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Unfortunately, I mowed the lawn again and it caused me great pain around my body and face. So I will be avoiding doing that.....forever if possible...
Today, I did something I thought I'd never be able to do, something I feared. Today, I mowed the lawn! It was an eletric lawn mower and I wore earplugs. I was definitely sore afterwards (pain in my face) and muscle stiffness around my body, but I did it! And I had fun!
my sister yelled directly into my right ear. it was the first time for me that sound caused immediate ear pain, and it hurt alot. (the pain in my face/jaw today was bad, like most days. Woke up with my right ear and tmj hurting) My life is ruled by pain. I am filled with so much anger right now. I don't want to feel this way, i hate that too!
i read over the after visit summary my doctor wrote. She wrote that i have cervical and lumbar spondylosis.......
I DO NOT HAVE CERVICAL AND LUMBAR SPONDYLOSIS. I have x rays and mri's that prove otherwise! I already knew I wasn't going to go back to her again because she literally has not helped me getting to the cause of all my pain, but what the actual fuck???
Good news! My finger healed!
(It's been so long since something of mine became injured AND THEN healed completely T_T Maybe it's possible for more of me to heal...)
I'm going to hate on myself rn because I'm such an idiot. I walked right past a group of landscapers and they were blaring their equipment really loud and I didn't cover my ears. I hope I don't get a spike or any more damage, I didn't want to cover my ears because I thought I would look crazy, but now I hate myself because I didn't.
A door slammed on my finger on the 14th of last month and it's healing better, i guess? It's still stiff and swollen but it doesn't hurt when I move it (much) hopefully it heals completely this month. I've been avoiding using it unnecessarily and have been splinting it, along with moving it a bit for light exercise.
I also bit into an apple earlier today and my right TMJ hasn't stopped hurting. My facial muscles have been spasming alot more lately too and it's painful, and odd looking. I'd hate if anyone were to see me like this, because my facial expressions look funny. I'm not purposely making a face at anyone, my facial muscles (in my cheeks and jaw) do what they want without my control...but damn it hurts.
It's been more than a year and I am back here. I don't really have good news, just the same pain and T symptoms like before, just kind of worse. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me, but I still crave for my old normal where constant pain was never in the scope of my reality. I have a follow up appointment with my physical therapy doctor tomorrow.
i know i haven't been on here in a while, but recently I cracked my neck (becuase of stress) and it burns. the burning is radiating into my face and down my shoudler blades. 1 second of a bad mistake now results in hours of burning and muscle pain.... No effect on my tinnitus though.
How do you conquer a very bad ichy ear? I need to itch it, and unfortuantely i have, but now it's starting to feel sore for days now.
I went to a TMJ physical therapist yesterday. I'm not better or worse, but i'm not hopeful. (will discuss in comments)
I hate that this is my life, I'm almost screaming everyday for help now. i hate how pain turned me into this abomdinable version of myself
I've been awarded the First Year Anniversary. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DON'T WANT IT T_T
Happy fourth of July. I hate firetrucks.
the health care industry is so corrupt.
I started doing some hip exercises and now whenver i IMMEDIATELY sit down, my feet and ankles start tingling.
June isn't a good time for me anymore. It's just a painful reminder of my horrible beginning.
Reminder for me to stick with a soft food diet....also wondering regretfully if i should have gotten that brain scan...
if any doctor can tell me what EXACTLY is the root of my problem then they just answered the million dollar question!
Now for some good news! My belly button stopped bleeding! There is still some fleeting pain in my abdomen but it is mainly a lot better.
My not so happy 1 year anniversary. Mother's day of last year was the first day i reported my symptoms, not knowing what was awaiting me.
I'm bleeding from my belly button and it hurts. Don't know why. How am i supposed to live laugh love life like this?
NGL but i really just want to stuff my face with Doritos rn. Nacho cheese, ranch, the good stuff, MMMMMHHH!!!
I'm the shittiest daughter alive. My mom fell & i couldn't catch her. I should have just threw myself down & been used as a human cushion.
I had a follow up appointment with the physiotherapist & i forgot to mention my T. I just didn't want to interrupt everything she was saying
Thankful for delicious food <3
Are twitching muscles considered a headache? When i lay on my left side, the left temporalis muscle starts twitching VERY OFFPUTTING like.
how am i still alive -
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