Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It has to do with around $50,000 worth of repairs to my home that my insurance company won't cover.
Had a sleep paralysis nightmare that seamlessly transitioned from normal nightmare to typical sleep paralysis intruder nightmare. Normally people's dreams are boring and I wouldn't waste anyone's time, but this one was cool and my subconscious was verifiably alpha (at least at the time).Okay atheist/skeptics were discussing DMT clowns and they came to two conclusions.
1: Other pyschdelics that are not as powerful cause people to still see rainbow colors
2: Well documented experiences of sleep paraylsis people report shadow figures that can jump in and out around them
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The problem is NOT ALL sleep parylsis experiences are terrifying, many people have generic sleep paralysis that they just feel locked in their bed with blurry shapes moving around the room and they aren't terrified at all. If anything the "demonic" sleep paraylsis is much less common then the generic one. It can't be reproduced as highly as DMT clown experiences can. But it's a fair defense I guess?
Has your condition worsened? I remember you saying it wasn't that bad but I could be wrong.Daily reminder that I am suffering immensely and the only reason I am alive is because I have a mission to forfill and it's almost complete.
Clickable link for easy access:It was mentioned here previously but I wrote a draft of my letter to Dr. Woodcock (it was put in the awareness section) if anyone wants to contribute. I know a few on here have responded that they would like to help.
I had a sleep paraylsis several times in my life, I just felt locked in my bed while seeing blurry dark hazy clouds. It wasn't scary at all. I was aware it was probably a dream with my eyes open.Had a sleep paralysis nightmare that seamlessly transitioned from normal nightmare to typical sleep paralysis intruder nightmare. Normally people's dreams are boring and I wouldn't waste anyone's time, but this one was cool and my subconscious was verifiably alpha (at least at the time).
I was dreaming of standing outside in my driveway, talking to my brother when a light came on inside of the house. Chronologically it was 2 AM inside the dream, so I found this odd and decided to rush the threshold of my house. I ran into this shadow silhouette, the only color from which he emanated taking the form of the ember of his cigarette. Once I ran into him and got knocked down, queue total location shift.
Suddenly, I was in the bed with my girlfriend at the time. The shadow figure crossed the threshold of our bedroom and I was instantly terrified. Somehow I tested the likelihood of his reality immediately, coaxing him to attack me through stroke-face impeded words, "come at me pussy, you won't do shit." Sure enough, he did. I knew that if I felt his punch that it was real. I felt him hit my knee, then woke up to his disappearance. Quickly relayed my results to my well-read, psychedelic-indulging co-alpha lifting buddy. He was quite amused and assumedly high.
One of my exes used to get that all the time. It seems women are more prone to them for some reason.I had a sleep paraylsis several times in my life, I just felt locked in my bed while seeing blurry dark hazy clouds. It wasn't scary at all. I was aware it was probably a dream with my eyes open.
I used to have this too for many years, mostly as a child.I had a sleep paraylsis several times in my life, I just felt locked in my bed while seeing blurry dark hazy clouds. It wasn't scary at all. I was aware it was probably a dream with my eyes open.