Juliane Oct 5, 2023 "There is a higher prevalence of tinnitus in individuals with post-traumatic stress disorder than in those working in noisy environments"
"There is a higher prevalence of tinnitus in individuals with post-traumatic stress disorder than in those working in noisy environments"
Juliane Oct 5, 2023 4/4 depressed. I simply don't know what to do. Not working is not an option long term and I am not wealthy
4/4 depressed. I simply don't know what to do. Not working is not an option long term and I am not wealthy
Juliane Oct 5, 2023 3/4 unemployment be any better? I was on sick leave years ago due to T and I have no idea if it made me better, but it def made me more
3/4 unemployment be any better? I was on sick leave years ago due to T and I have no idea if it made me better, but it def made me more
Juliane Oct 5, 2023 2/4 Working too much makes me worse. It really is a balance. But if my friend is right and I should not be working, will sick leave or
2/4 Working too much makes me worse. It really is a balance. But if my friend is right and I should not be working, will sick leave or
Juliane Oct 5, 2023 1/4 My good friend keeps telling me I should not be working at all with this level of T torture. But working a bit has a positive impact
1/4 My good friend keeps telling me I should not be working at all with this level of T torture. But working a bit has a positive impact
Juliane Oct 5, 2023 I hope relatives are there to welcome us when we pass.... I miss my grandmother so much and hope that she will be there to meet me
I hope relatives are there to welcome us when we pass.... I miss my grandmother so much and hope that she will be there to meet me
Juliane Oct 4, 2023 I feel I am suddenly in shock 9 months after my worsening. Like it's really dawning on me
Juliane Oct 4, 2023 I need to know that I would be able to leave this world peacefully if I needed to
Juliane Oct 4, 2023 I don't believe at all that we are in charge of our own happiness. Chaos rules this world and we have no control
I don't believe at all that we are in charge of our own happiness. Chaos rules this world and we have no control
Juliane Oct 4, 2023 Things are getting worse. Family silent and non-supportive. To be honest I don't think they care at all
Things are getting worse. Family silent and non-supportive. To be honest I don't think they care at all
Juliane Oct 4, 2023 Today I am more scared than I have been in a really long time. It is dawning on me that this might never improve and could ultimately end me
Today I am more scared than I have been in a really long time. It is dawning on me that this might never improve and could ultimately end me
Juliane Oct 4, 2023 I asked my employer to go part-time and they accepted. T now in the driver's seat. Cannot work full time with this condition.
I asked my employer to go part-time and they accepted. T now in the driver's seat. Cannot work full time with this condition.
Juliane Oct 2, 2023 Of course it would be a challenge to communicate but look, we are doing it here on TT just fine without sound.
Of course it would be a challenge to communicate but look, we are doing it here on TT just fine without sound.
Juliane Oct 1, 2023 Thanks again for your support reg my therapist. Can't believe I'm paying to be gaslighted! Feel so stupid. Guess I need to ditch him
Thanks again for your support reg my therapist. Can't believe I'm paying to be gaslighted! Feel so stupid. Guess I need to ditch him
Juliane Oct 1, 2023 2/2 The more I think about it, the more I feel I am wasting my time and money there
Juliane Oct 1, 2023 1/2 My therapist said I was wrong to think my ears are more sensitive than healthy ears (!) That I could tolerate the same sound levels
1/2 My therapist said I was wrong to think my ears are more sensitive than healthy ears (!) That I could tolerate the same sound levels
Juliane Oct 1, 2023 Waiting for my boyfriend to have enough of this and dump me. Then I can focus on how to get out of this
Waiting for my boyfriend to have enough of this and dump me. Then I can focus on how to get out of this
Juliane Oct 1, 2023 Cancelling all plans and trying to accept that I will be an outcast from now on. No one cares anyway
Juliane Oct 1, 2023 2/2 and stupid SOUND breaks my heart before the day has even begun. I will never find peace of mind and Joy again
2/2 and stupid SOUND breaks my heart before the day has even begun. I will never find peace of mind and Joy again
Juliane Oct 1, 2023 1/2 Another morning of waking up to this BS reality. I know I should be happy I managed to sleep and I am. But waking up to this horrrific
1/2 Another morning of waking up to this BS reality. I know I should be happy I managed to sleep and I am. But waking up to this horrrific
Juliane Sep 30, 2023 Had two cups of coffee today because I needed energy to complete a task. When do I learn.. need to replace with decaf or tea
Had two cups of coffee today because I needed energy to complete a task. When do I learn.. need to replace with decaf or tea
Juliane Sep 29, 2023 Sometimes I wonder if I am already dead. Because this must be what it feels like to be a ghost