Yeah, nearing two months in and it's just worse. Earplugs caused a spike that has not gone away in 2 days and I think it's staying. Worst one too of the sounds. My ears are very reactive to everything. I don't think I can take it much longer and the new tone is constant and I can't see myself lasting with it.
3 years is a lot. How do you take care of yourself? I can't wash dishes, laundry etc. The place is a big mess now. No idea how to clean up when I can't wear earplugs and everything spikes me. Trying to figure out a way...
I wish us all sanity and recovery. I feel my mind is quickly going.
For what it's worth: you're irritating your ear canal wearing earplugs. They are not made to be worn all day. If sounds bother you, buy a good pair of earmuffs. Peltors are good. The spike caused by earplugs may be due to the fact you're isolating from sounds, so you're basically feeding your brain with tinnitus.
The thing is, there's no treatment as of today, but experienced tinnitus sufferers know that there are things you DON'T WANT to do when you start having tinnitus and/or hyperacusis for the first time. One of them is feeding your brain with tinnitus sounds. I know your intentions are good and you might believe all sounds will hurt you and make you worse (which is not true), but completely isolating from sounds when you start having tinnitus is exactly what you should not be doing.
I'm not speaking of dangerous or loud sounds, but the sounds that you can hear home are safe. Cutlery, dishes, etc. is realistically not harming your hearing capital whatsoever. These are sounds your ears are made to hear. The spikes you're getting from normal volume sounds are most likely stress related. Your whole brain is focusing on tinnitus right now.
Take a break from this forum, try and have chats with real people, in real life, take walks out, protect your hearing from loud sounds with earmuffs if needed but try and keep a normal life as much as possible. This fight against tinnitus you're starting may be here to stay and realistically, people don't beat tinnitus, they mostly end up accepting it and living with it.
It's usually when you start accepting it's here that your brain calms down and the tinnitus may quiet down a little.