Met someone at work today who has had T so long she doesn't remember not having it. I have talked to them so many times and never knew!
Tryn2BHopeful
Member From United StatesProfile posts Latest activity Postings About
-
Is it strange my T was at it lowest in the soundproof room they do for hearing test? What does that mean?
Wife: You only listen to half of what I say. Husband: I have tinnitus. Half of what I hear is EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE The other half is tinnitus
Raining outside with crickets and cicadas. Guess I will sit here a while.
Another appointment tomorrow at a audiologist that is supposed to "specialize in tinnitus". We shall see.
I don't know why I think sitting here thinking about Mr. T will help somehow, when its the complete opposite.
Miss my days of peace and quiet. It wasn't a bad day though, just another day with Mr. T.
Loud today... for some reason I just don't care. I just wanted to enjoy time with my family.
I could ignore my computer fan, I could ignore a train, sometimes even my wife =P but not Mr. T.... Ugh!
Why does T make you feel so alone?! Even when your with your family.
How was your day, sir?
Pick myself up, dust myself off, and try again. Tomorrow is another day.
I am assuming you took Mirt for sleep or a bit of anxiety? Any reason for coming off? Staying on these meds can be physiologically tough for many people. Me being one. I remember feeling better but at the same time being bothered for being on the meds.
Sorry for the rant, just gotta keep trying for my family. There has to be light at the end of the tunnel, somewhere...
The last 8 months I have either been in physical pain, or mental anguish. I keep trying because I have no choice. I am tired.
I wish I never took those pills... I did... it doesn't matter now. Nobody can undo what has been done. All I can do is try to find a path.
Need to be more positive...I wish I knew if things were better, worse or the same. I wish I could just be happy again. Its hard to keep tryn
Its gonna be one of those days.... ugh... Mr. T is angry today.
"You can't calm the storm, so stop trying. What you can do is calm yourself. The storm will pass." - Timber Hawkeye
So my high pitched one is going down, only to be replaced by a low hum.. not reactive, easily covered up, and not always on.. but wtf...
@Tryn2BHopeful Hey friend, How's your day going?
I finally found a use for that change pocket on my pants...That's where my earplugs go! Thanks Mr. T!
Time for something positive - I may be tired, I may be broken, but I am not done yet. I will find the strength to carry on.
Its not a bad day but its not a good day... its just a day. My mind keeps going to one word... "Why?"
Realizing that I have "Good T Days" also means I realize I have "Bad T Days", maybe I need to realize nothing at all?!
"The strongest people I've met have not been given an easier life. They've learned to create strength and happiness from dark places."
Maybe another "quietish" day... I hope! I am almost convinced that most of the sound is coming from my left ear at this point... who knows!
Woke up relatively quiet, we will see how it goes. -
Loading…
-
Loading…
-
Loading…