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@L along the way, if only I knew there was avaliable treatment for my hearing, I could have waited. Not only I'm suffering from hearing loss, tinnitus and hyperacusis but also having to explain this shit to family, friends and my gf is another torture. Noone understands these problems, even doctors. I don't give a f.. dude. I wish there was a button that I could use to disappear forever.

@2049v It sounds like a harsh situation. I wish life would be enjoyable. Suffering is the problem of life is how i see it. I hope things may ease out with time

@L along the way, the worst part is that even though I sought early treatments and informed the doctors, they didn’t provide them. In fact, two hearing tests said my hearing was "perfect," but it’s actually terrible. I have cochlear synaptopathy. Although the audiogram shows little loss, I hear things blurred, and my hearing has completely changed. I was such a happy guy before this torture started.

@Juliane Like it for the vibe and the soundtrack. I used to listen to this song a lot. Now it doesn't sound the same anymore. Woke up one day in hell, suffering since then. My hearing is terrible unfortunately.

Like it as well!

Talking about movies, i've watched Ben Hur (original one, from 1959) recently. Really good! Also seven samurai i found really good.

They’re terrible. I have acute acoustic trauma about 9 months ago. I have seen improvement. I hope we can continue to heal until back to normal

@MatthewR ofc, that's what I want as well, but we know that it's not possible for damaged hearing to recover. In this case, maybe hyperacusis and tinnitus could improve, but the hearing loss is the most distressing part. Every passing day I'm losing it more. It's not like I'm in panic or smth. I genuinely want to die/vanish every day.