Juliane
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  • If things don't radically change for the better soon, I will most likely not stick around. There is a limit
    gameover
    Agreed, I think the same. I'd like to try Shore device first.
    gameover
    And give it time. It seems 2 years minimum. And 3-4 would be fair. I need some changes in meantime to be able to do that, like moving to a quieter house.
    Cmspgran
    Don't say that, you're a strong person to get this far. @gameover is spot on, there's the shore device, the KV7 drugs and by the time all that comes out there's a good chance you'll have improved and/or partially habituated.
    2023 has made me beg for a second chance and I swear if I received that gift I'd humbly and scared to death grab it with all my heart
    M
    Me too.
    4Grace
    I pray you get the second chance. It would be awesome to hear about one of us that makes it. I will share in that joy. You seem so very authentic and kind.
    Juliane
    @4Grace Thank you so much. So do you ❤️
    2023 told me in no uncertain terms that I am, we are, all struggling alone here but still for the first time I reached out to God for help
    M
    God has abandoned me
    4Grace
    I have been praying but …. So complicated. He needs to change my heart. He needs to perform some miracles. Only he can save me. I began some Tinnitus meditation videos at night. Not bad.
    4Grace
    If ever that miracle happened for us. Wow. What a joyous day that would be…. The feeling …. unimaginable.
    2023 was the year I realized that I too shall leave this planet one day and that is not a disaster
    2023 was the year I stopped wearing mascara because I am crying all the time and got tired of the black mess running down my cheeks
    I want to heal
    Juliane
    Meaning I have so much fear, anger and doubt in me. But this was the case also before my worsening and that baffles me....
    M
    @Juliane are you talking about having faith and visualizing yourself better that you will attract healing better? Sorta like releasing resistance to it?
    Juliane
    @MiaVIL I am not sure actually. I just feel that a broken unhappy tortured emotional state would prevent any real healing from happening. It seems logical to me
    You have been doing a good job at protecting. Has it helped? Stable?.Any improvement at all?
    Juliane
    Thank you @4Grace. To be honest all of 2023 has been filled with emotional trauma and stress for me and I suspect that reality makes my body unable to heal
    Juliane
    I think it plays a huge role. In the past, my tinnitus seemed better when I was emotionally at ease . I have not been emotionally well for years
    4Grace
    So sorry that some have to experience this in life. I feel it is rare to have to suffer so much. My heart truly breaks for you.
    Theory: medication containing aluminium worsened my T. Might that be a sign that it is linked to heavy metal poisoning?
    This year has been beating me over and over. The result is that I no longer feel sad that my time on earth is limited.
    Hello - I see your own here. How have you been doing? I think everyone's knows how I have been doing. Holidays are hard. Everyone is so happy.
    Juliane
    Hi dear @4Grace. Trying to hang on but life is so tough at the moment that "tough" does not even cover it. I am very close to giving up but hanging on for my loved ones
    Juliane
    I am so sad to hear that you were on your own for Christmas ❤️
    4Grace
    "Tough does not cover it" So sorry. I understand this statement.
    Dear God. PLEASE help us all. Only light and goodness can make us better. I know that to be true. I am trying so to be good.
    4Grace
    Such beautiful words.
    gameover
    The more I ask or see people asking him for help, my disbelief in this fairy tale strengthens. Sorry.
    L along the way
    Lovely words, and I wish you the same. @gameover i'm double on this one.. on one hand i do believe in 'a good power', i'm not sure what it is, but i do believe there has to be some power of good. At the same time, i do believe in naturalness, t caused by unnatural extreme audio volume, it damaged the natural ears. I'm sad that i learned late, but now i try to live (eat well, rest well, etc) as intended by nature
    I wish all of you a peaceful happy holiday season. Not only that. I wish we all may have a peaceful happy new year. I really really do.
    I was such a hopeful smiling girl when I was young. I often found it difficult not to laugh. Oh my, where have that girl gone?
    2023 has absolutely been the worst year of my life. And I have had tough times before. But this year is disastrous
    kingsfan
    Each year has been progressively worse for me.
    Juliane
    @kingsfan That is so sad to read :-( In a way it has been the same for me, with some exceptions. 2019 sucked, 2020 was actually pretty cool in spite of the pandemic, 2021 had its hardships but was decent, in 2022 all stressors escalated and in 2023 my life as I know it kind of ended due to T and H which make all the previous setbacks look like a dreamworld :-(
    Juliane
    I am starting to think that I am paying off some kind of karma debt. I must have been horrible :-(
    Today is a very heavy, very dark day
    4Grace
    I am thinking of you. I am with you in that place. Hope and pray we find a better place … mentally soon. So sorry you are feeling like this. So, so sorry.
    Cmspgran
    In a similar place to you both, please let there be a better time ahead for everyone suffering.
    SarahMLFlemmer
    Get up, get out!
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