
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