Complaining? I don't complain. I suffer, like you and others.
I have no friend in Spain, but someone who travels to Spain on a regular base - since he has a house there. And in April he brought two packages of 21 pills with 100 mg to me. Summer vacation is coming and I would get more Trobalt if I want. But again, if it would be a cure, I would take everything. But Christian had no success, Ricardo had kidney failure, others have side other side effects. This drug is no candy. That's all.
Habituation to my T today is impossible. Greg, Moz and Stoyan really try to help. And maybe one day, my body and brain have adjusted to this craziness in my head. I really don't know myself. If I would believe in this TRT, I would fly to Atlanta to Dr. Nagler or Jacqui Sheldrake to London. But they did TRT here in Germany with me - even if Dr. Nagler says there is no TRT in Germany. Whatever, 2-3 or even only one loud high-pitched tone > 15 kHz is simply difficult, as you say "catastrophic".