Tryn2BHopeful Feb 4, 2024 When do I reach the other side of this? Are all these things (habituation, etc) they say just ways of keeping me alive? Or is it real?
When do I reach the other side of this? Are all these things (habituation, etc) they say just ways of keeping me alive? Or is it real?
Tryn2BHopeful Feb 2, 2024 I destroyed the good life I had by taking 2 pills, or by doing something IDFK. Every day is a sprint to the end to go to sleep...Breath....
I destroyed the good life I had by taking 2 pills, or by doing something IDFK. Every day is a sprint to the end to go to sleep...Breath....
Tryn2BHopeful Feb 2, 2024 I just want to cry, but I have no tears left. I am exhausted by the end of the week. I think I am having some major anxiety today.
I just want to cry, but I have no tears left. I am exhausted by the end of the week. I think I am having some major anxiety today.
Tryn2BHopeful Feb 2, 2024 I didn't know that I would get to witness my own death. This isn't going to ever end. I miss being happy. I am tired of tryn.
I didn't know that I would get to witness my own death. This isn't going to ever end. I miss being happy. I am tired of tryn.
Tryn2BHopeful Feb 1, 2024 I should stay off this site (understandably negative), but staying off this site then there is literally nobody that understands this.
I should stay off this site (understandably negative), but staying off this site then there is literally nobody that understands this.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 30, 2024 1 year ago I was fighting a monster kidney stone and I thought that was as bad as it could get. Relativity is a bitch.
1 year ago I was fighting a monster kidney stone and I thought that was as bad as it could get. Relativity is a bitch.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 27, 2024 Everything I stop mirt a week later everything seems worse.... I literally took so little of it... gotta hang in there I guess.
Everything I stop mirt a week later everything seems worse.... I literally took so little of it... gotta hang in there I guess.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 26, 2024 They say tinnitus improves naturally over time... how true is that statement?! Some of the stories on TT seem to show otherwise.
They say tinnitus improves naturally over time... how true is that statement?! Some of the stories on TT seem to show otherwise.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 24, 2024 If I upload my brain to a computer and exist "virtually" will I still have Tinnitus?!?
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 19, 2024 7.5 Months, things haven't changed much for better or worse so I guess I should just stop my whining.
7.5 Months, things haven't changed much for better or worse so I guess I should just stop my whining.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 19, 2024 2 kids to see finish school, go to college, and grow up to be fine adults. Will I even make it that far?! I feel for those younger than me.
2 kids to see finish school, go to college, and grow up to be fine adults. Will I even make it that far?! I feel for those younger than me.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 19, 2024 2 Pills and a lot of bad luck changed everything. The future is no more, daily survival is my only goal. Maybe god will throw me a f'n bone.
2 Pills and a lot of bad luck changed everything. The future is no more, daily survival is my only goal. Maybe god will throw me a f'n bone.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 19, 2024 Habituation.... Acceptance.... CBT... TRT... Fuck. The only thing I have gotten better at is faking being OK.
Habituation.... Acceptance.... CBT... TRT... Fuck. The only thing I have gotten better at is faking being OK.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 15, 2024 Realizing I don't know how long I have before this condition pushes me off the edge. Going to try to enjoy what I got as much as possible!
Realizing I don't know how long I have before this condition pushes me off the edge. Going to try to enjoy what I got as much as possible!
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 9, 2024 Saw another ENT today to get a referral, so I had no choice... again suggested LIPOFlavonoids.. At this point I figure WTF why not...
Saw another ENT today to get a referral, so I had no choice... again suggested LIPOFlavonoids.. At this point I figure WTF why not...
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 8, 2024 Amazing, they tell you not to accept ignore it as an answer... I try to schedule with an actual Tinnitus clinic... 6-8 month wait min.
Amazing, they tell you not to accept ignore it as an answer... I try to schedule with an actual Tinnitus clinic... 6-8 month wait min.
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 8, 2024 My wife is scheduling our "vacation" all I can think about is if I can handle the drive...
Tryn2BHopeful Jan 7, 2024 In the words of @SarahMLFlemmer "One day, one moment at a time" we can get through this, one way or another.
In the words of @SarahMLFlemmer "One day, one moment at a time" we can get through this, one way or another.
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 29, 2023 Heard this today - It's like having a cut on your body and helplessly watching yourself bleed to death.
Heard this today - It's like having a cut on your body and helplessly watching yourself bleed to death.
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 24, 2023 Have a happy holiday everyone. Gonna do my best to stay off here. One more holiday event to get through.
Have a happy holiday everyone. Gonna do my best to stay off here. One more holiday event to get through.
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 22, 2023 I dedicated a year of my life to fighting diabetes and won... just to get Tinnitus. What luck I have.
I dedicated a year of my life to fighting diabetes and won... just to get Tinnitus. What luck I have.
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 22, 2023 So if my T is from hearing loss, why did it only show up after I took lexapro?!
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 21, 2023 I went to the largest facility around here, could off me nothing more than a masker. I think I am done for.
I went to the largest facility around here, could off me nothing more than a masker. I think I am done for.
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 21, 2023 So I have mild hearing loss starting at 9k and dipping down to moderate at 14k and back to normal at 16k. I guess that's my problem?
So I have mild hearing loss starting at 9k and dipping down to moderate at 14k and back to normal at 16k. I guess that's my problem?
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 20, 2023 Holidays are feeling depressing, got my birthday wrapped up in there. I want to fight, I want to die, I want my life back, I want....<sigh>
Holidays are feeling depressing, got my birthday wrapped up in there. I want to fight, I want to die, I want my life back, I want....<sigh>
Tryn2BHopeful Dec 19, 2023 Ugh, I hate that when I type on a keyboard my left ear flutters... its so strange. Why T, Why!?!?! WTF did we do to deserve this?!?
Ugh, I hate that when I type on a keyboard my left ear flutters... its so strange. Why T, Why!?!?! WTF did we do to deserve this?!?