What is awaiting me when I leave this world. Have I been good enough? What is good enough? Can't go on, not strong enough
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At this lowest point in my life, my heart is overflooded with love for all I was given, the good days shine brighter than the bad
I feel so alone and I can't bear the thought of leaving my boyfriend all alone. I just can't. But how can we live for other people?
I honestly don't want to be in this world anymore. It is too much, too much evil, too much torture. I just wanted a peaceful life
I am approaching some kind of limit for what I can endure. Value you all so much. You have helped me emotionally and I am forever grateful
So Juliane since yours is noise induced do you have hair cell damage? I have sensorineural hearing loss and tinnitus and hair cell damage in extenddd high frequency. I think that's my mine is buzzing-static, electricity which now it is so much louder and I don't know why but there's no way I can deal if it gets worse, it hard to deal now as it is.
I want to be comatozed
Can they just get wasted and fall asleep already. Bloody intruders!
People upstairs from me are having a party. Makes me want to kill myself
Can yall wear earplugs? I asked my audiologist how come my tinnitus is so different that I can't wear earplugs and everybody else I have talked to with tinnitus can. They close my ears up so the high frequency in my ears the Buzzing-static and my head gets so much louder.
Don't turn on your TVs. It is crazy out there. Seems the whole world is suffering
Same thing everyday this noise in my ears and head I'm so sick of it. If I could get a break but it never stops. Noises make it worse. I hate to go anywhere why can't this buzzing-static in my head be a different noise. I hate it!! Don't know what to do.
Juliane do you know what your tinnitus is caused from? They said, mine was noise induced. I have hair cell damage. I have SNHL. I thought you said, you had hyperacusis.
Dream of "soft exit": me on a beach in the Carribean, a few cocktails and then 20 sleeping pills before swimming out in moonlit ocean....
Dear T & H community. How do you handle social life? Do you cancel everything or still see people? I find this so hard.
Might have overdone b6 vitamin... had no idea it was neurotoxic! Is that why I have new sounds? Just can't win with this condition, can we?
Why even bother
meds like mirtazapine, clonazepam, Seroquel can help with sleep issues, I find that if I manage to sleep, my brain does a bit of recovery and recuperation. Meds are Band-Aid, I know, but can help cope and promote sleep.
Hi Juliane, I often feel the same way. I'm not sure what keeps me going either. All I can offer is tomorrow might be a better day. So many times I'm so devastated, and then tomorrow ends up a better day. I've had days where I just cry and cry and cry, finally I've run out of tears, nothing much has been accomplished.
Suicidal and scared. Sorry
Sorry for rambling. Despairing fast and badly. I am not strong enough for torture without end. Why would I be? Hating life
I no longer believe that this universe wants me to stay alive. I feel hated by it, abused and tortured
F.... Church Bells spiked me! Unbearable. I was wearing hearing protection but wasn't enough. I am devastated
Suffering so much. This is not a life
I am now doing so bad that I consider bad permanent solutions
Another noise trauma. Someone must want me dead
Again not sleeping. This is no life. This is worthless
I can't do this anymore. Setback after setback after setback after setback after setback
I give up. This is not a life. I have been praying but apparently I am not deserving of any miracle or lasting improvement -
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