- May 24, 2017
- 1,622
- Tinnitus Since
- 05/2017 (H since 06/2017)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- long term noise exposure (headphones), maybe some stress.
What's the initial money for? Do you get it back if your application is rejected?You don't have to involve your doctor at all. All you need is someone that can verify your identity.
I am a Pegasos benefactor and have filled out all the forms, but I have not sent it or paid the initial $5.000 (yet).
Trust me, if you wish to die and have the money, Pegasos will help you no questions asked.
The absolute worst part is how nobody (but those who suffer from it) gets these conditions. Some people say reach out for help if you're hurting. I have spoken to several doctors, therapists, and other medical professionals (audiologists and such) since getting tinnitus and hyperacusis and NOBODY believes me, when I tell them how bad it is. They keep implying that it's all in my head, and that it's my anxiety that's causing it. B*******. Nobody gets it. You're completely detached from everybody else, imprisoned with tormenting conditions that nobody can even remotely grasp the severity of.
Plus at this point I can't talk on the phone as it gives me pain. I can hardly talk, so how the hell am I supposed to get proper help?!
These conditions are without a doubt the absolute worst in the world. Not to say there are not other very painful conditions but none that I can think literally reduces your life and ability to nothing, AND at the same renders you unable to receive proper sufficient support, when it gets so bad that you're not even able to speak up about your torment, due to ear pain from speaking. You can't even cry or shout out your pain. Today I started bawling but I had to suck it up and stop quickly, because it hurt my ears bad to cry and also began to spike my tinnitus. Any slightly intelligent human being will know that this is not even remotely a sustainable situation to be in. This plague will torment and push me over the cliff, and there is nothing I can do about it. It would take a miracle and I'm not exactly a believer, so... As @Zugzug says, these conditions are a joke that I still can not believe, and makes me furious to the point where I really WANT to finish myself off, because if human design is this pathetic, it deserves to be destroyed.