_Shoto_ Jun 18, 2024 My hyperacusis now is 11/10. I hope this is because of tapering down of methylprednisolone. I want to hope, I reject the reality. My oh my
My hyperacusis now is 11/10. I hope this is because of tapering down of methylprednisolone. I want to hope, I reject the reality. My oh my
_Shoto_ Jun 18, 2024 Can't do anything without headphones. I knew my hyperacusis is permanent but damn why it's slightly worse than before? Anyway whatever
Can't do anything without headphones. I knew my hyperacusis is permanent but damn why it's slightly worse than before? Anyway whatever
_Shoto_ Jun 18, 2024 Since T/H onset my left side of head is very sensitive to touch. Especially ear and neck. Why? No idea. No doctor knows. I've seen 5 of them
Since T/H onset my left side of head is very sensitive to touch. Especially ear and neck. Why? No idea. No doctor knows. I've seen 5 of them
_Shoto_ Jun 17, 2024 My T/H back to normal thanks to methylprednisolone. Sad I didn't know abt it half a year ago when I first got my T/H. I hate my family doc
My T/H back to normal thanks to methylprednisolone. Sad I didn't know abt it half a year ago when I first got my T/H. I hate my family doc
_Shoto_ Jun 15, 2024 Methylprednisolone started working. The muffling is gone. The ringing subsided too. Oh what a day... I hate lawns so so much. Plant flowers!
Methylprednisolone started working. The muffling is gone. The ringing subsided too. Oh what a day... I hate lawns so so much. Plant flowers!
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 Using Google maps to find a city with the least amount of lawns. Villages in death valley look so depressing but not a single lawn in sight!
Using Google maps to find a city with the least amount of lawns. Villages in death valley look so depressing but not a single lawn in sight!
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 I got prescription for prednisolone, hope it will help. I'm considering moving to Arizona or death valley in California. Lawns are evil...
I got prescription for prednisolone, hope it will help. I'm considering moving to Arizona or death valley in California. Lawns are evil...
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 Right ear lost all hearing. Ringing louder. Going to urgent care rn for methylprednisolone prescription. Crying. 6mg clonazepam don't help
Right ear lost all hearing. Ringing louder. Going to urgent care rn for methylprednisolone prescription. Crying. 6mg clonazepam don't help
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 So much pain. I was so dumb. Why didn't I left the room as soon as possible. Earplugs and NC headphones wasn't enough. What was I thinking??
So much pain. I was so dumb. Why didn't I left the room as soon as possible. Earplugs and NC headphones wasn't enough. What was I thinking??
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 I found the only lawn-less apartment in my city. 3 more months and I'm in. But I won't survive this long in this apartment. Holy shit why
I found the only lawn-less apartment in my city. 3 more months and I'm in. But I won't survive this long in this apartment. Holy shit why
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 My apartment has grass from all 4 sides and all 4 sides are with windows. My ears hurt. It's always 95+ decibels inside when they mow lawn
My apartment has grass from all 4 sides and all 4 sides are with windows. My ears hurt. It's always 95+ decibels inside when they mow lawn
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 I found an appointment in my city that doesn't have any lawns in front of windows, I can't wait to move there. My ears hurt. I'm crying
I found an appointment in my city that doesn't have any lawns in front of windows, I can't wait to move there. My ears hurt. I'm crying
_Shoto_ Jun 14, 2024 Lawn tractor outside of my windows is 113 decibels. He was riding it right in front of my window for 40 minutes
Lawn tractor outside of my windows is 113 decibels. He was riding it right in front of my window for 40 minutes
_Shoto_ Jun 12, 2024 Many people say clonazepam helps them tremendously, but for me it's my ADHD meds. Maybe my ADHD is what makes habituation harder?
Many people say clonazepam helps them tremendously, but for me it's my ADHD meds. Maybe my ADHD is what makes habituation harder?
_Shoto_ Jun 12, 2024 My ADHD meds (dextroamphetamine) somehow make me ignore my tinnitus COMPLETELY. I can hear it only when I think about it. Feels so good...
My ADHD meds (dextroamphetamine) somehow make me ignore my tinnitus COMPLETELY. I can hear it only when I think about it. Feels so good...
_Shoto_ May 31, 2024 Leaf blowers are not only bad for the environment, but also bad for your sanity... Three hours of this every week. Every week
Leaf blowers are not only bad for the environment, but also bad for your sanity... Three hours of this every week. Every week
_Shoto_ May 29, 2024 My decibel meter recorded 102 decibel thunder right now. I miss enjoying Texas hurricanes/heavy rains so much...it was so relaxing back then
My decibel meter recorded 102 decibel thunder right now. I miss enjoying Texas hurricanes/heavy rains so much...it was so relaxing back then
_Shoto_ May 28, 2024 Well. It happened again. A new tone in my right ear. Out of nowhere. I was protecting my ears ALL these days. Music at 10/100 volume...ugh
Well. It happened again. A new tone in my right ear. Out of nowhere. I was protecting my ears ALL these days. Music at 10/100 volume...ugh
_Shoto_ May 21, 2024 Can't sleep. It's just too loud. 6 months in and still almost zero habituation :/ It's not even the loudness, it's the frequency...
Can't sleep. It's just too loud. 6 months in and still almost zero habituation :/ It's not even the loudness, it's the frequency...
_Shoto_ May 17, 2024 I've got a new static tone in my right ear. It's around 5-10 db. Hearing this is so weird because my other tones are around 60-70db...
I've got a new static tone in my right ear. It's around 5-10 db. Hearing this is so weird because my other tones are around 60-70db...
_Shoto_ May 16, 2024 So so tired. It's been less than 6 months but it feels like 2 years, I'm damn serious rn. ONLY half a year...I CAN'T believe this. CAN'T
So so tired. It's been less than 6 months but it feels like 2 years, I'm damn serious rn. ONLY half a year...I CAN'T believe this. CAN'T
_Shoto_ Apr 25, 2024 Yesterday was my 5th month anniversary of T/H and today my T is 1/10. I think abituation started to kick in finally
Yesterday was my 5th month anniversary of T/H and today my T is 1/10. I think abituation started to kick in finally
_Shoto_ Apr 22, 2024 I bought the sound dampening blanket for my window but just in case decided to order the size that covers the whole wall lol. I'm desperate
I bought the sound dampening blanket for my window but just in case decided to order the size that covers the whole wall lol. I'm desperate
_Shoto_ Apr 22, 2024 Today my soundproof blanket should arrive. I have no idea what to do if it won't help....I haven't had a good sleep for 2 months. I'm crying
Today my soundproof blanket should arrive. I have no idea what to do if it won't help....I haven't had a good sleep for 2 months. I'm crying
_Shoto_ Apr 22, 2024 Started crying. Apartments are hell. Dogs are stupid af animals that bark at tree (leaves make sound) for 2 hours. Since 5:12 am. I can't...
Started crying. Apartments are hell. Dogs are stupid af animals that bark at tree (leaves make sound) for 2 hours. Since 5:12 am. I can't...
_Shoto_ Apr 20, 2024 My sound dampening blanket for window is coming up next week! Can't wait! I hope it helps with 4 different dogs barkings! I will SLEEP!
My sound dampening blanket for window is coming up next week! Can't wait! I hope it helps with 4 different dogs barkings! I will SLEEP!
_Shoto_ Apr 19, 2024 Lawn mowers are mowing on Fridays...my b day is next Friday. All day in walk-in closet...I wanted to make pizza and bake some cupcakes...
Lawn mowers are mowing on Fridays...my b day is next Friday. All day in walk-in closet...I wanted to make pizza and bake some cupcakes...
_Shoto_ Apr 19, 2024 My normal heart rate is 90-110 bpm. In grocery store it's 140 and on parking lots it's 160-200. Yep. Agoraphobia is my new friend for life
My normal heart rate is 90-110 bpm. In grocery store it's 140 and on parking lots it's 160-200. Yep. Agoraphobia is my new friend for life
_Shoto_ Apr 18, 2024 I haven't had a headaches for almost 2 weeks now. Wow. Habituation helps probably. The loud ringing was the main reason that caused them...
I haven't had a headaches for almost 2 weeks now. Wow. Habituation helps probably. The loud ringing was the main reason that caused them...