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If you want to stop ecommerce health fraud, the people who make VSL's should be investigated. They would have more useful information then ANYONE.
 
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It's important to be knowledgeable about your illness, because practitioners may not be implementing a standard of care that is suitable for your situation. Patient activism can help erode these scientifically unfounded treatment plans.
 
If a disease has no cure and you continue to seek clinical help you will be stuck in the CBT/ACT cobweb. It's a clown world and you can't escape.
 
Daily reminder that I am suffering immensely and the only reason I am alive is because I have a mission to forfill and it's almost complete.
 
Okay atheist/skeptics were discussing DMT clowns and they came to two conclusions.

1: Other pyschdelics that are not as powerful cause people to still see rainbow colors

2: Well documented experiences of sleep paraylsis people report shadow figures that can jump in and out around them


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The problem is NOT ALL sleep parylsis experiences are terrifying, many people have generic sleep paralysis that they just feel locked in their bed with blurry shapes moving around the room and they aren't terrified at all. If anything the "demonic" sleep paraylsis is much less common then the generic one. It can't be reproduced as highly as DMT clown experiences can. But it's a fair defense I guess?
 
Okay atheist/skeptics were discussing DMT clowns and they came to two conclusions.

1: Other pyschdelics that are not as powerful cause people to still see rainbow colors

2: Well documented experiences of sleep paraylsis people report shadow figures that can jump in and out around them

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The problem is NOT ALL sleep parylsis experiences are terrifying, many people have generic sleep paralysis that they just feel locked in their bed with blurry shapes moving around the room and they aren't terrified at all. If anything the "demonic" sleep paraylsis is much less common then the generic one. It can't be reproduced as highly as DMT clown experiences can. But it's a fair defense I guess?
Had a sleep paralysis nightmare that seamlessly transitioned from normal nightmare to typical sleep paralysis intruder nightmare. Normally people's dreams are boring and I wouldn't waste anyone's time, but this one was cool and my subconscious was verifiably alpha (at least at the time).

I was dreaming of standing outside in my driveway, talking to my brother when a light came on inside of the house. Chronologically it was 2 AM inside the dream, so I found this odd and decided to rush the threshold of my house. I ran into this shadow silhouette, the only color from which he emanated taking the form of the ember of his cigarette. Once I ran into him and got knocked down, queue total location shift.

Suddenly, I was in the bed with my girlfriend at the time. The shadow figure crossed the threshold of our bedroom and I was instantly terrified. Somehow I tested the likelihood of his reality immediately, coaxing him to attack me through stroke-face impeded words, "come at me pussy, you won't do shit." Sure enough, he did. I knew that if I felt his punch that it was real. I felt him hit my knee, then woke up to his disappearance. Quickly relayed my results to my well-read, psychedelic-indulging co-alpha lifting buddy. He was quite amused and assumedly high.
 
It was mentioned here previously but I wrote a draft of my letter to Dr. Woodcock (it was put in the awareness section) if anyone wants to contribute. I know a few on here have responded that they would like to help.
 
BIG CBT GETS 15 MILLION IN NIH RESEARCH GRANTS RELATING TO PAINFUL DISEASES TO COUNTER OPIOD ADDICTION.
https://www.kpwashingtonresearch.or...kpwhri-3-heal-grants-totaling-over-15-million

It's great knowing the opioid shills got exposed but it'd be so much better if money was spent on biomedical research instead, like the work of WinSanTor figuring out how to reverse peripheral neuropathy.
https://winsantor.com/peripheral-neuropathy-and-our-drug/

WST got 1 million dollar grant by the NIH, not bad but facts show palliative treatments are vastly out competing biomedical research in terms of funding.
 
Had a sleep paralysis nightmare that seamlessly transitioned from normal nightmare to typical sleep paralysis intruder nightmare. Normally people's dreams are boring and I wouldn't waste anyone's time, but this one was cool and my subconscious was verifiably alpha (at least at the time).

I was dreaming of standing outside in my driveway, talking to my brother when a light came on inside of the house. Chronologically it was 2 AM inside the dream, so I found this odd and decided to rush the threshold of my house. I ran into this shadow silhouette, the only color from which he emanated taking the form of the ember of his cigarette. Once I ran into him and got knocked down, queue total location shift.

Suddenly, I was in the bed with my girlfriend at the time. The shadow figure crossed the threshold of our bedroom and I was instantly terrified. Somehow I tested the likelihood of his reality immediately, coaxing him to attack me through stroke-face impeded words, "come at me pussy, you won't do shit." Sure enough, he did. I knew that if I felt his punch that it was real. I felt him hit my knee, then woke up to his disappearance. Quickly relayed my results to my well-read, psychedelic-indulging co-alpha lifting buddy. He was quite amused and assumedly high.
I had a sleep paraylsis several times in my life, I just felt locked in my bed while seeing blurry dark hazy clouds. It wasn't scary at all. I was aware it was probably a dream with my eyes open.
 
I had sleep paralysis quite often as a teenager and young adult. Always upon falling asleep, never upon waking. I remember the first time experiencing it. I didn't know anything about sleep paralysis and I legit wondered if it was an evil spirit taking possession of my body for a while.

VERY scary the first couple of times. Over time, as I came to know about the condition and I experienced it enough times, it got less scary. Still not nice though. I remember one time I felt someone or something pulling the duvet over me as to choke me. Another time I lay on my side, with my face against a wall, and I felt someone/something breathing on my neck and I heard it... very eerie.

I haven't had an episode in years now.

Fun fact: Many people report buzzing sounds during an episode, and I also remember that my episodes were always accomponied by a static noise. My ears were otherwise silent when I wasnt in sleep paralysis.
 

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