My T hasn't been bothering all that much lately to be honest. It's the thought 'of having' T that is beginning to annoy me the most.
I think I'm going to try Atarax along with melatonin tonight. If Atarax works for my anxiety, I'm going to stick with it. Otherwise, I'm going to continue Xanax along melatonin. It really helps my sleep and so far it seems to lessen the noise.
I am quite sick of drugs. Trobalt will be the absolute last resort.
undecided, I think you can see from Christian's posts that there are a number of factors at play.
What we've seen from experience is that different people respond differently to Trobalt, but with sufficient dosage some positive effect on tinnitus is experienced in almost every case (really I think only Zimichael got nothing out of it after tapering up to what might be termed a therapeutic dose). To date, we have not had any reports of permanent side effects. Even Christian is not talking about tapering off completely but finding a balance between efficacy and side effects. Like you, my tinnitus is now to the point that I can carry on my usual activities without it bothering me much. However, if I had those boxes in front of me right now, I would not hesitate to begin taking the pills. You must start with a low dose, and if you find you cannot tolerate the side effects, you can then stop in a short time. To me, the concern that I might have temporary side effects versus the possibility that I might be permanently cured is no comparison at all.
Now, I am in a position in my life that the important things in my life will still be there if I go into a drug-induced haze for three months. My wife will still cook for me, my daughter will read to me if my vision blurs. In Christian's posts, it sounds like he does not have anyone to rely on in this way, so I can understand that it is more difficult to him to deal with the life-altering effects of taking this drug. You must of course make this determination for yourself.
If you read back through the user experiences, most of the people who have taken Retigabine have had mild side-effects. At this point you can't say what would happen in your case, but again, we have not seen a case where side effects persist are a few days from stopping the drug.
@Christian78, my friend, I'm sorry my posts upset you. We have communicated many times on this thread about how difficult it is for you on this drug and I have always expressed my hope that you will have good success and better experiences. My suggestion to you about the iPhone/Android app was not to baby you, far from it! Yesterday I forgot to take a pill that I should take every morning, and when I saw your post, I thought, "I should find an app to help him, and I will use it to!" I am sure that if I can get a doctor to give me a prescription, I will need help. My memory is bad enough with no drugs to interfere.
I know you are suffering. You are a brave man, I really mean this! Two times brave because you had bad experiences early on and no good effects and still came back to try again. On the forum you cannot see my face, so I can only say to please believe me that I feel for you and I want you to get better. I ask questions because I want to learn, "Is it all bad for Christian, or does some good happen to him?" Maybe you don't believe this, but it is true.
I don't mean to burden you, but it is very helpful that you update us with your experiences, good and bad. Thank you for that. Any advice that I offer is meant to help and encourage. If it sounds like I am trying to make you a "lab rat" and give you "homework", please think, "It is just the language barrier." I think this is true with locoyeti as well. Be well, my friend.
Edited to add, please see James 1:12, 13. God does not forsake you. It is just what Ecclesiastes 9:11, 12 says.