_Shoto_

_Shoto_

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    I have survived the first day with a new faint sound in my right ear due to a loud car exhaust. The day is easy but night time is the worst
    _Shoto_
    I think I'm so shocked this happened that I started spamming my tweets like crazy. My apologies
    _Shoto_
    Good morning to me and you all. This new static tone in my right ear didn't go away during the night. It wasn't just a nightmare after all..
    _Shoto_
    My 22nd birthday next week. I need to make it to this date. And I will walk in insanely loud downtown with earplugs in. I will celebrate it!
    _Shoto_
    I can't believe I got blasted by the loudest car in probably the whole city just 5 seconds before I got in my car...Just 5 seconds. I can't
    _Shoto_
    How am I supposed to sleep knowing that even protecting ears 24/7 wont help from getting more tones? I hate cars louder than 100db.Just why
    _Shoto_
    I have about 4-5 different tones and half of them 5 decibels and can be masked by simply removing earplugs, and the other half is 60db lmao
    _Shoto_
    Great. A new very faint tone. Every month I'm moving further away from hearing a true silence ever again lmao. I should protect better...
    _Shoto_
    Well. I have a new tone on the right ear. It's about 5db in loudness. Maybe less. Thank you loud car. Ugh. At least no need in habituation..
    _Shoto_
    I'm feeling okay today despite all the shit that happened yesterday. I am shocked 122 db car didn't spike my T or H...at least yet. Lucky!
    Pinhead
    Residual inhibition. The sound sometimes 'shocks' our systems into settling for a bit, or something like that.
    _Shoto_
    Gonna play games and watch anime as a cope strategy for my overwhelming stress and anger. I hope you all ppl are doing alright today :')
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    Kiyomi
    @_Shoto_ What shows are you currently watching? Do you only watch dubbed, because as a sub enjoyer, I am already at level 100 when it comes to reading subtitles. :)
    _Shoto_
    Hi @Kiyomi! I have decided to rewatch Breaking Bad (nostalgia) and have also started a new comedy anime called Assassination Classroom. I usually watch the dub with subs on. This helps me keep the volume as low as possible while still understanding everything! I am also a pro now in reading subs :D
    Kiyomi
    @_Shoto_ I also did a Breaking Bad rewatch. :)
    _Shoto_
    There's zero countries where cars and motorbikes are banned. Zero. Only some neighborhoods in some European cities. I was born too early lol
    gameover
    There are some car-free islands.
    RunningMan
    I kinda wish dogs were banned in city limits, particularly those outside ones. But then you have the mowers, lawn trimmers, leaf blowers, and everything else. Thank goodness for earplugs.
    ZFire
    I think Vienna is one of the few European cities that has massive no car zones.
    _Shoto_
    I'm considering never leaving the house unless necessary (pharmacy) or unless it's a nature preserve outside of the city. No stores/parks...
    _Shoto_
    Three of my last posts start with "I don't understand..." and that's actually true. I don't understand this world, these laws, and norms.
    _Shoto_
    I don't understand why there's no exhaust noise limit laws. I just don't. 122 decibels while parked. Foam earbuds block only 32 db max...
    _Shoto_
    I don't understand how ppl with nox leave their houses in USA. Foam earplugs won't help in 80% of situations. They are heroes in my eyes!
    _Shoto_
    I don't understand why some cars can produce the sound of 122 decibels while being PARKED. I was in foam earplugs but I'm not sure it helped
    _Shoto_
    Truck was parked right next to me when I was walking down the street and it made a noise of 122 DECIBELS. I want him dead. I'm not kidding.
    _Shoto_
    I am at small restaurant and the whole squad of teens entered right after me...Jesus Christ. 14 teens between 17-20. HAHAH my luck! :D
    _Shoto_
    In restaurant rn. 32db earplugs is not enough for me. Headache and ear pain. I feel sick and awful. I'm definitely not be able to hold a job
    _Shoto_
    I feel okay today. But I definitely can't go to a busy restaurants anymore. Just some fast food big chains alongside highway where 90% of ppl are going to drive-thru instead of going inside. Very sad because I loved buffets :c
    _Shoto_
    It's funny how I don't notice my moderate hyperacusis at home or parks but any real loud place and my head is going to explode even with foam earplugs. Goodbye restaurants lol. Thank god I still can tolerate big fast food chains where they have only 5-7 tables inside because everyone is going to drive-thru
    _Shoto_
    These past weeks I've been getting only 5 hours of sleep per night. I have to do something quick. I hope getting rid of window will help
    _Shoto_
    One more night of no sleep. I cannot understand how people can live in apartments. My neighbor #1 play games and screams slurs. Neighbor #2 and #3 left their dog on the balcony. It's 12am... I mentally can't take this anymore. 3 neighbors and all are awful pieces of shit :/
    _Shoto_
    I wish I had some family members that live somewhere in the mountain village that has population of 22 people. No motorbikes, ambulances, barking dogs from all 3 directions. Just a small house in a village with garden at backyard and a forest nearby
    _Shoto_
    Every day in a city is hell. And I don't have noxacusis. I can't imagine living in a city with nox...
    _Shoto_
    I'm planning putting 3 bookshelves next to window to block dogs kids music and motorcycles. All of this starts each day at ~5:40-6:00 am...
    _Shoto_
    If some of you considering moving to the apartment in USA, DON'T. Especially folks with nox. Everyone has dogs and speakers. Walls are thin!
    _Shoto_
    Why would Susan Shore refuse to test her Auricle device on herself if she has mild tinnitus? I don't understand her logic tbh
    _Shoto_
    1.5mg of clonazepam + 5mg of thc and I wasn't thinking abt T for 2 days. My Hyperacusis also went away for ~40 hours. Experimenting lol
    RunningMan
    Be very careful with that high dose benzo. I limit myself to 0.5 mg Lorazepam once every 3 days. And that Clonazepam dose you took is 6 times as potent and a much longer half life. People report tolerance building pretty quickly, even when taken only 2 or 3 times per week at a lower dose.
    _Shoto_
    Hi @RunningMan. Thanks for the comment but don't worry. I use clonazepam only once every 30-60 days, but at bigger dose. I want to keep tolerance as low as possible, but enjoy my T/H-free day as much as possible. Low doses do nothing and big ones upping tolerance very fast, so I would like to experiment with moderate doses once a month/two
    _Shoto_
    I wanted to see eclipse but my neighbor that moved in today let their dog to be on the balcony and its barks are at 76-82 db...God why. Why.
    _Shoto_
    Nothing is as refreshing as walking up at 2:23am because of jet engines in your ears...two days in a row. And my T is only 5/10 thakfully
    _Shoto_
    It's funny how all these years my city always had one mile of beach closed for cars. 10 yrs. But, they opened it for cars the month I got T!
    _Shoto_
    What a beautiful day. Warm, not windy. But all beaches in my city are open for cars and every single one is blasting music with barking dogs
    _Shoto_
    I decided to move my bed into my walk-in closet. I just have no choice. Peace was taken from me and I want it back. Discomfort over loudness
    _Shoto_
    It didn't work. I could hear my neighbors typing on their keyboard and breathing. I have no idea why they make walls from paper in the USA. I have been to many countries in Europe and I have never experienced anything like this. I didn't even know it was possible to make walls off paper/cardboard. Anyway, I'm just going to sleep on my back in earmuffs for gun shooting. Discomfort over pain
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